4)Intrepid;
                 Not afraid of dangeror difficulties. Fearless.
        
Morning light hits my opened eyes, rays almost blinding me, yet I didn't make any efforts to get up. My mind keeps circulating thoughts after the other.

Singapore, where the sun rays are powerful, where the winds are friendly and the cold is barely felt. Also the same Singapore where everything is bad and painful for me.

Sometimes I wonder how long I will be able to run from this country, but I should. Memories aren't something you throw whenever you want, even if you want to forget and are able to, when you see or do something connected to that one thing BAM! everything you did to forget vanishes.

I didn't try to forget though, I kept them with me. I kept them to know how greedy and selfish I am, to see who the real me is. I keep them to see myself through them.

When friends become your enemies, you get shocked and a little hurt. When it's your best friend, you go wild but will bare with it anyhow. Families become enemies, that's worse, it might takes lifetime to be yourself again but what when your enemy is you yourself?!

When you are your enemy, everything gives sense, you get conflicted and your body gets tired of you, everything betrays you. When you become your enemy everyone else will be your enemy too...

I sigh, thinking how everything came to me seeking revenge. I knew something would happen the day I took my flight to here, but I didn't expect him.

I didn't expect to see any of the people I knew let alone the people I share my pains to and gave all of it to.
             
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"Ma'am" Dory opens the door for me to enter, I gave her my best smiles and walk in.

"How are you, Dory?!" I ask as I pull my orange platform and replace it with flip-flops.

"Am good, how are you" she asks as she puts my bag on the shelf over the corner.

I smile at her before rushing to my room and start digging my closet in search for a hood and simple jeans. Letting the blue skirt out of my way I let on the jeans and familiar hood hurriedly before going out.

The same park, same benches and same flowers. Surprising, how the park is still the same. Not complaining though, I live the park, specially at this time.

Where no one comes by due to the park being closed at 9 sharp and now it's almost 11. I jumped the high door after climbing like a monkey on the little gaps on the high metallic door.

Slowly creeping down the bricks of the park I wonder to make sure the guard is no where to be seen then I sat on the familiar big cage looking rock and look at the beautiful surrounding.

Holding the hood closer to my body I observe the bricks leading into different parts if yhe park, the trees standing proud and tall at the borders of the bricks.  A little pond around the bushes covered by ducks and goose's.

"Kylie?"

His sound soft and calm as I remember it, I was afraid to turn, to see if he really was there or it was just a mirage of mine. I was also afraid turning to see his blue oceanic eyes.

"Ashton" I say keeping mh voice calm and hiding any emotion before turning to meet his intent gaze, burning myself.

After plenty seconds of just staring at each other and fighting to ourselves I turn around and kept staring at the marvellous park.

I knew he was still standing there deciding wheatear to seat beside me like he always did or to move past me and seat somewhere else or worse to just leave the park because I am here.

I sigh and stood making his decision easier, ready to leave. Looking at him one more time I keep my head high, face blank and void of emotions I moved past him making quite a distance between us.

My legs start moving a little more faster as I reach the oak tree leading to the main gate, I knew this park more than I know the back of my hand. But then I stop moving when I here his voice again.

I close my eyes shut hugging myself tightly as if u was afraid of my body betraying me.

"Wait," he say more like whisper "What are you doing here?!"

"What do you think I am doing?" I answer harshly, looking straight into his eyes which once had something for me.

Now empty, just like my body.

He look at me from head to toe, making me feel conscious if what I wore. I knew it was bad idea coming here, I knew I should've kept my eagerness to see the park away from my thoughts, and more specially I shouldn't have wore this hood.

I didn't see him coming near me until he hold my shoulder harshly abd painfully, yet I didn't budge. I see him daring him to do anything in his mind.

"I asked what you are doing here Kylie" he intone.

"And am telling you it's non if your business" I push his chest to make a space between us yet he didn't budge, he was like a rock and I was a bee stinging him.

"What.." he laugh humorously making me almost jump "..now you can't stand near me,huh?!"

"Let me go Ashton.." I whisper "..your crazy"

"Obviously" he smirk "You can't stand me touching you can you.." his hand went to tease my cheek as I see him and try to figure what he's about to say. "Let alone touching you, you weren't even able to stand a minute with me close"

He tuck a hair behind my ear and pull me close to him attaching me with him. I inhale a sharp breath my the way my heart burns and body reacts right away.

My hands betray me standing still by my side while my brain screams to push him and run for my dignity yet I stood looking at him.

"You still have my hood" he breath "yet you don't want me an inch close to you, just like always"

My eyes snap wide at the memory of past time, I push him as hard as I could before standing when he loose his hands from me and stood away from him, almost three steps ahead.

"I'll return your hoodie tomorrow" I say looking as his jaw tickle and the fist of his hand. "And I really hope we never meet again"

There was a hint of flash in his eyes that he replaced with blank just as soon as it came. I turn to leave when I remember something, seeing him sideways abd ignoring his glares I gave him half smile.

"And your girlfriend is gorgeous"
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