Chapter 18
Jungkook's POV
I was sweating.
Shaking.
My chest was heaving as I tried to calm myself down.
I can't believe he'd do that.
I should've expected it... I mean he did the same to Yoongi. With me.
I groaned and buried my face into my hands, when suddenly there was a familiar voice from beside me, "I'll get another 2 of what he's having." She called to the bartender and I looked up to see Jieun smiling down at me.
"Hey... again, Jungkook, I'm really sorry he's done this to you, and that I had to be the one to tell you." She stroked my back apologetically and I sighed.
"How can I even be sure you're telling the truth...?" I mumbled, thinking back to how Jimin looked as he was crying for me, telling me he loved me, "You can't be sure Jungkook, but you saw the photos I did get, and we've known each other for years, he's just a human who can't be satisfied by one person when he's in a house full of attractive vampires."
I frowned and imagined his lips on Taehyung's, the bartender brought over the drinks and I immediately gulped at least half the pint glass down.
"I just can't believe he'd do that... with Yoongi it was different, they weren't ever really in a relationship, Yoongi abducted him... he told me he loved me, he was even willing to give up his life long rule of no sex before marriage for me. I really thought..." I couldn't finish my sentence as my chest constricted, my throat began to burn and tears welled in my eyes.
"Hey Jungkook, I know it sucks but it's done now, you can't change what's happened so you have to move on... he didn't deserve you anyway." She spoke softly to me and tried to move me so she could give me a hug.
I sat up and turned to her, wrapping her in my arms and burying my face into her shoulder, "you smell nice... it's soothing. Thank you." I mumbled and she stroked her fingers through my hair.
I let out a sigh of content and all of a sudden I felt her lips on my neck, "woah- Jieun, What?" I sat back up and frowned, she huffed and turned back to the bar with a frown.
"You do still love me, don't you?" I mumbled and she bit her lip, "Jieun, talk to me." I asked softly and she turned her head to look at me, "Yeah Jungkook... of course I do, look at yourself... who wouldn't want you?" She scanned my body from head to toe and back up again making me blush a little.
"Well, Jimin." I sighed and she rolled her eyes, "honestly Jungkook he cheated on you, okay? You guys are over, he's probably at home with Taehyung right now, laughing and kissing and having so much fun without you while you wallow in your own self-pity. I thought you were stronger than that?" She scoffed and I downed the rest of my fourth drink.
"Did you ever stop loving me?" I questioned and she shook her head, "you broke my heart when you left me, but I couldn't find it in me to hate you, god what I wouldn't give to just even have one more night with you... I miss that cock Jungkook." She spoke seductively with hooded eyes as he hand trailed up my thigh.
"Just one more night? No strings attached?" I asked with a nervous gulp, "if you didn't want any strings attached then of course, just let me give you what he couldn't." She leant forward and whispered in my ear before nibbling on it with her sharp fangs.
"Fuck... I've drunk too much beer... I- I mean... so you say Jimin and I are over? He really wants to be with Taehyung?" I frowned, feeling the need to cry again, "yes Jungkook, it's over. Now let me please you." She placed a hand on my crotch and I squeezed my eyes closed, conflicting emotions running through my drunken mind.
Jimin chose someone else... maybe I need to do the same...
I nodded slightly and she immediately stood up, putting a wad of money on the bar and pulling me outside before we both sprinted away, "where are we going?" I called and she smiled back to me before going even faster.
I kept up until we were outside the house, "really? You wanna... here, really?" I questioned, nervous to see Jimin, "Yeah Jungkook, it's late, everyone will be asleep, and Jimin is with Taehyung." She spoke adamantly and I nodded.
"Hm, okay, fuck it." I growled and pulled her into me, catching her lips with my own and walking us both to the front door, we made out against it for a while before I unlocked it, still caught together in the messy clash of teeth and tongue.
When it opened we moved with it, I was still holding her against the dark wood until she brought a hand down to grope my growing erection, my mind was hazed and all I could think about was Jimin, imagining his lips on mine and his hand down there. But my fantasies were ruined every time her sharp teeth grazed against my tongue.
My hands moved to her waist and I pulled her back from the door, her hands were tugging on my hair and it was all just a mess.
"Jungkook...?" A small voice called from behind me and I shoved Jieun away so hard she went flying back into the door with a thud, "Jimin! I-"
"Save it... So you really don't trust me at all then...?" His voice cracked and tears were already falling down his rosy cheeks, his eyes were puffy as though he'd been crying for hours, "Jiminie, did you get the drinks- oh..." Taehyung came skipping down the stairs and I frowned at him.
I looked back to Jimin with a small shake of my head, "I have no reason to trust you. Clearly." I scoffed and his face contorted with pain, "Jungkook! Taehyung and I are just friends! You haven't seen anything that could make that fact false! All your information came from her, and look at what she got from it all, she got you back, that's all she wanted, she needed me out of the picture so she could get you drunk and confused enough to think you needed her."
I didn't know what to think anymore, could Jieun be lying? Or... is Jimin just manipulating me, but... he wouldn't do that, I know him. And I know Jieun.
"God I'm so stupid!" I groaned and finally felt my own tears falling down my face, I buried my head in my hands and practically screamed in anger at myself, "What am I doing!? Why haven't I learnt to never trust you! Why do you do this Jieun!? Jimin I- I'm so sorry!" I sobbed and he frowned.
Jieun came up behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist, "he won't forgive you Jungkook, you don't want to lose both of us do you? I'll still have you." She mumbled and I ripped her arms off of me, "this is your fault you fucking bitch!"
"Jungkook. This is your fault." Jimin spoke and I turned back to him with pain in my chest, "you didn't trust me, she told you those things but it wasn't her fault you believed her. You made this happen." He spoke angrily and I felt my heart shattering, "no... Jimin I'm sorry, baby please-"
"Don't call me that, we need to... I don't know, get some distance, I'm going home. Taehyung, please can you drive me home." He asked and Tae nodded, walking over to him and taking his hand, he looked at me, and that expression wasn't his way of telling me he'd got what he wanted, he looked just as angry as Jimin.
"I love you..." I mumbled weakly and Jimin looked back to me, wiping a tear and shaking his head, "You don't, but I do love you. You just didn't love me enough to trust me."
And with that he was gone, I fell to my knees and sobbed into my hands. Hearing Jieun's steps come closer behind me I shot to my feet and turned to face her, "I know I'm just as much to blame for this as you are, but if you hadn't been so desperate to have me fuck you then none of this would've happened, stay the fuck away from me!"
She flinched backward before going off up the stairs, why did I believe her over him... what the hell was I thinking, am I really that jealous and possessive? Jimin can't even have friends without me thinking he's cheating on me... I should've known he's so much better a person than that.
But now we're over, and I'm the cause.
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A.N.
Sorry it's short but it's super soon after the last one and I wanted this to be it's own whole separate chapter- especially since I don't know when I'll get time to write more 😬😅
Sorry for the drama but I lovveee drama in my books- this is far from done so don't worry, I'll always make sure Jikook prevail, eventually 💜😉
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