hi, my love.

if you're reading this, it means that i'm already far away. don't pick up your phone. ah, see, i knew it. i know you too well, don't i? haha.

please don't try contacting or looking for me. i just need some time to myself.

oh, my darling, where do i start?

thank you so much for everything you've done for me. you're like an angel to me, you know that? it's so cheesy, i know, but it's the truth. and unfortunately, no matter what those fantasy stories you love reading say, a mere mortal could never be with an angel.

aren't angels supposed to be untouchable by people like me? i should already count my blessings for being able to have someone like you in my life. i really don't deserve you, park jimin.

these past 4 years with you have made me feel like the luckiest man. but it's time for me to face up to reality. you don't love me anymore. don't blame yourself, i know you tried your best to cover that fact up. but your eyes don't lie, jimin. you should know that by now.

i know that you were only staying because you would feel guilty leaving me. but i should stop being a burden to you now. i used to worry about the day you would finally leave me. i used to think about ways to make you love me again. but we both know that the heart isn't something that can be controlled.

i've realised that loving someone isn't making them stay by your side. it's wanting them to be happy, even if it isn't by your side. it's better for the both of us this way.

jungkook is a good man. he really is. i've seen the way you look at him...it's the way you used to look at me. i'm thankful that you tried to hide your feelings for him for so long, but it's time for you to acknowledge them now. i can tell that he adores you too. i know that he'll take care of you and love you more than i ever could. cherish him well. sincerely from the bottom of my heart, i wish both of you the best.

please promise me you'll be happy?

and as for me, you don't have to worry. remember how i always wanted to travel the world and take photographs? i can do that now. please don't forget me, i'm only leaving temporarily. one day, when i've gotten over you, i'll promise i'll come back to visit you.

goodbye for now, my love. i'll see you again soon.

the luckiest man alive,
kim taehyung.