I feel nothing...... I only see light.... white light that calls my name like a whisper.... of a voice from my memories... the one I wish to not remember..... I now feel anger, guilt, sadness, and regret..... but I feel...... happiness in it.... I want to hold on to it.... and not feel the other emotions swirling around inside it... I wish to let go of the past.... to look for the future.... but it will never be there for me... because of the path I chose..... as I walk more toward the light I feel all my regrets disappearing and into ease.... I wish to not remember... but it will not let me forget that memorie... because fate twisted it around for me too see his face again.... The face I hate with all my heart... But... yet... I feel happiness and love at the same time... I heard him trying to say something... but I can't hear it... his voice gets lower and lower as I walk towards him and the light.... I finally get up to the face I love and hate..... I just want to hear what he has to say... I want fate to give me a another chance to hear his voice again.... to talk to him and for him to hold me in his arms.... tears fall down my face as his eyes soften... he reaches up and wipes it away with his thumb.... he pulls my face towards his as are foreheads are touching... with are lips barley touching as I finally hear the words he says to me....