"Ugh!" Megan slammed the front door behind her as she entered her home. She stomped up the stairs, ignoring her mother greeting her.

Also slamming her bedroom door, Megan immediately looks at herself in the mirror. She definitely should've worn waterproof mascara today.

"Oh my god." She says into the mirror. "I look like a crackhead."

Still standing in front of the mirror, Megan desperately wanted out of her clothes. She was probably going to burn her outfit after tonight, that's how angry she was.

Stripping herself of her clothes, Megan grabbed whatever oversized sweater she could find and quickly put it on. But the sweater she put on was a Midtown sweatshirt, which smelled like Peter.

"Fuck!" Megan sits on the ground, holding her knees close to her face. Her cries were far from over.

Maybe she was being ridiculous, but she couldn't help it. She liked Peter, of course she did. But her heart had been broken too many times and now she was at the point where she had enough.

It was hard enough for Megan that her parents divorced. She hadn't seen her dad since before the snap, and god knows when she'll see him again. It wasn't like she can just go to his new place in a split second, and she doubted that her mom would drive there.

Megan hated how emotional she was being, especially over a boy. She never thought in a million years this would happen. She tried to be strong, but even the strongest have their weaknesses.

•••

Diary Entry #3

Screw Peter Parker. GOD I am so fucking pissed right now. I just wanna scream and cry and blast All I Wanted by Paramore. Maybe even throw some classic 8th grade emo phase songs in the mix.

I have seriously lost count on the amount of times Peter has said he wanted to go out or go on a date or WHATEVER and just ditch me. I'm so done with him. Feelings? Fuck that.

I hope my mom doesn't get pissed at me for blasting music, but I must do this to let out my anger. Also if future me sees this, I'm sorry for the tear stains.

Screaming Avril Lavigne lyrics,

Meg

•••

"Meg?" Her mom knocked on the door. My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne was blasting through the speakers in Megan's room, and the volume was louder than it should be. "It's time for dinner! And turn that music down!"

"I'm not hungry!" Megan yells. "I just wanna be alone!"

Megan's mom opened the door despite her daughter's wishes and saw Megan laying on her bed as if she couldn't move.

"Mom, just leave me alone." She sniffles.

"Meg, what happened?" Her mom asks, severely worried for Megan right now.

"I don't wanna talk about it." Megan grunts. She sure was upset.

"I ordered a pizza..."

"With veggie's on it?" Megan sits up. Now her mom was getting somewhere.

"Of course." She smiles at her.

"Okay." Megan sighs. "But don't expect me to talk about what happened."

Megan's mom left the room, and she knew far too well that her daughter would talk about it anyway. She says she won't, but she ends up ranting every time.

Megan walked down the stairs, slowly going down each step. She walked to the kitchen and saw her mom ready with two paper plates. "Are you wearing pants?"

"Yes..."

"Good." She says. "Now eat up. I don't want you eating cold pizza."

"You know I hate cold pizza." Megan takes a bite of the pizza, thinking that maybe later she should emotionally eat the rest of the box.

"So, are you gonna tell me why you entered the house like a madman?" Her mom asks sternly.

"Peter and I were supposed to go on a date." She admits. See, her mom knew.

"Did it not end well?" Megan's mom questions.

"He didn't even show up." Megan frowns.

"Oh." She frowns as well. "Well he probably had a good excuse."

"Here's the thing, he didn't." Now Megan regretted talking about it, mainly because she was still highly pissed off and couldn't fully express her frustration. "So now we're not on speaking terms."

"Honey, you can't just cut him off like that. I'm sure he's gone through a lot with the whole blip thing." Yeah, he had gone through a lot. Who didn't? But Megan wasn't aware of that, and if she did she would feel like a major asshole.

"I've been through a lot too!" Megan slightly yells.

"Which explains my point." Her mom sasses, trying to prove her daughter wrong. "You two have both suffered. You have to stick together."

"Well it's not like I can ignore him forever. We have all of the same friends." She sighs. As much as she wanted to escape Peter, she simply couldn't.

"I'll give this whole thing a week." Ha, please. "I bet you'll be hanging out with him in no time."

"No promises." Megan shrugs. "I'm gonna go to my room."

"Alright, sweetie." Her mom hugs her quickly, then Megan remembers something.

"By the way," She slips a piece of paper to her mom. "here's the Jones' new number."

Megan runs away before her mom could say anything, leaving Megan's mom confused. "What-"

"La la la la la!" She ran up the stairs, ignoring her mom.

"Megan Louise Jackson!" Her mom calls out.

"Sorry, I'm calling MJ!" Megan yells back and shuts her bedroom door.

When Megan got to her room, she wasn't going to call Michelle just yet. She was actually planning on writing something in her diary that might not be good timing, but she could care less.

•••

Diary Entry #4

Twice in one day, that's shocking.

I don't think my mom understands my anger. But that's probably because she doesn't know that Peter is Spider-Man. And there's no way I'm gonna tell her.

The main reason why I'm so angry is because I really like Peter. Like REALLY like him. I guess my feelings got too out of hand, causing me to just lose him completely.

I could've understood him, but I chose not to. I'm still mad, but I also still have feelings for him that don't seem to be reciprocated.

I can't blame Peter for not liking me back and ditching me instead. I'm not exactly the most attractive girl to guys. I say what's on my mind and don't care if people get hurt. The only person I've managed to get close to and actually want to be around me is MJ, but she understands me like no one else.

I just realized something. What if Peter tries working at the diner again? He better not. It's not like he ever did his job anyway, so what's the point?

Shit, MJ's calling me. Maybe I'll talk shit later. Who knows?

Praying shit doesn't go down (again),

Meg

•••

"How was the date?" Michelle asked with a hint of teasing.

"So Peter can choke-"

"Woah, woah, woah." She interrupts Megan. "What?"

"He never showed up!" Megan says, leaving Michelle surprised. "And then what do I see on the news? Breaking: Spider-Man stops a robbery!"

"He did not!" Michelle gasps. "You're lying."

"Nope! One hundred percent truth." The reason why Michelle said that Megan was lying was because she really didn't want it to be true. She knew that Megan was going through enough shit, and she also knew that this would hurt a lot.

"So we're gonna like confront him, right?" She asks.

"Already did." Megan replied.

"What happened?" Now Michelle was so invested on what would later be called "drama." She also had to make note to plot something with Ned later, since the two were basically wingmen and wingwomen for Peter and Megan.

"Consider Peter and I no more." Megan spoke confidently in her statement. She was completely sure that she was done with Peter.

"No way."

"Yes way!"

"This is insane." Well it really was. Everyone was so conditioned to the fact that Peter and Megan were kind of a thing, and it sure would be weird from now on without the two on speaking terms. "And what about it?"

"I don't know." Michelle said. "You two gotta make up eventually."

"Ugh, you sound like my mom." She groaned.

"Great minds think alike." Michelle laughed.

"I guess." Megan sighs. "I'm gonna go emotionally eat or some shit. Maybe blast The Scientist by Coldplay."

"Sounds unlike you. Feel better."

"Thanks. See you tomorrow."

"Hey Meg?" She quickly says before Megan could hang up. "Hm?"

"It'll get better. I promise." Megan sure hoped things would get better. She was tired of all the bad, but for now it seemed like everything around her was nothing but that.

•••

Whew chile do I feel bad?? Nah

Decided to update earlier than planned because I'm going back on a road trip today 🤠🤠🤠

Now I really don't know when I'll
Update because I need to write more SOOO oops