Hitoshi's POV:

I watched Ember relax on my lap. Of course I continued to push out a bit of my pheromones for her. I was an alpha and I knew just the basics about omega's so this should help her but the the thing was that she was not any kind of omega. To tell you the truth, I was scared off her. She was my mate, no questions asked but I didn't know what to do at all. 

The first day she made it clear that she wouldn't accept me and it was that day that I took it as a challange. No matter what would happen, I would always stick with her. This was my nature. This was the nature of an alpha. However I would certainly respect her wishes as we person. This much, I had to do.

Me: You know... that day when we meet at the rooftop... it was the most beautiful day in my life.

It was certainly an understatement to say this. I still remember her in her tiger form and how beautiful the moon was glimmering and shining down on her fur. She was just stunning and the scent that was coming from her was very faint but it was still there just like now. 

I never thought that I will meet my true mate...

Normally meeting your fated mate is quite rare.....

If the pheromones match the we can be together with someone else but... fated.... we are meant to be.

I know this is hard for a rough to understand... 

I read a lot about them ever since I found out that you are my mate.

You mean soo much to me.

I am scared to lose you.

Me: You were soo beautiful, I wasn't scared when I saw you. I mean... I was but not from you. I was scared of myself... I didn't know... and I still don't quite know what to do. .... I don't want to pressure you, and I promise I will never do something you don't want either... I just... I am scared of losing you...

I could talk freely right now but only because I could tell that she was fast asleep. It didn't even take long after she came to me that she fell alseep. She must have been tired of everything especially the pain. From what my dad told me, the day they checked her up, Chiyo found out that she was taking heat supression medicine and they warned me about it. Tho honestly it was more about me asking them about it. It turns out that it would make it all the worse for the heat that would come after they stop taking the meds. Right now, she had no choice but to accept this. It was not her free will to go through heat at all but taking the meds could kill her as well.

If you only knew how much you mean to me.

I would even kill for you.

This is how strong I feel connected to you... not because of our bond but because I value YOU.

Me: You are strong, you are beautiful, you are smart and I can tell that you are skilled in many areas too.... I hope you know this.

I was talking to her while continuing to pat her head. She really seemed quite relaxed and may I say, my dad would kill for this opportunity. Her fur was soo soft and it was shining and glittering, showing how well she was taking care of herself. She was just soo stunning and amazing.

Me: I hope you will give me the chance to be by your side forever....

I don't know what to do if not....

I know what it means for me to give you up....

I will lose my mind but if this means making you happy....

Then I will do this...

Somewhat seeing her vulnerable state made me think that everything was wroth it. Even if Ember was about to reject me after all my hard work, after I tried everything and after I would confess to her in a proper way, then I would accept it. This was something I vowed to myself at this moment petting her. She deserved the freedom she had right now and if she didn't feel anything at all, then this only means that everything was meant to be as it is. HOWEVER that didn't mean that I wouldn't try my best to win her over and to never let her go in my entire life if she decided to stay with me.