That scent!
I was in the room curled up growling a bit in case someone was about to come in but I couldn't hear anything for a long time until some footstepts started coming closer. It was definitely not one person. However the scent that changed in the air, made me stop growling for a bit.
HITOSHI!
Why is he here?!
I don't need him!
I don't care what the others say but I certainly don't need him!
Something within me was telling me that I was wrong. Not only was I denying myself but I was also denying my nature. Of course we rough omega's were thinking differently but we were inevitably still omega's. This scent in the air was Hitoshi's pheromones and it helped with my heat... with my heart rate and with the pain I felt but other than that, it was not helping at all.
All Might: Young Shinsho, I do not want you to go in there alone.
Hitoshi: SHE IS MY MATE! I don't care what you Want! I will help her.
All Might: I do understand this buut.
Hitoshi: NO BUTS! She is my mate! She is in pain! I can sense it! She needs help, she needs my help!
All Might: I know this! Do you think I don't have a mate? I know very well how it goes! However she is also a rough omega and I can't be sure that you are gonna be sa- HEY!
I was listening to them while trying to calm myself down as much as I could but the pain was just soo strong. Yes, Hitoshi's smell was actually helping me right now but it was also making it worse since I wanted to be close to him now. For some reasons, I wanted him to mark me but I was not about to let him mark me. My every string of hair was standing up just by that thought alone. I was simply not ready for this.
While I was focused on my situation, I could hear the door to the room open and then saw Hitoshi come in. Of course I was growling at him and I was fletching my teeth but he simply just got in, then locked the door and let himself slumb against the door.
Hitoshi: Don't worry, I won't come closer.
Me: GRRRRR!
How can I trust you with this smell around?
How could I trust myself?
I ....
It's dangerous for you to be here!
Hitoshi: I don't know much about heats... but my dad told me that this could help you with the pain... well I hope it does work this way.
Me: Hmpf!
Hitoshi: You seem in a lot of pain earlier. I am just worried. Of course I won't come closer, if you don't want me too....
At this point I was just looking at him as he was talking to me. He was right with one thing. His smell was making it a bit better but it was still soo painful. I wanted his touch, I wanted him to pet me, I wanted him to kiss me, to mark me. AND the worse thing was that I was scared of these feelings and myself since I didn't know this man at all. Somewhat, the omega in me managed to get the upper hand in this situation. Normally I would be more rational and wouldn't act like this at all but right now, I couldn't think at all.
Hitoshi: I want you to know that I will always respect your wishes. I will never push myself onto you.
He was serious when he said that. Of course I could see and sense that he was hurt seeing me like this.
Alright...
Just this once...
I need to get a grip on myself but... just this once.
I will let him pet me and I will be laying and resting on his leg...
This is all because I don't feel well right now.
An exepction.
Once in a life time thing...
I won't do this again.
NOPE!
I won't!
I just can't think right now...
That is it....
It was a thought and as much as this thought hit me, I stood up, walked over and dropped next to him so I could lean my head on his outstretched leg and just take in all of that smell. It was like a drug and not only that but I really like that. He had his hands up in the air and from what I could tell he was actually confused and didn't know what to do.
Hitoshi: Can I pat you?
Me: Mrrrew......
Hitoshi: Alright...
With that he started patting me and this really did calm me down by a lot but my heat was certainly not over since it just started. This whole day was about to be one hell of a day for sure.
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