Kakaibang init ang nararamdaman ko ngayon sa ginagawa niya. He's giving me a butterfly-soft kisses that made my spot burn in anticipation. Nahigit ang paghawak ko sa buhok niya at idiniin ito sa leeg ko. I tilted my head to give him more access. Gusto ko lalong maramdaman ang kakaibang sarap na pinaparamdam niya sa akin.

I heard him groan in my reaction as he bite my collarbone down to my cleavage. I don't know how he quickly removed the buttons that were on my chest—My uniform actually. Or baka sadyang nawalan lang ako ng pakealam sa paligid? He's giving me so much desire and lust! To crave for something I didn't even know what is. Darn it.

A soft moan escaped from my lips nang maramdaman kong nagsisimula na siyang mangigil. His hands are wandering shamelessly. Humaplos ito sa tiyan ko, patungong puson hanggang sa maramdaman ko nalamang ang pagsakop niya sa pangkababae ko.

My body arched in response.

"Ahhh.." Napapadaing na bulong ko habang mahigpit na kumakapit sa armrest.

His lips were too busy attacking every part of my neck and upper chest. Sucking, licking and kissing it. I moaned even more, darn it!

Suddenly, I bit my lower lip while closing my eyes.

"L-Louie.." Mahinang pagtawag ko kaya naramdaman ko ang pagtingin niya sa akin.

Lumapat ang labi niya sa labi ko at nagsimula na akong halikan doon. I opened my mouth and accepted his kisses. I felt him grin because of what I did. As his kiss lasted, I was tempted to respond but he stopped.

"Tang ina." He huskily whispered under his breath. "I miss kissing you, so fvcking much."

Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko. Ang mga mata niya ay mahahaluhaan ng pangungulila before it darken with completely lust and desire. Lalo akong napakagat sa ibabang labi na dapat hindi ko nalang ginawa because his movements became more aggressive.

"Ahm... Ahhh..." I whispered insanely and bit his shoulder when he started to move below.

My womanhood throb in anticipation as he gently moves his palm on my flower. He even teased me a little until I could feel the dripping of what was on my femininity.

"So, damn wet." I heard him said as he lowered his gaze at me.

Our eyes met and in less than three seconds, our tongues were already fighting to kiss each other.

He's kissing me with demand and needy as I felt his finger move down there to my flower. Faster, deeper and gently.

"I'm.. I'm c-cumming." Nakaawang na bibig na sabi ko sa kanya. He bite my ear sofly and said, "then cum with me, ma chérie.."

Then I came, I could still feel the trembling of my legs at ang pag-agos ng kung ano sa pangkababae ko. Catching my own breath, I leaned back on the sofa. Ilang minuto ang lumipas nang maramdaman ko naman ang paglabas ng kamay niya sa pants ko.

Pinilit kong binuksan ang mga mata ko kahit ramdam ko ang panghihina.  Naabutan ko namang nakatitig siya sa akin ng malagkit, at mainit. He's looking at me shamelessly, while sucking his finger that from my flower!

My eyes widened and I gasped in surprise. "A-Anong ginagawa mo, bakit mo inano ang ano ko—"

"Taste so good." He commented as his eyes filled with desire.

".. Oh my god!" I exclaimed, I even pointed him. "Did you just taste my 'eherm'?"

Amusement dance to his eyes as he nodded at me, telling me that what i am thinking is right. I gulped suddenly nang hindi ako mandiri kundi nagbigay pa ito ng karagdagang baga sa init ng apoy na ginawa namin kanina. Napakurap kurap ako at umiwas ng tingin. What the hell just happened, did we really do that thing here in my sofa? Darn.

Palihim akong napatampal sa noo. God knows how much I want to stand up right here, right now. And to run away from him. Walangya! Ang rupok ko! Nakakahiya!

"Ipasan mo ako." I strongly command while looking at him.

His forehead furrowed in what I ordered but followed as well. I adjusted my clothes and then held his neck tightly to adjust.

"Where to?" He asked softly.

"To the bathroom, of course!" I said angrily when I felt the viscosity between me. "Tanong pa, ha? Tanong pa!"

He chuckled. "You're so adorable, Ma'am Hazel."

Tumalim ang tingin ko sa kanya pero tinawanan niya lang ako at nagsimula ng humakbang. When I entered the bathroom, I immediately closed the door so that he could not enter.

"H'wag kang papasok! Mahigpit ako kung manakal!"

"Really?" He asked, clearly enjoying my annoyance.

"Oo! Lalo na kung 'yung sasakalin ko ay 'yang si Attorney Birdie!" Tukoy ko dun sa 'ano' niya.

