8, CONFUSED
At 10:15 PM, Taehyung was chilling on the couch, eyes on the TV, but his mind? Totally somewhere else. The room was lit up just enough, making his small but comfy gallery feel real cozy. He scooped up a big bite of tteokbokki, stuffing it in his mouth, and muttered a quick "thank God" under his breath when he realized it wasn't too spicy.
Even though his eyes were glued to the screen, his mind kept circling back to what Jk had said earlier.
"Why are you so scared to reveal?"
The question was stuck on repeat in Taehyung's head. He let out a long sigh, grabbed a gallon of water, flipped the cap off, and took a big swig, trying to drown out his thoughts.
"Is it really worth it to tell him?" Taehyung mumbled to himself, the question hanging heavy in the air.
He started looking around for his phone but couldn’t find it anywhere near him. "Damn it," he muttered, a string of curses slipping out as he realized he'd left it in his bedroom. With a frustrated sigh, he put the bowl down on the coffee table and stood up, ruffling his hair as he made his way to the room.
There it was, just chilling on the bed. He grabbed it, then headed back to the gallery, making sure to lock the door behind him. Flipping his phone over, he checked for any messages from Jk.
To his surprise, not just one, but a whole bunch of texts had popped up on his screen. He flopped back down on the couch, folding his legs underneath him, and turned the TV volume down, ready to see what Jk had to say.
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Heyyy V!
Are you hereee?? :( [08: 57]
I m sorrryyyy if I made u uncomfortable :0
I didn't mean it anyhow ¡ [09:01]
Plz forgive meee :# [09:03]
Could u plz let it go? [09:07]
Well, u said u r a pilot, so will u teach me how to push all the right buttons? ;) [09:09]
Taehyung laughs his butt of as soon as he read Jk's messages and the desperation for V's text. He was also stupefied with the flirty line he just dropped in the text. Catching his usual tone again, Taehyung typed his reply back.
[@Vantae30_u]
Hello Jk :)
What's up?
It's fine, I don't mind it!
U never did any mistake Jk!
Plz don't be sorry :(
^Ofc, just move ahead from it!
^Tf..It’s hilarious XD
Taehyung gazed his phone screen, eagerly waiting for his online friend replies.
1 minute passed.
5 minutes passed.
7 minutes passed.
No reply back till now.
"He must be at his workplace,"
Taehyung sighed as he didn't receive any messages, tugging his phone back on the couch and leaning..his eyes fall on the bowl and realised to devour it completely.
Taehyung held the bowl in his hands, the warmth of the food radiating through his fingers as he carefully balanced the spoon, ready to take a bite. Just as the spoon neared his lips, a sharp, chiming ringtone cut through the quiet, making him freeze. His eyes darted to the phone lying on the couch its screen lighting up with an incoming notification.
With a slight frown of curiosity, he set the spoon down, wiping his hand on his pants before reaching for the phone. The device felt cool in his palm as he unlocked it with a quick swipe, revealing a new notification from Wattpad.
Jeongguk grinned, his breath hot against Shezam’s lips.
"You really want this, don’t you?" he teased, voice dripping with lust.
"Just shut up and kiss me," Shezam demanded, grabbing Jeongguk by the collar and pulling him in.
Their mouths collided, tongues tangling, breaths mingling as the heat between them spiked. Jeongguk’s hands slid under Shezam’s shirt, exploring every inch of skin, while Shezam's fingers fumbled with Jeongguk's belt, desperate to get it off.
"God, you’re so hot," Jeongguk mumbled against Shezam's lips, kissing him harder, deeper, like he couldn’t get enough. They were all over each other, every touch, every kiss, getting hotter, more intense, like the room could barely contain them.
Jeongguk’s phone was blowing up with those loud, annoying pings, but he couldn’t care less. He was way too into it, his lips locked with Shezam’s, getting all caught up in the heat of the moment.
"Yo, who even cares," Jeongguk muttered, his voice muffled as he kept kissing Shezam, not ready to let go. They ended up tumbling onto the bed, Jeongguk’s hands all over Shezam’s neck, feeling the pulse under his fingertips. He was just about to lose himself when that damn phone got louder, making him groan in frustration.
"For real? Now?" Jeongguk grumbled, finally pulling back just enough to glare at his phone. "What the hell, man? Who’s blowing up my phone like it’s an emergency?"
He reached over, still half on top of Shezam, feeling the annoyance bubbling up. He was ready to chuck the thing across the room, but curiosity got the better of him.
"Better be good," he muttered under his breath, grabbing the phone and squinting at the screen.
Jeongguk’s eyes went wide when he saw V had hit him back. A quick smirk tugged at his lips, but he wiped it away fast. He was just about to type something when he glanced up and saw Shezam staring at him, all confused, shirtless, and clearly wanting to pick up where they left off, and wanted Jeongguk to fuck the hell of him.
"Yo, hold up, gimme a sec," Jeongguk mumbled, trying to play it cool but already feeling that weird tension building.
He jumped up, making a beeline for his white doctor’s coat, throwing it on like it was no big deal.
