Felix nervously waited for Changbin. It would be their last meeting so far, because Changbin will fly back tomorrow when Felix has school. Felix realised it just today and already cried whole rivers at home, in school he wasn't able to concentrate. 

Felix finally found a boyfriend. He imagined a beautiful life with Changbin, but was this even possible? And the relationship, could they handle it?

Felix was so lost in his thoughts he didn't notice Changbin in front of him. "Sorry but I'm prettier than the ground." Changbin said and Felix woke up. He immediately hugged his Hyung and tried everything to don't cry. "Stay here Hyung, please. Our house is big enough and I guess my parents wouldn't have anything against it." Changbin hugged the younger one back and sighed. "I would love to stay here, trust me. But I can't."

Changbin pulled Felix closer and owned him once again. Felix fighted hard against the tears and Changbin tried his best to calm down his boyfriend, but nothing worked. He took Felix's head and looked in his eyes. "Don't worry baby, everything is going to be okay. This isn't our last date, I promise." Changbin said and started to kiss Felix's tears away. Soon he started to giggle.

"You're such an Idiot Binnie, but I love you for that." Felix said, smiling. Changbin felt satisfaction when he saw Felixs smile.

The two didn't think about that this was their last date so far. They forgot it, enjoying their time. The couple walked around in Sydney, showed everyone that they were a couple. Holding hands, Felix always smiled bright or giggled, while Changbin had a satisfied face.

"Binnie." Felix whined. "Can we go home? I'm hungry and don't have money here." he asked and Changbin nodded in reply. They went to Felix's home, greeted his mum and took some food out of the kitchen, then went to Felix's room. Changbin laid down on Felix's bed and Felix himself laid down next to him.

"Are you still hungry?" the older one asked his boyfriend. Felix held his stomach and smiled. "I am not." Changbin grinned. "Sit down on my lap." he said. Felix cheeks got rosy but he slowly sat down on Changbin. "Perfect. I have a great view." Changbin grinned and his hands holded Felix's hips. Felix himself was about to die, his heart bumped so fast against his chest. "Lean down." Changbin told him, but Felix was the one who grinned this time. "No. Come up to me."

After a few minutes Felix leant down and allowed Changbin to kiss him. They enjoyed their kiss but then that fact came back in Felix's mind: This could be their last kiss. A tear rolled down his face even if he tried hard to don't cry. More and more tears also found their way. Changbin broke the kiss and looked at Felix. "God, stop crying. I can't watch you crying." he said. Changbin loved Felix's smile, his laugh and it was painful to see him in tears. "Stay here Binnie..." he cried, laid down on Changbin and cuddled him. Changbin decided to shut up, hugged Felix in this position and pulled him as close as possible.

It took some time, but Felix calmed down a bit. He just stopped crying. "Felix" Changbin whispered. "it's late already. I need to go." Felix cuddled Changbin more. "Don't do that to me Binnie. You can't just go now." he started to tear up again. "Could you walk with me a bit?" Felix nodded and slowly stood up. Changbin followed him and they started their walk.

Felix just looked at the ground while walking. Changbin walked next to him, didn't know what he should do. It was a weird situation. Soon they arrived and Felix had tears in his eyes again. "Binnie..." he mumbled, nearly crying. Changbin hugged Felix. "We'll see each other again."

Changbin moved his head up to kiss Felix but he just kissed his forehead. It looked cute since Felix was taller than Changbin. Felix smiled a bit but in this moment Changbin turned around and went. He went fast, he wanted to run. He needed to.

Felix sat down on the ground, crying. He felt broke and so left.

Binnie-Hyung♡
Baby I love you

Binnie-Hyung♡
Don't cry

You
How you know I'm crying?

Binnie-Hyung♡
I know you

You
I miss you

Binnie-Hyung♡
I know

Binnie-Hyung♡
But crying doesn't help you

Binnie-Hyung♡
Keep smiling

Binnie-Hyung♡
I love your smile

You
you so soft...

Felix really smiled a little between all the tears.

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I already prepared ice cream, chocolate and tissues for y'all

anyways I puplished a new book it's a seventeen hoshi fanfic for my best friend feel free to read it