He fell silent immediately, even though I couldn't see his face I knew how he reacted. Malamang sa malamang ay namumutla siya ngayon na may kasama pang paglunok! Napahalakhak ako habang tinatanggal ang lahat ng suot ko.

"Takot na yarn attorney?" Nang-aasar na sabi ko pa.

"Tha's not a good joke Ma'am, pano tayo makakabuo ng parenthood kung aanuhin mo si ano ko?" Pabibo pa ang gago!

Napairap ako. "I don't care 'noh!"

"Ikaw din, alam ko pa naman na kung gaano mo kagustong magkaanak tayo—"

"I will really sakal that attorney birdie of yours kung hindi ka titigil sa kakulitan!" Nagbabanta ng sabi ko.

"Yes, Ma'am!" At narinig ko na ang paglakad niya paalis sa pintuan.

Nakahinga ako ngmaluwag saka napailing nalang. Why did that so serious attorney become naughty?! And he's good at annoying 'ah! He seems to be learning from his friends, especially with my bestfriend's boyfriend! Aish.

"I want to sleep with you." He said, so persistent.

I raised an eyebrow. "You're not really going to give up?!"

"Yeah." Mahinang bulong niya, mababa pa siyang napahikab. Mukhang naantok na talaga at gusto ng matulog.

Pinakatitignan ko siya, kanina matapos kong magpalit at maglinis ay pumasok nalang siya sa kwarto ko at gusto niyang matulog kasama ako. Sa araw-araw na nandito siya ay sa kotse niya siya ko siya pinapatulog. Maliit ang sala at hindi siya kasya doon habang may kalakihan naman ang kwarto ko.

Pero hindi ko siya pinatulog dito dahil iisa lang ang kama at para sa akin lang talaga. Maluwag ang lapag at kakasya nga siya pero iniisip ko lagi ang bilin sa akin ni mommy ganda simula nung bata pa kami ni ate. H'wag daw kaming magpatabi o magpapatulog ng lalaki sa mga kwarto namin hangga't hindi kami kasal.

And me as her selfish but good daughter ay huwarang susunod. "No! Hindi ka nga pwede dito."

"Please? Just one night, i'll go tomorrow in manila. And I'm sure that i will miss you so much." Nagmamakaawa na ang ekspresyon niya kaya natunaw naman ang puso ko at walang pagdadalawang isip na tumango.

He sofly smiled at me then give me a kiss. Dapat saglit lang pero ang attorney dumidila dila pa! Napanguso ako at akmang gigilid na sa kama para makahiga na siya nang ilatag niya ang hiniram niyang banig kay Nanay Lena kanina at ang isang malaking unan sa lapag.

Umuwang ang bibig ko at palihim na napangiti. Why am I even worried? I know Louie won't do anything to me. He still hasn't changed. Still very gentleman.

My heart was beating fast as I watched him until he lay down.

He caught me looking at him so he mouthed 'goodnight'. I grinned slightly at him and nodded. I slowly closed my eyes until I fell asleep and the engulfed of darkness filled me.

"Hmm..." I woke up when I suddenly remembered Louie.

He was asleep on the floor! I woke up fast in the air and hurriedly looked at him. And my heart arched painfully when I saw his position.

The discomfort was obvious in his appearance. The frown on his forehead was also smooth, as if something was being pulled from behind.

I was so bitten on the lower lip.

None of my own, i took a pillow and quietly leaned over him. I was careful with every move as I tried to put the first one on his neck— so that it wouldn't hurt the next day.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I was done. I leaned over and stared at his handsome face. Fom his thick eyebrows, sharp nose, thick but not elongated lashes and his reddened lips with thickness—I suddenly have this feeling that I want to kiss him, and I did.

I closed my eyes and just pressed our lips together until I a victory smile formed on my lips..

"Pa-kiss pwede?" Napapahagikgik pang bulong ko.

Malakas ang loob ko dahil alam kong hindi niya ako maririnig sa kadahilanang tulog na tulog siya. Ilang beses kong pinaglapat ng paulit-ulit ang labi ko sa labi niyang bahagyang nakaawang hanggang sa makuntento ako.

I took a deep breath bago yakapin ang tiyan niya at sumandal sa dibdib niya. Nasa likuran ko ang isa niyang braso na tila nakaakbay. Akmang ipipikit ko na ang mga mata ko ng gumalaw ang isa niyang braso at pumatong sa akin. Napamulagat ako nang sa ilang sandali lang ay nakakulong na ako sa bisig niya! Idagdag mo pa ang biglang pagbaling ng katawan niya paharap sa akin.

