This was unbelievable! This hero! This guy! Everything! About now, I was really confused about how I should feel about everything. It was about 3 hours after Eraserhead brought us some stuff and Hitoshi woke up looking at me as I was wearing his stuff. Trust me, I would have shifted back to a tiger again but I wanted to talk to him... no I needed to talk to him. Running away was not solving my problem especially not how I feel like right now. This heat was making me feel soo weird as I was not sure if it was my real feelings for him for this situation or if it was just my extreme heat?! I never felt a heat like this. 

Me: .... we need to talk.

Hitoshi: If you want too, you don't have to tho.

Me: No, WE have too.

Hitoshi: Alright... what do you wanna talk about.

Me: Us... I mean... our mate bond and everything....

Hitoshi: Are you sure? 

Me: Yes, I can't run away from it.

Hitoshi: But you feel different about this than I do.

Me: That's true but.... also not....

Hitoshi: huh?

Me: Look, I can see how much you are trying to make this work... and I can also see how desperate you are.

Hitoshi: I am not desperate.

Me: Mhm....

He was lying to me quite obviously. His eyes were telling the truth and he can deny it as much as he wanted.

Hitoshi: ... fine, I am desperate. I love you Ember. I truly love you! Not because you are my mate but because of the person you are.

Me: You don't even know me.

Hitoshi: I don't?

Me: Yeah! Tell me one thing you think you knew about me!

Hitoshi: You are a strong woman, you a stubborn, sweet, patient and calculative.

Me: ...... how did you.... sweet? Of all things you chose sweet?

Hitoshi: Can't say no to that. Should I continue? Cause you are also beautiful and wild and unique and just you!

Me: No- 

Hitoshi: Good because nothing can describe you. You are just you and you are perfect the way you are.

Me: Alright, that's the alpha in you talking now.

Hitoshi: It's not. I really fell in love with you.

Me: We know each other for what? A couple of days now?!

Hitoshi: And you think I didn't get to read your file and try to track your past down? You think I was not curious about my mate?

Me: ... you did not?!

Hitoshi: I did and I am sure you did too.

Me: I DIDN'T! 

Hitoshi: Really?

Me: YEAH!

Hitoshi: Oh.... ahm... that makes me look like a stalker now.

Me: Well guess you are.

We both errupted laughing at this since honestly, I would have done the same if I would be in his stead. I was a villain, I was a rough omega and we are dangerous. So yeah, knowing someones past is the key but even then it was definitely hard to find things out about me. That made me just curious about what he found out because everything he said earlier was definitely true.

Me: ... sooo.... what did you find out?

Hitoshi: Well... you know how my father is an underground hero?

Me: Yeah... and?

Hitoshi: He has his way of getting informations.

Me: Let me guess... solo mission at the underground area of the city?

Hitoshi: Something like that....

Me: And?

Hitoshi: Well I know about the child trafficking ring you took down and how you informed the heroes later on. The kids were saying something about a black tiger and guess who showed up around the same time and getting more and more known in the udnerground society.

Me: Me.... was I that obvious?

Hitoshi: Kinda...

Me: And what else?

Hitoshi: Well we also know that you were a part of a fighting ring but not much about that.

Me: Are you curious?

Hitoshi: Not really. I am up for it but if you don't want to share your past that is fine.

Me: No, it's fine. I was held captive with a couple others rough omega and we were made to fight each other.... well that is where I get my hate for people who abuse and mistreat people... and the reason why I went after that trafficking ring.....

Hitoshi: Is this why you slaughtered them all?

Me: Yes... that and I didn't always had controll over myself... you know it takes time to learn to know one selve and for me it was to get to a point where I was soo desperate and close to dying that I felt closest to the tiger within me. This was how I got complete controll over myself.... 

Hitoshi: Wow, so I was not wrong. You really are strong and I am sorry.

Me: For what?

I did ask for what but I didn't expected him to stand up, come over and hug me while releasing more pheromones out to calm me down. I didn't even notice that I had started to release a bit of mine. It was very rare that I would do that but this hug took me more by surprise. No one ever said sorry to me and meant it like he did. He was basically saying sorry for my past where he didn't had anything to do with it and he really meant it! Hitoshi was even crying while he hugged me. 

Was this normal?!