"Hospital’s blowin’ up my phone, gotta dip," he lied, hoping Shezam wouldn’t ask too many questions.
Shezam looked at him, still puzzled, but his voice was soft when he said, "I love you."
Jeongguk froze for a beat, then leaned in and gave him a quick, light kiss. "Yeah, love you too, man," he muttered, before grabbing his stuff and heading out the door, his mind already racing with a mix of feelings he wasn’t ready to deal with.
After leaving, Jeongguk plopped into his car, yanked out his phone, and started typing back to V as fast as he could.
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Yo, V! What’s up? Got ur message.
I'm doing grt<3
Thnx for understanding, I hope u r okay now?
^Ig, u liked it ;)
He fired off, his fingers flying over the screen.
He hit send, leaning back in his seat, his mind still buzzing from the whirlwind of emotions.
Jeongguk slumped in his car seat, staring at his phone, the message to V sent. His mind was racing, thinking, What the hell is wrong with me? He replayed how he’d dropped everything with Shezam just to reply to V.
Shezam’s my boyfriend. I shouldn’t just ditch him like that, Jeongguk thought, feeling a pang of guilt. He ran a hand through his hair, wrestling with the regret and frustration gnawing at him.
Jeongguk’s guilt faded the moment his phone buzzed with V’s reply. He glanced at the screen and read the message.
[@Vantae30_u]
Hello, m doing fine!
Yes, m okayyyyy! :^
Haha, maybe yesss!
U r such a fun <3
Wyd?
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Abt to reach hospital...hbu?
[@Vantae30_u]
Nth much, just watching TV
Btw, can you check my temperature? Because you’re making me feel hot.
Jeongguk grinned, reading the lines. "Cheesy as hell," he said, but a weird, warm feeling settled in his chest. V’s jokes were hitting differently.
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Dude! That was unexpected, XD
But...I like it :)
[@Vantae30_u]
Oh rlyy?
But fr, I'm feeling hot...ngl I just checked u out so
many times :#
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Fck V, u r hot too :S
I ain't lying!
[@Vantae30_u]
R u driving?
[@Jk_moon_1997]
No...y?
[@Vantae30_u]
Then, cab or smthing?
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Nothing,,,but what happened exactly?
[@Vantae30_u]
U said u r abt to reach hospital,
but u r chatting with me?
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Oh actually, I stop the car, and
texting u back!
[@Vantae30_u]
Omo! R u stupid or what?
go to ur hospital,
u r just texting me instead of going
to ur workplace.
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Haha, dw..
It's fine and moreover,
I love talking with u!!
Jeongguk was surprised himself when he saw what he’d just sent V. Did I really just type that? he thought, unsure where the words came from.
Meanwhile, Taehyung stared at Jk’s message, totally dumbstruck. "Is he for real?" he muttered to himself, trying to wrap his head around it.
[@Vantae30_u]
Rly? Or just buttering me up?
[@Jk_moon_1997]
yes.
Do u?
[@Vantae30_u]
Ig,....same :3
[@Jk_moom_1997]
How sweet :>
I like it too!
Btw, what's ur fav food?
Jeongguk was on his phone, fingers flying as he kept texting V (Taehyung). It was like a never-ending chat battle, and neither of them was backing down.
Time flew, an hour straight of nothing but banter, flirty jabs, and inside jokes. Suddenly, Jeongguk's phone buzzed with a call. He rolled his eyes as he saw the hospital's number flashing on the screen.
"Mr. Jeon, we need you ASAP," said the voice on the other end.
Jeongguk’s mood flipped. He clenched his jaw, frustrated. But he had no choice, so he fired off a quick goodbye text to V.
[@Jk_moon_1997]
Yo, gotta bounce. Duty calls. >:(
[@Vantae30_u]
Oh fine! Yes, u must go!
Byeee, take careeee<3
Jeongguk typed a small "same 2 u", hitting send before shoving his phone in his pocket.
As he jumped into his car seat, his mind replayed their convo. A smirk crept on his face, cheeks heating up with every memory. He couldn't help it; V always knew how to get to him.
With a final chuckle, he threw the car into gear, still thinking about that last cheeky message.
Jeongguk rushed through the hospital corridors, barely slowing down until he found a moment to catch his breath. He plopped down in his chair, yanking the stethoscope off his neck.
"Man, no appointments right now? What am I even doing here?" he muttered to himself, tossing his coat aside. He rubbed his temples, trying to shake off the stress, and reached for his phone, hoping for a message from V. But when he unlocked it—nothing.
"Ugh, come on, V..." he groaned, half-pouting as he scrolled through his messages. But then, something caught his eye. Shezam.
Jeongguk opened it up, and his eyes widened. Hot. Spicy. The kind of text that made him sit up straight, feeling the heat rise in him.
