I was looking back at some of my old friends profiles and I realized they unfollowed me

Which I know is really stupid and it isn't the fact that they unfollowed me it's just that fact that we aren't friends anymore

Once again stupid I know we were growing apart anyways but I still think about them and...

shoot I'm crying

Just thinking back on the fact that we used to have skype calls that would last for hours and we'd make stupid puns and talk about funny things and now we don't even speak to each anymore and it hurts

I'm not expecting us to be friends again I mean yeah we really did grow apart and we have different interests and stuff I just never expected it you know?

Friendships are the worst and best things ever.

You find people who care about you and who love you and like talking to you

But now you have to maintain that friendship and continue to talk and keep it up and sometimes you just can't

It's like an assignment you tried not to procrastinate on but you did

And you failed

Slap a giant red F over that friend and move on to the next because guess what
You didn't try hard enough so why should they try just as hard back?

Oh well move on find new friends and new people

It's just so hard...

Knowing that one day I can go from spilling my feelings and thoughts to them to never talking to them at all...

I'm sorry I'm just feeling a lot of things right now I should probably shut up and go to bed