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               A hurtful feeling experienced when you see the person responsible for your heartbreak..

   There is this feeling you normally get when you see a person who shattered your heart piece by piece and was never there to mend what they had wrecked.

And then there is a feeling when you see them all fine, doing well and good, happy and always smiling. While you on the other hand can't forget the pain and suffer every time you are remembered with a flash of memory at the back of your head.

And now, am kissing the same person I should run away from, the same person who took my one and only precious thing.

Her lips so smooth and tasty, makes me want to eat it and never get tired of it. Our tounges tangle and untangle themselves circling the emotions at the surface of my heart.

I didn't want to let go, she was making it obvious that she didn't want that too. We were starving for each other and now that we got what we want, we were greedy enough not to let go.

Our breathes harsh, we stood with head hung low, calming our erotic hearts, or calming my erotic heart, for I didn't know if she even wanted to kiss me, but her kiss was like before and more.

Her kiss had d/nt meanings this time, and I couldn't get a hand on which one was real.

My hands caging her between the wall and me stood right there, afraid of letting go.

"You left me" I say, I didn't want to but I did, it left my mouth as I needed to say it, I wanted to pour my heart out.

She raise her head showing me her swallowed lips, staring at me. Masking herself was her ability and she was doing it every time she was around me.

"I had reasons" she spoke.

Her voice was so soft, how can something so soft be able to break you? How can simple words makes you sad?! A mans heart was like an iron, hard to break or change but a simple word from a special single person will totally shatter it.

"I was suffering unbearable pain" I continued, I didn't want to admit this one too, it made look weak.

Or perhaps I am weak..

"Ash-"

Our ephemeral moment was to end here, Kylie didn't get to finish her words, my name, as the door opens and in come a confused face of my supposed to be girlfriend.

"Ash.." She sounded confused, "Kylie?"

"Adi" Kylie interrupted my attempt to talk, "looks like you made a fruit out of this guy here, he hears you, you know. The reunion you were talking about, I mean"

Adina doesn't look satisfied, her looks are on my hands caging Kylie, and her hand on my chest.

Why did you just ruin this one moment of mine, oh girlfriend..

"Oh!" False delight filled her voice as she talk "Did you guys reunion already, I missed it then. I was here coming to get you Ash, dessert is ready and the people down there are searching for you"

"Yeah.." I say, stumbling my ways on finding words "umm..I'll be right there..let me just, umm take a shower?!"

Kylie gave me a look of 'really! That's what you got' and after replaying her with 'don't give me that look' face I uncaged her and she gave me a gaze before smiling to Adina and leaving...again.

"Ash-"

I pause her before she continues, smiling .

I have a big limerence over that girl that ran away right now, and next time am sure she wouldn't even want to remember the just beautiful thing that happened a while ago.

"Let's get down shall we, I'll take shower in my apartment."

"Yeah" she smile "I wanna go home already"

I hug her back when she came hugging me, I didn't want to do this to her, Adina was a very gentle, kind and goody kinda girl but she wasn't for me, I didn't love her back. I've tried, I swear I did, but there was no use as there was an inevitable infatuation over someone else.

"Let's go" I say, nodding and guiding her to the living room where after dinner people gather.

As we enter the living room, I couldn't help but stare at Ky, sometimes I do it involuntarily and the other times I can't control my eyes.

"-I did you mousse, your favourite dessert, eat before going" Mom offers with a puppy eye.

Mom had always loved Kylie, she say she reminds her of her love, my dad as he was still a teenage. Dad too loved Kylie, in general everyone here wants her around, I can see that everyone was happy for her joining the family reunion once again.

"No please, I really am going to get late, but I promise I'll come for it one day"

Was she already leaving?? Even after what happened in that room of mine?! Was she really going to shatter me again?

"If you say so.." She gave her a motherly hug "..drive carefully"

Kylie wave to others before smiling to her so called boyfriend and they get out of the room without sparing me a glance.

Not again...

After they left, we sat chit chatting for just couple of minutes before I stood up, stopping everyone from what they were doing. I didn't know what I was going to do, what I was supposed to do but I needed to do something,

"Evans?!" He nod at me "Could you take Adi to her apartment please, I am not feeling so well, I will just stay here, up in my room"

They stare at me, just stare at me and nothing else. Slowly half of the room is with a knowing look and smirks, the other half nods simply trying not to laugh. I roll my eyes at all of them before going out without even waiting for his answer.

Running to the garage I pull my keys out and run out of the Mathew's mansion. Trying to catch any sign of her car, I rush through the highway of Singapore.

It took me couple of another minutes before finding the blue sport car rushing by the east capital. The hotel is that way, why are they going the other way.

For just another minutes they drive simply and I follow. I follow what my heart needs and my mind scares the most.

Wait! I know this road..

He pulled by the left of the road and so did I, it took seconds and I see who I want to keep staring at for my whole life getting out of the car with a smile and wave, her handbag and phone in one hand as the other closes the door.

She then made to the other side of the road where a black SUV stands with the same young man from before, with smile by the side of the car. Waving one last time to Levan she got in the car with the young guy next to her, before the car start moving and so I follow for it still holds my gem inside.

After quarter of an hour the car stops at the residence of Rob's.

Kylie is getting back?! Or is this just an illusion or perhaps a dream....Kylie is getting into her home, Rob's mansion.

Immediately I phone Aki, for am sure she knows something I don't.

"Why is Kylie here still now?! She was supposed to go last week-"

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