A/n pic is of Calum at the party

I blink open my eyes, rubbing them. I look next to me to find a shirtless Calum holding me in his arms. I pick up my phone and pull up the camera, about to take a picture of sleeping Calum when I see my appearance. My makeup is majorly smeared and I gasp. I'm not wearing my dress. Instead I'm wearing cals shirt. I'm not complaining. Music is playing softly. It's Chasing Pavements - Adele. I sigh, almost every song reminds me of Josh. I smell like calum and alcohol, even though I don't even think I drank that much. I kiss calum on the cheek and hop out of the bed. I tug down on the shirt, hiding my lacy panties. I scan the house for a bathroom and I spot one. I walk into there and grab a toothbrush and some toothpaste. I brush my teeth and hope the toothbrush doesn't have herpes. I find a brush and tame my hair. It's still a bit curly. I wipe off the makeup and walk back into Calums room and lay down. He pulls me into him and tangles our legs together. He wraps his arm around my waist, pushing up my shirt so it's at my mid stomach. I feel him kiss my head and whisper "why are you so goddamn beautiful baby girl." I inhale sharply and turn so I'm nuzzled into his chest. He gasps, realizing I'm awake. I look up and meet his gaze. His eyes are wide and I close mine. He leans down and i find myself sitting up. He looks confused and I am soon straddling him. I lean down and meet his lips with mine. My stomach flutters and I pull away. My eyes widen and I quickly get off of him. What am I doing? I stand up and pick up some random sweatpants-thanks calum- and I slip them on before I grab my heels and put them on.
"I'm sorry calum I just- I just can't kiss random people. I'm sorry."

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This chapter is complete sh*t and it's super rushed and i tried to end it on a cliffhanger and I bet no one even reads this story anymore and it's unedited and sorryyyyyyyy and it's really short sorry
- sloane💜