Magkaharapal na kami ngayon at kulong na kulong na ako sa kanya. I pressed our foreheads together then kissed him on the cheek, "I'm gonna miss you attorney, come back quickly 'ah?"

Time flies fast, as does the far cause the week to come. I sighed and looked sharply at the calendar. It's been seven days but he's still not coming back.

Saglit lang daw 'ah! Ayan ba ang saglit?! He didn't even call me or text me. He just leave a sticky notes at my apartment 'nang magising ako kinabukasan nung araw na tumabi ako sa kanya matulog.

I silently tsked. "Grabe siya, ganito ba ang definition ng saglit sa kanya?"

Napirap nalang ako sa kawalan at inubos ang dinner ko sa canteen. Kung titignan ay tila isa na itong cafeteria sa sobrang lawak at ganda. May maayos na pilahan, magagandang bilugang lamesa at desenyong stone ang upuan. Ganun din ang tila yayamaning kurtinang pumapalibot sa buong lugar. Ang krema nitong pintura at the DIY chandelier in the middle along with the small ones next to it on either side quickly grabs attention.

"Hazel." I turned to Sir Redji who was sitting in front of me.

I looked at him formally. "Yes, sir?"

"Let's have a coffee later." He said, smiling at me.

Pinanliitan ko siya ng mata. Halata naman sa mukha niya na yaya'ang magkaibigan nalang 'yon pero hindi ko alam kung bakit pa? I mean, we are not that close enough. I can tell that he has a hidden intention especially since I caught him glancing at Ma'am Lorraine, my co-teachers.

"Please? Let's have a date!" He exclaimed more, tila may pinariringgan and his intention had won because Ma'am Lorraine's eyebrows met as she turned to look at us.

I faked a smile and smiled at Sir Redji. "All right, let's have a date."

I was not even more surprised when he put his hand on mine. Palihim din siyang sumulyap kay Lorraine na kasabay kumain si Sir Erwin. And the darkness of Sir Redji's face could not escape my sight, especially since the two were still laughing—like they're enjoying, each others, accompany.

I silently rolled my eyes, mukhang magpapaselosan pa ang mga 'toh.

While chatting with Redji here in an old recipe cafe which is the opposite of the theme inside compared to the outside thought.

My phone vibrated.

Mabilis ko naman iyong binuksan at halos mapairap nalang ako nang makitang nag-text si Louie. It looks like he was planning to pick me up earlier because he asked where I was. And since my load has expired —I can't reply to him. The net is so slow too so I can't really chat him.

From: My sun

Hazel, where are you? Are you safe there? You are not here at school, and in your apartment. I also asked Nanay Lena and she told me that she saw you leave with someone. Where did you go? Please, answer me.

I just sighed and typed a message but it still can't be delivered —So, my message just went to the draft. Akmang i-airplane mode ko muna dahil 2 percent nalang ay lumitaw naman ang pangalan ni Louie. I was about to answer that when my cellphone suddenly died. Deadbat na.

Huminga ako ng malalim saka sumimsim ng kape. Naabutan ko namang nangingisi si Redji habang sinusulyapan si Lorraine na nasa kabilang table.

"I didn't know that you're like this." Nangingiting sabi ko naman dahilan para mapunta ang atensyon niya sa akin.

"Like what?"

"So, childish." Nakangiwing sambit ko sa mahinang boses.

He just licked his lower lip and shook his head in response. Abnoy. Inilibot ko nalang ang tingin ko sa paligid hanggang sa mapahinto ito sa isang itim na bagpack na nakalagay sa isang lamesa. Pang-apat sa pwesto namin, mukhang may nakaiwan.

Pinanood ko ang pagpunta doon ng isang waiter at ang pagtingin nito sa bag na itim. Marahil ay napansin na din. Tumawag pa siya ng ibang crew at pinalibutan nila ito hanggang sa isang tao ang biglang sumigaw.

"OH MY GOD! MAY BOMBA SA BAG!"

Napakabilis ng pangyayare at naabutan ko nalang ang sarili kong pilit lumalabas sa cafe. Ganun din ang lahat, mga nag-sisiunawahan kami at takbuhan. Panay ang tibok ng puso ko, ang lakas ng pagkabog nito at ang pagkatuliro ng isip ko.

Isang malakas na pagsabog ang narinig ko at halos lahat kami ay nagtalsikan. Naramdaman ko nalamang ang marahas na pagkabagsak ko sa sahig at ang isang brasong umalalay sa ulo ko. Na tila pinoprotektahan ito. Nanghihina man ay napatingin ako sa may gawa 'nun.

Maliit akong napangiti. "A-Attorney..."