not edited sorry lol
this is 1.4k words and
i am the laziest author
you'll ever meet

"3,2,1 CUT"

y/n
"im y/n"

atsumu
"atsumu"

y/n
"and we broke up
after dating for two-ish years"

"when did you guys break up"

y/n
"a little over a year i think?"

atsumu
"a year and a half ago"

"do you guys keep in touch"

atsumu
"not really"

y/n
"a few interactions here and there
but nothing crazy"

atsumu
"like when you posted fan art of me"

y/n
"i was payed to draw that you idiot"

atsumu and the crew behind the camera all laugh as you roll your eyes

"ok you guys can start whenever"

atsumu
"you can do the honors m'lady"

you pick up a card suppressing a smile in the process

y/n
"ok not that bad
why'd the relationship end"

atsumu
"it was a mutual decision"

y/n
"he was about to become a big shot volleyball star going pro and i was trying to get my work out there"

atsumu
"y/n was about to go to paris and
i was about to be real f*****g busy"

you let out a groan

y/n
"atsumu you can't curse on here you'll get them demonetized"

atsumu
"oh s***"

atsumu
"f***"

atsumu
"sorry guys"

he chuckles his same old chuckle and sends an apologetic smile to the crew behind the camera

you smile lightly at the boy, nothing how his demeanor and antics havent changed much in the year the two of you have spent apart

y/n
"next question go"

atsumu
"yes ma'am"

atsumu
"were you in love?"

before you could answer he continues

atsumu
"yep"

you give a closed mouth smile and nod your head

y/n
"mhm"

atsumu
"i was convinced y/n was gonna be my wife!"

smiling a rather sad smile atsumu meets your gaze letting out a rather pathetic laugh

y/n
"it was just bad timing for us, we were young with our careers starting"

you take a deep breath before picking up a card

eyes widening as you stare at it

atsumu
"what is it"

y/n
"no sir i am to sober for
these questions already"

atsumu chuckles at you trying to peak over at the card

atsumu
"lemme see"

snatching the card from you much to your dismay he lets out a snort

atsumu
"does yer ex ever come to mind when yer having s- OK! well! "

you bury your face in your hands, embarrassed out of your mind

y/n
"screw this why am i even here"

smirk written on his face he chuckles lowly

atsumu
"what's the answer y/n"

you spring your face from your hands after regaining your composure

y/n
"mmm doesn't a shot sound real good right now!"

atsumu
"so that means-"

y/n
"enough of that shut ya mouth"

you narrow your eyes at him just for his smile to grow wider

atsumu
"ok ok"
atsumu
"how did you guys meet"

y/n
"high school"

atsumu
"i thought y/n was the prettiest thing i'd ever seen and she just wanted nothing to do with me"

y/n
"your ego made me want
to blow my brains out"

atsumu
"you came around eventually"

you roll ur eyes jokingly

y/n
"you must've put a spell on me or something stupid witch"

you pick up another card wishing you had left it sitting there

y/n
"why didn't we try and work things out"

atsumu answers almost reflexively

atsumu
"i tried"

you let out a sigh starting to fiddle with your fingers which atsumu took note of

atsumu
"we don't have to talk about this
if you don't want y/n"

he says in a hushed whisper as if the mic wouldn't have picked it up either way

y/n
"no no it's ok"

you try your best to stop your hands from shaking before atsumu hesitantly out his hand on top of yours

y/n
"running away was easy for me to do, so i ran away from tsumu"

you let out a sad laugh

y/n

"we both had doubts about where our relationship was gonna go when i went to paris and i chose the break up option"

atsumu
"we ended on good terms
that way just left both of us with
broken hearts"

wanting that section of the convo to end you pipe in

y/n
"next question"

atsumu
"change of pace!
have you ever hooked up with
one of my friends"

y/n
"yep"

atsumu's eyes widen, clearly expecting you to say no or at least spare him and take a shot

atsumu
"yer kidding"

the dumbfounded look on his face cracks you up causing you to do your ugly laugh which tsumu secretly loves so much

y/n
"to be fair i didn't know he was your friend until months later"

atsumu
"who"

y/n
"i don't kiss and tell"

atsumu
"i bet it was s*k**a he's your type"

"you can bleep his name out"

your cheeks flushing for a second gave him the confirmation he needed so he made a mental note to yell at omi later

you pick up the next card letting out a quiet giggle

y/n
"rate me in bed, how can i improve"

atsumu
"mmm yummy liquor"

you gasp, offended

y/n
"oh you whore"

y/n
"we both know i had you wrapped around my finger"

you smile at him confident in yourself and your abilities in the bedroom (wink wink)

he downs the shot

atsumu
"yeah yeah
we know we know"

a silence washes over the two of you as you both just look at eachother 

he clears his throat before picking up another card

atsumu
"next!"

atsumu
"kiss me or take two shots to get out of it"

y/n
"oh uh-"

you scratch the back of your head shifting your eyes elsewhere

y/n
"like on the mouth?"

you could hear atsumu stifle a laugh even though his cheeks were growing warmer

you look at the crew for clarification, not really wanting to take two more shots

"yep like on the mouth"

y/n
"pucker up miya!"

he raises an eyebrow at you

atsumu
"actually?"

y/n
"it's not like we haven't before"

atsumu
"whatever you say y/n"

you lean over the table a tad before a sense of nostalgia washes over you. the way both of your mouths moved in sync to the way his fingers ever go gentle graze under your chin.

pulling away and leaning back quickly you avoid his gaze and wait for the crew to give their approval it was good enough

"you guys can move on"

y/n
"count of three
say who was affected
by the break up more"

he nods his head signaling he was ok with answering if you were

atsumu
1

y/n
2

atsumu
3

y/n
me

atsumu
you

he quickly chimes in again

atsumu
"i only say that because y/n's best friend made it very apparent to me how much of a dick i was and how much more y/n was hurting when it became public knowledge among our friend group i was sleeping around"

y/n
"i might've been the one that ran away but that doesn't mean i stopped loving him in paris"

y/n
"we had different ways of coping
he found comfort in sleeping around i found comfort in my art there is nothing wrong with either of the two!"

y/n
"just wasn't exactly fun to hear about"

atsumu avoids your eyes clearly embarrassed by the subject

y/n
"i also coped with in french boys eventually"

you send a wink towards the camera which causes the crew and atsumu to laugh

"this is the last card"

you take a breath before hesitantly reading, not sure you want to hear the answer

y/n

"do you still love me"

he replied almost instantly

atsumu
"oh for sure"

y/n
"that was fast"

atsumu
"y/n you are literally always going to be the love of my life it's as simple as that"

he replied matter of factly, like that was as true as gravity pulls things down or fish can breathe underwater

y/n
"atsumu miya i'll kill you
if you make me cry on camera"

he puts his hands up defensively

atsumu
"i pride myself in knowing my feelings"

you give him a look picking up on his subtle shade

y/n
"we were each others
right person wrong time"

playlist