Shezam:- “Baby, just imagine me on all fours, your hands gripping my hips as you fuck me from behind. I want you to drive into me hard, making me moan with every thrust💦. Feel every inch of you hitting the right spots, pushing me to the edge with each powerful push. I’m desperate for you to take me roughly, showing no mercy. What would you do if I was there right now, craving every inch of you? I bet you’re dying to see how tight I am around your dick 😈👅”
Jeongguk’s pulse skyrocketed as he read the next part of Shezam’s text:
Shezam:- “gguk, I’m dying to have your cock in my mouth. Picture me on my knees, swallowing you whole, making you choke and beg as I deep-throat you 🥵. I want you to fuck my mouth hard, push me to my limit, and make me gag. What would you do if I was there, ready to take you rough and raw, making you lose control? 😘
I bet you’d love every second of it daddyyyy...🫦💦🙈”
The text was explicit and rough, leaving Jeongguk breathless and incredibly aroused.
"Damn, Shezam... you really know how to get a guy going," Jeongguk mumbled, a smirk creeping onto his face as he read through the message.
He replied back while typing so fastky as ever.
Jeongguk:- “Fuck, Shezam, those texts are killing me. I’m still hard thinking about how you’d feel around me. Can’t wait to have you on all fours, taking me from behind, and making you scream. 😈🫦And your mouth? Damn, I’m dying to see you deep-throat me, make me lose it. I want to see you handle me rough and raw. Let’s set this up ASAP—I need to see you get on your knees and let me fuck you hard. 🥵☠️🔞”
He flipped his phone back and shut the door behind him, locking it securely. Jeongguk sank into his chair, feeling the cool air of the room as he unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. The cold made him shiver and his skin prickle.
He stroked himself a few times, trying to picture Shezam’s intense descriptions. But soon, the image of V took over his mind—V’s tight grip, the way he would take Jeongguk deep.
Jeongguk groaned as the image of V in his head made him even more aroused.
"Ah, fuck," he muttered, realizing he was lost in thoughts of V instead.
Jeongguk was lost in the moment, his hand moving faster as he let out soft groans, his mind filled with images of V. Just as he was about to reach his peak, a sudden realization hit him like a cold wave.
"Wait… what the fuck?" he whispered, his eyes snapping open as he pulled his hand away. His heart pounded not just from arousal but from the shock of who he’d been thinking about.
"V? Seriously?" he muttered to himself, shaking his head in disbelief.
How could he let his imagination drift to V like that? They were just friends, nothing more—or at least that’s what he kept telling himself.
"We’ve only been talking for three days, and now I’m... Damn it, what’s wrong with me?"
He felt a mix of confusion and frustration, running a hand through his hair. He couldn’t believe how real the fantasy had felt, how much he’d wanted it, even though V was just an online friend.
Jeongguk cursed under his breath, trying to shake the lingering thoughts of V out of his mind. "Get it together, Jeongguk," he scolded himself, but the memory of how vivid the fantasy was left him uneasy.
The tattooed guy rubbed his temples, frustration clear on his face, as he lay back on the bed, his pants down to his ankles, and his massive dick dtood straight. He couldn’t shake the thoughts running through his mind.
"Fuck, why the hell am I thinking about V?" he muttered, feeling the cold air against his bare skin.
"Shezam’s my boyfriend—I should be thinking about him, not some guy I’ve only talked to for three days."
He stared at the ceiling, guilt tightening in his chest. "Damn it, Shezam doesn’t deserve this. What the hell is wrong with me, letting someone else get in my head like that?"
Jeongguk sighed deeply, feeling a mix of sadness and regret. He knew he needed to get his thoughts straight and focus on the relationship he already had, but the confusion only made him feel worse.
He lay there, staring at the ceiling, his thoughts a tangled mess. He rubbed his temple, feeling the weight of his confusion.
"Why the fuck don’t I feel anything for Shezam?" Jeongguk muttered, the truth hitting him hard. "Every night, every time we fuck, he’s thinking it’s love, but for me... it’s just sex."
The guilt gnawed at him, making it hard to breathe. "Damn it, I’m just with him because he himself asked me to give it a shot. What the hell was I thinking?"
He sat up, the realization crashing down on him. "I’ve been pretending, lying to myself. It’s all just lust, no real feelings. And Shezam’s out there thinking I’m in love with him."
Jeongguk sighed deeply, buckling his pants with shaky hands, the weight of his actions settling in.
"I’ve gotta figure this out. I can’t keep doing this to him... or to myself!"
Jeongguk sat there, lost in thought, when an idea suddenly hit him. He shook his head, trying to clear the confusion.
"I can’t keep going like this. Shezam’s my boyfriend, not just some fling."
He rubbed his temples, the guilt gnawing at him. "I can’t keep doing this to my bestie—or to my boyfriend. I promised I’d give it a real shot. Maybe… maybe I just need to try harder."
Jeongguk sighed, the weight of his thoughts heavy on his chest. "I gotta start seeing him as more than just sex. I need to treat him like a lover, like he deserves."
He nodded to himself, a sense of determination setting in. "I’ll make this work. I’ll start loving Shezam like I’m supposed to. No more pretending."
Jeongguk stood up, adjusting his clothes and taking a deep breath.
"This is it. No more half-assing it. Shezam deserves the real deal, and I’m gonna give it to him."
(a/n:- how y'all? Did you like this chapter? I hope at this point u all must be feelimg bad for shezam :( )
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