"Jungkook!" Euhna calls from kitchen and he quickly rushes down the stairs feeling so weak and worn out, he hasn't had a wink of sleep nor has he eaten. Everything hurts. Inside. Outside. Every part of him is in pain. He can never sleep unless he has her in his arms, he can't eat unless he knows that she's eating with him, he can't breathe unless she's here....How was he suppose to keep on living without her....

"What is it?!"
He goes in rolling his eyes at her.

"You invited me here for lunch and yet you've spent the last hour upstairs!" Euhna whines at him. The truth is that he can't stand being in the kitchen, only because every time whenever he'd come in y/n would be in there either baking or cooking, even his room still has the scent of her, he's slowly drowning in his own sorrow but sorrow seems to smell like her so he's letting it.

"Sorry" he mumbles and takes a seat with her.

"Are you planning on cooking or...." Euhna asks looking around the kitchen and seeing no sight of food anywhere.

Jungkook soon realised that he doesn't even know how to cook anything and Chung ho was hardly home, and what hurts more is that he can smell y/n perfume of his older brother making him want to jump off a cliff. It was no secret that y/n confides in Chung ho but the thought of Jungkook losing the love of his life to his older brother pains him in a way that he no longer finds purpose in this life....other than this baby.

He quickly stands up and gather all the food they had from the fridge and he turned on the stove but as soon as he did he burnt himself from turning it on too high. "Shit" he jump away and Euhna quickly turns it off.

"Are you okay?" She asks as she looks at his injured hand. "Does it hurt?" Jungkook's eyes started to water not because it hurts but because he's realised now that without y/n there's nothing he can do. Even if he just burnt himself the pain he's feeling inside hurts so much more.

Euhna leads him to a chair and sits him down while she gets ice. She puts the ice of his hand and stares at him.

"Why are you like this?! Why do you look so depressed?!"

"I don't know Euhna! Maybe because I lost Y/N!"
He quickly spat out.

"You didn't lose her! You kicked her out! Which she clearly deserves!" She rolls her eyes. "The bitch" she mumbles but Jungkook heard it all.

"Yah! She's not a bitch! I know she pushed you and all but I get it!" He quickly defended her.

"Tell me something Jungkook....if it wasn't for her...you wouldn't have been sleeping around...you wouldn't have gotten your heart broken multiple times...you wouldn't be a father before you even go to college.....so isn't it for the better she's gone?"

"I dont care about that!" He quickly defended her again.

"If your parents were still alive....do you think they'll still let you marry her?...weren't they strict?!"

"Yeah but...." Jungkook stops midway.

"Do you think your parents would force you to marry me instead? Since you got me pregnant" Euhna asks out of curiosity.

"Yes without a doubt" Jungkook responded and he was right, his parents would never let him just impregnate a girl and marry another girl.

"So if it was just...you and me...this baby...no y/n...you would marry...me?"

"Yes" Jungkook looks down sighing from all her questions. "But that's not our situation here...my parents aren't here and y/n is still here too.." he points at his heart as he spoke of where y/n was. "I love y/n...more than I have ever loved myself...she brings so much life and happiness into me...and to be honest Euhna....I don't like you...in anyway...yeah I like you as a person but nothing more.....the only reason Im so fond of you now...is because of our baby...but get this straight.....Y/N will always remain in my heart...whereas you're nowhere even near being there....Im sorry"

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Y/N pov

My parents and Chung ho both told me to at least tell Jungkook that Im pregnant with his child. And so here I am at his door and I can't find any strength to knock. Just as I was about to leave the door opened.

"Get in here!" I was pulled in by Chung ho and he drags me into the hallways. It feels so much more colder here since I left...I used to feel so at home then but now I dread being here....

"I think he's in the kitchen...I just got here so...Go!" He pushes me towards their kitchen and he runs up the stairs. I closed my eyes for a brief moment and took my steps towards it. My heart feels so heavy right now. I don't think Im ready to see him just yet...

I stood at the door of the kitchen but I could head voices...its Euhna...
I pressed my ear against the door and listened into their conversation.

"So if it was just...you and me...this baby...no y/n...you would marry...me?" What the fuck?! What kind of question is th-

"Yes" my train of thoughts was cut off by Jungkooks quick response. I backed aways from the door and ran out of the house.