After spending two days with Shinso, I finally got to go home again and I found it funny how I called the Todoroki's household home after just a couple of days. It was just crazy. Still it felt nice being there and it was quite shocking that apparently Dabi was waiting for me to get back and he was waiting in my room. 

Dabi: Heat got ya hard huh....

Me: Do I smell that bad?

Dabi: No... not at all. In fact you smell like nothing. 

Me: Then how could you tell?

Dabi: My old man told me about it.

Me: My? 

Dabi: ....

Me: You like them, don't you?

Dabi: I don't!

Me: Are you sure?

Dabi: How can I not!

Me: Well you are not looking me in my eyes and avoiding my gaze....

Dabi: *sigh* What about you? Do you like that guy? Your mate?

Me: It's.... complicated....

Dabi: That was not a no.

Me: I don't know how I should feel....

Dabi: Give me the rundown.

Me: Only if you tell me what happened while I am gone for you to call him your old man.

Dabi: Deal... and what's with your collar?

Me: I broke it.

Dabi: That means you could....

Me: Teleport us out?

I dared to finish his sentence and it was just then that we looked at each other. For this moment it seemed as if none of us wanted to have it true. It was as if we were scared of something. I don't know how else to describe it. If you had asked us if we wanted to get away a week before or just a couple of days before today... we would have said yes... but now? I am not so sure about it anymore.

Still I had to answer him somehow and so I nodded slowly. It was just a heavy silent that followed after this.

Dabi: We could leave...

Me: We could... but we don't have too....

Dabi: Yeah.... 

Me: ... How do you feel about this?

Dabi: I don't know.... since when?

Me: Just a day ago... broke it in my heat cycle.

Dabi: ..... huh...

Me: Yeah....

Now this was something you didn't had every day. I mean there were to people who were villains, stuck in a villain rehab they both didn't wanted at all and now we actually could get away and we were both hesitating.

Dabi: How are you feeling?

Me: About this or...

Dabi: I mean after your heat... we all knew that you were taking suppressions.

Me: Well it was awful and I never want to have it again.

Dabi: Pfff- that bad?

Me: I basically ran and hid in a goddamn building while we were having a training session... god I could have faught and beaten up one of the kids too!

Dabi: Priorities huh....

Me: Well.... pent up aggression... what about you?

Dabi: They moved me to a hero class as well.. I am stuck with the big three and the worse thing is.... I am training with Shoto and my dad.

Me: When did that happen?

Dabi: Two days ago.

Me: And tell me everything!

He did give me a rund down about what happened and apparently he had proven himself to be quite dangerous and also challanged the big three and WON! Which is why he actually got to their class since he didn't really injure him but just trained with them. 

I also told him everything on my end and we were just catching up. No one would think that we were villains much less strangers with how we were acting towards each other. For outsiders we looked like a sister and a brother. Insiders would know that we were more than this. We had our backs for so long that this was just the way we got used too.

Dabi: You really like him...

Me: And you your family especially Shoto.

Dabi: He is my little brother after all.

Me: Do they know yet?

Dabi: No.... I don't think so. Did you tell them?

Me: Hell no! Why should I take your honours away from you?

Dabi: Thanks.

Me: For what?

Dabi: Being with me here and deciding that we stick with Endeavor.

Me: Your welcome. What are good buddies there for.

There was definitely a lot going on around us. There was me with my mate and Dabi with his family who seemed to get along better and better with everyone by the end of each day. I think if you learn to know Dabs or the others you could tell how much he misses them and the other way around of course too. He needed it and I would be here for him.

But in the end... we both didn't know what to do.... or how to continue our lives at all.