(2 weeks later)

Saber:*yawns*

She got up and stretches her arms. She change into her normal clothing and sees Y/n sleeping peacefully. Saber smiles and rubs his head.

Saber:*mind* he looks so peace.

She got up and went to the cafeteria to eat and have Y/n sleep.

(Y/n's Dream)

Where am I?

He looks around and saw the Emiya resident. He growls and walks towards the resident. He sees them and a younger version of himself.

Y/n: Mmm?

Younger Y/n: come on big brother, I want to see those daggers!!

Past Archer: calm down, okay I'll summon them.

He summon his daggers and younger Y/n looks at the in awed.

Younger Y/n: they look so cool!!

Past Archer: yeah they do look cool.

Past Irisvirl: Y/n lunch is ready!!

The past Y/n goes back to the house as Y/n shakes his head.

Y/n: that voice...why is my heart burning up? Never mind, what the?

He sees a old red metal door appeared out of nowhere.

He opens the door and walks in. The door shut itself and vanishes. He jumped for a bit and sees the houses on fire while it was raining and snowing outside but nothing was stopping the fire from burning.

Y/n: Got to stop it!!

He tried using his new found water and ice abilities. None of them worked even combining them.

Y/n: why isn't it working!?

Saber, 2B, Jeanne, Jalter, Mashu, Sachi, Rias: Y/n!!

Y/n: girls!! I got you!!

Sachi: Y/n!! Get away from here! It's not safe!!

Y/n: No, I'm not going to leave you all in the fire!! I don't care about it!!

2B: Go now, don't worry about us!! Just go!!

Y/n rushes to a tree something wasn't right. He was scared like a child.

Y/n:*mind* why, am I acting like this!?

He went back and and ignored the flames. He hears more voices and sees his actual family, his former family, his ex girlfriend Rin and Archer but half of his formal family were not there.

Y/n: why are you all here!?

Rin: Y/n...We're sorry what we did!! I know you won't forgive us because we broken your trust but we'll be gone so you can be happy!!

Y/n: Rin, what the hell you're saying!?

Ren: brother just get out!! Run!!

Eva: just go!!

Then a explosion erupted forcing Y/n to use a forcefield to protect himself. He deactivates it and sees them buried as body parts were gone.

Y/n: no!!

He rushes towards them crying.

Y/n: no!!*sobs* Why!? I could've saved you!!

He turn around frantically, expecting an demon, a human or something to be there. But instead, nothing. Suddenly, Y/n feel a tug on his sleeve. He turn back around. Its a child. A small child that is his child self. The child whispers to him.

Child Y/n: Am I your past or your future? Why did you let them died?

The words caused physical pain on Y/n who howls in pain. He close his eyes, as hard as he can. But nothing changes. He still see the island, Y/n still see the child, he still feel the agonizing pain. Opening his eyes, he see his home. Or what was Y/n's home. The ones he loved so so much surround him, looking down at his rotting corpse in saddness.

He wake up. The child is gone. He know something is doing this to him, Y/n scream out into the void, demanding answer to who is doing this to him.

Y/n: WHO ARE YOU!? SHOW YOURSELVES!!!

Boom. A punch to the back of his neck, knocking him back onto the snow. He turn around. Its him. He grab his neck and choke him, screaming

Y/n?: YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF!! LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM!! THE PAIN THAT THEY'RE IN!!

The light fades from his eyes as his hands clasp tighter and tighter around Y/n's neck. As the light fades from his vision, he see his memories flash in Y/n's mind.

Every mistake he have ever made, every single person he have ever hurt, every sin Y/n committed. They all flash before his mind. Every single one of them taunting him. He hurt them. Y/n couldn't save them. Its all his fault. The memories become contorted as the people in his visions become odious monsters, screaming at him. His desperately try to escape his own mind, screaming for whatever the hell is doing this to him. Then Y/n see them. The person who is torturing him.

Y/n?:....

Y/n: why? Why are I'm-you doing to this?

He smiles in a impossible way his smile was toothless. His eyes were gone leaving empty eye sockets. Y/n hears noise that hurts his ears. It stopped to see himself closer but with red eyes with teeth. Blood leaked out of his eyes and mouth.

They stand with their back facing Y/n, laughing, and they say

Y/n:? Who is doing this?"

As if to taunt him. In rage Y/n punch them in the back of the neck.

Y/n?: YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF!!

He scream, choking them as hard as he can. He is finally "dead", but the whispers don't stop, The words taunt him over and over and over and over again, his mind being filled with every single regret. He scream and scream and scream, begging for it to stop. He pray to whatever force is out there.

Y/n: PLEASE LET ME OUT!!

The screaming coming from inside the coffin is muffled, as if the person cannot breathe. They beg to be let out, but they're already dead. He giggle to himself, wondering who would be foolish enough to do all those horrible things. Until Y/n see his name on the grave stone.

Y/n:*giggles*

He sees a gun on the ground. He quickly picks it up and points it to his head.

Y/n:*giggles*bang...

Nothing happened, the hands around his neck are still choking him, at this point Y/n's neck is broken, his eyes flooded with tears and blood, his ears flooded with the whispers. But he fought back, knocking himself off the snow. And for a moment. Just for a moment, it is calm. Quiet. And in that moment of silence, he fall to his knees.

Y/n: I'M SORRY!!

He scream out into the void. He scream and beg and plead, begging for forgiveness from every single sin his committed, each one still fresh in his mind. He hear the footsteps behind him grow closer, as he stare in disgust at the man on his knees, begging like a weakling, he rush to him, knowing where to strike to break his neck. But he keep pleading for forgiveness. He list every single one of his sins. And as the last one leaves his breath... he hear the whispers in his ear.

