Strange fervour of anxiety was killing me all day and what makes it strange is that I don't even know why I am nervous, but for all I know I was all pissed off and my lower tummy was quizzing me all day along. I can't wait for it to end.

Maybe Kylie would let me calm down, if she wasn't with Liam at his school for a fight he got himself into I would have totally called her or even went to her. The dizziness of my head continued allowing me to see the circling floor,I wanted it to stop so I could go home.

I waited and waited, when the floor continues to ignore me I moved with it slowly afraid that I will fall and embarrass myself in front of my employees, it would be fiasco! At the garage where I took a pill I found in my car, I waited for the headache to stop. And when it did, I start the engine and start moving.

The company people really will be happy for I was yelling and barking orders at them, which doesn't usually happen. So now that I moved, I was sure they were celebrating. Shaking my head at myself I try to shake of some fear I had in mind. I mean, I just can't be feeling a terrible nervousness without reason would I? Trying yo remember things I did and didn't do, I try my best to excise the twist I had on my stomach.

I didn't go to Kylie's, rather first I went home to mom and dad to make sure they were OK. As I got in to my home I realised mom and Dad aren't home, calling mom to check on her I sat by the sofa of the living room, throwing my tie away to somewhere.

"Hey Mom" my voice sounded too tired, "how are you?"

"Ashton my baby, where were you? It's been long since I saw you" Mom starts continuing when I didn't answer, "what's up Ashton? Are you OK?"

"Yea,am alright.." I sigh, "...just a little headache"

"Where are you?" she ask wearily.

"Am home, looks like your out with dad."

"What's happening Ash? Did you and Kylie fight?"

"No mom.." I lay my head on the sofa trying to really relax, "...why would you say that"

"You forgot that Ace and I went out for our anniversary to Florida, I told you the day before yesterday!" She then continues, "Baby, have a rest OK! You need to calm."

"Sure Mom"

Afterwards we talked about Kylie and Liam a little bit of Noah, a tiny bit of work before we hung up after sending best regards. Then I went to Kylie's, calling her right away when Astree told me that she didn't come home.

"And Noah?" I ask.

"In his room, sleeping!" Astree rolled her eyes.

"It's 1?!" I crooked a brow,noticing her shrug before she went.

Opening the TV I wait for Kylie to pick the phone and when she did, the headache instantly stooped with the strange twists. I sigh smiling once today, hearing her musical voice as she rambles about what Lian did to the boy with an angry voice. I chuckled and smiling at everything she says even when they aren't something to make me smile. The need to go to where she is abd kiss the hell out of her got bigger and bigger as she talks.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" She ask, stopping and noticing I didn't say a word from the moment she picked up the phone.

"I didn't want you to stop." I sat in a husky and low voice, "You seem enjoying the stage alone."

"I don't think that was a pickup line, but let's go with it," I could feel her smiling on the other side, "even though it doesn't suit you"

"You didn't say that, did you?"

"I did, now Ashton I left Liam at school."

"So.." He smirk, trying to imagine what she's to say.

"Am going home, but before I go I want to see you,where are you?"

"Home, come fast." The truth was, I couldn't wait for her to be in my arms and seeing her smile.

"Will do, babe"

The road trip was decided to be after tomorrow. Everyone including the boys and Aki had agreed to it, on the way I was sure that Kylie asked a permission for Liam out of school,I on the other hand managed the meeting for Kylie and I. The rest went to shop for it yesterday.

The excited face of Ky when yesterday we talked about the plans wouldn't he missed. Aki said that she might come after us for she had some things to do here, Evans was also called but he insisted he had work and that he was out of country for almost a month.

It has been a long time already since I met him or talked to him like I usually do. Evans had always been busy but this time he was more than busy, work and family were his first priority and when his dad got severely sick he engrossed himself in work so that he wouldn't think about it.

I lifted his head to the TV coming up with breaking news as my phone rang. I was too much into the news that I didn't pick up the phone until it rang for another time. As my eyes set on the TV,I picked up the phone putting it on my ear.

The breaking News held me still engrossed, I eyes didn't even blink while watching in horror and terrified face. Ending the call I didn't even talk to unless hearing, I stood from my seating position shaking my head.

Astree as she walked in gasp, the tray escaping her fragile hands that started shaking. A little after that I heard a noise of a thud, not bothering to turn and see, I continue shaking my head.

This was a dream, I slept on the couch and was now dreaming a nightmare, I should just open my eyes and this bullshit would stop. But the twists were back gaging me, the breathing got heavy and my eyes burn with tears abd the unblinking.

"I heard a sound, are you...Astree!"

Still I didn't turn to see Noah, but I think he also saw the TV for he went dead silent before screaming loudly.

This is a dream, this is a nightmare. You get up and everything will be the same.

I dialed Kylie's phone which was shutted off, angering me to the point I threw my phone. Thus was not happening,Noah's yell could be heard, Astree was still on the floor unconscious. This is a nightmare, Ash wake up!!

But the feeling of reality was kicking in, everything was stark and nothing was a dream.

And nothing could change that!

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