Pain and Sadness


I look across to Hoseok who mouths 'cuckoo' whist twirling his hands next to his head until she looks over to Hoseok which he quickly pretends he was on his phone.

And people say us girls need men to stand up for us?

"Hoseok isn't an object, you don't own him." I say back trying to be polite as possible, when inside I'm ready to rip this girls face off.

She smiles at me.

"You really think he likes you? He's using you to make me jealous but it's not working. Sorry." She replies looking at Hoseok.

"Hmm?" He asks looking up pretending he didn't hear anything.

"You heard." She says, kisses Hoseoks forehead, and leaves.

"What an odd person." We look over to Yoongi.

"I thought you left." I say.

"I did, but I got bored." He replies uninterested. "But Hoseok why weren't you defending Lucy? If you're going to be a shitty boyfriend just give her to someone who can treat her better."

"Like Jungkook?" Hoseok replies curtly.

"Yes, Jungkook. You're being a real ass today, you're usually looking out for the young ones...why are you being so mean to Jungkook?"

"I'm not." Hoseok stands up. "Can I not date who I want?"

He grabs me and I tumble behind him out of the cafeteria.

"Sometimes I hate having friends, can I not be selfish for once?" He mutters, still tightly grasping onto my wrist, walking speedily down the corridors which are empty considering it's warm today and everyone is outside.

He drags me up all the stairs to the roof.

"The last time we were up here together you were flirting." I laugh.

"Why? Jealous?" His irritated frown turns into a smile.

"Oh yes, so jealous." I smile back.

He chuckles until he sees that he's still holding onto me, he quickly lets go.

"I like to be up here." He stretches. "I can be sad without worrying about others being upset because I am."

"It's okay to be sad around others." I reply as he walks towards the railings.

"Not for me, I'm everyone's hope, remember?" He breathes in and out deeply.

" 'The most happiest people have usually experienced the most pain.' My Mother told me that once." I say holding onto the railings, looking down at the boys below playing basketball. "But I thought this was the place you fucked all the girls?"

He laughs loudly.

"No, who has sex on a rooftop? You are so obviously a virgin, it's cute." He laughs looking at me.

I look away to hide away my laugh.

"It's weird." He says nudging my shoulder. "When I stop being an ass to you, and start joking around with you you're pretty nice to hang out with..and I though all girls were the same this entire time."

"Ya! How could you think that?" I playfully push him. "Why are you talking so freely with me anyway?"

"You're my girlfriend aren't you?"

"You've had loads of girlfriends, you talk to all of them like this?"

"They're not girlfriends, just play things." He looks over to me and smiles. "You're my first girlfriend."

"Bullshit."

We both laugh until our sides hurt.

"You're smile...you should smile more often." He says after he wipes tears from his cheeks.

"As long as you promise when you're sad, you'll come to me." I hold my pinky finger out.

"Why? You want to laugh at my tears? I don't like people around me when I'm sad and trust me, you don't want to see me when-"

I get his hand and wrap my finger around his.

"When did you get so cute, and well, sweet?"

"When you stopped being a dick."

"So if I keep being like this, you'll always be this cute." He raises and eyebrow.

"With only with me, though." He quickly adds.

"No can do." I raise an eyebrow back. "I have other boyfriends I am cute with too."

We both raise our eyebrows higher which ends up with us both laughing.

The bell rings whilst Hoseok is on his hands and knees and me holding onto the railings in fits of laughter.

"We should get going" I smile and pull him up.

He is still laughing when he walks me to my classroom.

"Bye." I say opening the door.

Someone pulls onto me and I feel someone's lips agains my cheek.

"Goodbye." Hoseok smiles waves running off.

I roll my eyes and enter the classroom.

"And that's the French Revolution." Mr Suho finishes just before the bell rings. "The bell doesn't dismiss you I-"

Everyone ignores him and runs out of the classroom.

Leaving the bathroom stall I begin to wash my hands humming to Honestly by Monsta X, which need their first win already. Why is everyone sleeping on talent?

"Hello." Someone says.

I look at the mirror to see Hwasa with two girls I recognise from class.

"Hi." I reply shaking my hands as an attempt to dry them.

"Here, I have a napkin you can use." She says sweetly and holds a napkin out to me.

"Oh, thank you. I-" say grabbing the napkin off her.

She grabs my arm and twists it earning a painful snap.

I scream and hold onto my arm and fall onto my knees.

One of the girls kicks me in the face and I end up on the floor.

Pain ruptures my arm as I cradle it as gently as I can.

"I warned you." Hwasa says.

The other girl kicks me in the ribs earning another snap.

I scream in agony as tears begin to fall onto the floor.

Hwasa looms over me with her two minions.

"I warned you, don't touch what's mine, but someone told me you're still dating him." She puts he foot above my arm.

"Please, please don't I'll do anything just-"

She stomps down on my arm and I scream and scream and scream until my throat begins to hurt.

She rises her foot again when someone rushes into the bathroom and pushes Hwasa away.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asks pain spread across his face as he kneels down and looks at me.

I start to sob in response.

"Shhh, it's okay. Everything is going to be okay." He sings but I think he's saying it to himself rather than me.

"Tell me if it hurts."

I nod in response.

He carefully puts his arms beneath my back until I yelp when he touches the rib.

"Shit, sorry." He says gently grabbing onto my back and bringing me upwards.

I wrap my arms around his neck and cry into his chest.

He turns to Hwasa and the two girls who are in the corner.

"If you dare even look at her again I will kill all of three of you very slowly and painfully." He shouts and walks out of the bathroom.

"Don't worry, I'm here, you don't need to be scared." He says quietly as he runs down the empty corridors and through the exit.

We get into a car but he doesn't let go of me.

"You took your time-" I look over to Taehyung who is in the drivers seat staring at me.

"We need to get her to the hospital." Jungkook snaps.

Taehyung starts the car and starts reversing.

"Fuck the hospital, we'll go to Jin."

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