Whispers: You have been forgiven, now please forgive them. A gift shall bring you to victory and a beacon that they'll find you. It will be more than meets the eye. If you'll willing to become one of them to use as a transformation ability.

(Dream end)

Y/n: AHHHHHHH!!

The door was opened and Sachi rushes in.

Sachi: Y/n what's wrong!?

Y/n:*breathing*

He looks up and hugs Sachi.

Sachi: Y/n?

Y/n: thank by my grandmother that you're okay. Is everyone safe?

Sachi: yeah we're just finishing our breakfast.

Y/n: okay I just need to take a walk now. Let them know that I must forgive the Emiya family..

Sachi: forgive them?

Y/n: yeah.

Sachi: I'll go with you, Saber, Mashu, Jeanne, Jalter and Rias can join too along with our children.

Y/n: no I want to do this alone but thanks for the offering.

He gives her a kiss on the cheek. He grabs a couple of items making sure they're alright. He opens the window, summons his demon/angel wings and flies towards the Emiya resident.

Sachi: I hope he'll be alright.

Yui walks in a hugs her leg.

Yui: papa is going to be alright mama.

Sachi: okay I'm just worried.

Yui: papa is strong mama.*mind* He loved them more than family in my timeline.

(Meanwhile)

Y/n:*mind* how much did they suffered? Have I've ignored them but I never saw them at all. Is just me or someone forgot to write that in the book? Never mind that.

He arrives at the resident. The place was still normal or that's what he thinks. He takes out Ebony and Ivory. He walks around and sees the house. He went towards it and it was unlocked.

Y/n: what the?

He walks in and the inside of the house was damaged. The couch was destroyed, walls burned, windows smashed, water leaking and the smell of old clothes along with rotten foods.

Y/n: holy shit...

He checks on any rooms but they weren't there. He hears crying upstairs. He went to the stairs, went up and follows the crying and saw them crying in his old bedroom.

Irisvial: I'm sorry...please...forgive...us...

Shirou: please just give us a second chance we'll be a better family....

Illya: big brother....I'm sorry...I'll be a good sister....don't leave me...*sniff*

Irisviel: please just come back....I'll do anything to have you back...

He breaths in and out. He taps the wall and they jumped. They turned around to see Y/n.

Illya: b-b-big brother?

Y/n: hey I-OOF!!

Irisviel: I'm sorry(3x) please...don't leave me.

Y/n: what happened?

Shirou: ever since you attacked us everything went south. Kiritsugu...

Y/n: no he taken his own life?!

Shirou: yes half of the family killed themselves from the attack you caused...all of us were hurting ourselves to have you satisfied, we barely ate anything and drank too much. Rin went to the extreme harming herself from giving herself bruises, bashing her head, breaking her arm, giving herself scars, nearly killing herself.

Y/n: where is she?

Irisvial: she's outside backyard. She's dying...please save her.

Y/n: okay and thank you...*breaths in and out* mother.

He went down stairs and goes to the backyard. He sees Rin but she was very bloodly, her clothes damaged, scars, burned marks, bite marks, her right arm twisted and her left leg was broken and twisted.

Y/n: Rin!!

Rin:....

Y/n: Rin?

Rin: have I've been the one to have misfortune? Chosen to have no love? Maybe I should go to Hell and be in hands of Lucifer.

Lucifer:*telepathy* by my father she can't even hear you. This poor sap's either already in Heck or in the "Silver City, enduring Uriel's welcome speech, which is far worse than Heck, if you ask me. As though I wanted people to suffer. All I ever wanted was to be my own man here.

Vegeta: the fuck that's supposed to mean!?

Goku: that means Today would be tomorrow.

Vegeta: NANI!?

Shirogane: oh dear-forget about it!! HELP HER FOR FUCK SAKE!!

Y/n takes out a green star, crushes it and heals her broken body. She opens her eyes, sees Y/n, she quickly hugs him.

Rin: I'm sorry...

Y/n: I forgive you all.

Rin: b-b-but...

Y/n: still you have to earn my trust back, okay?

She nodded, return back to the house and uses the green stars to heal them back.

Y/n: I'll be returning to the academy. As in right now the house is damaged so you'll be in the academy living with my family.

Rin: family?

Y/n: oh yeah I have a daughter and son from the future.

Irisvial: really?

Rin: oh...

Y/n: come on...mmm?

He sees a micro cassette recorder on the dirt ground.

Y/n: when did this get here?

Irisvial:....

Y/n: something wrong?

Irisvial: I'm worried if they'll even accept us...since you told them about it.

Y/n: look just calm down I'll try my best to fix it.

He grabs it, puts it on his pocket and summons his demons.

Ahri: yes master?

Y/n: carry them to Aura Academy.

Amaterasu: understood and thank you.

They carried them and flew back to Aura Academy.

(Meanwhile)

Rias: I can't have him marry me!! I don't love him I see Y/n as the person who I actually love!!

Y/n: hey Rias.

Rias: o-oh hey Y/n-what are they doing here!?

Illya:*whimpers*

Y/n: I have a change of heart. I forgive them but they have to earn my trust back. Right now they'll be in the academy please be nice to them they've already suffered enough. I'll fill in the papers.

He leaves the dorm and went towards the office to fill in the papers. Irisvial and the rest sat down as their stomach growls.

Rias: I'll get you some lunch.

She leaves as Shirou spoke.

Shirou: do we truly deserve this?

End of chapter