"You can't kill something that's already dead"

Her POV

I walked across our yard to the front door. I swiftly walked through it, slightly humming and giggling as I twirled the knife in my hands.

I gliding up the large stairs, touching the fine wood as I went along. This was my home. I lived here happily with my husband and our unborn child.

But that was 5 years ago.

I touched the handle of the closed master bedroom just as I did on that day. Soft snores could be heard, making me smirk. Quietly as possible I opened it and stepped in.

There was a woman sleeping on the bed, the comforter draped across her naked body whilst a man was sleeping next to her with his bare chest poking out and his leg dangling on the side of the bed.

That man was my husband.

I made my way to the left side of the bed where my replacement lay. She was fair and had beautiful brown hair. The moonlight shone brightly through the widow making her look like an absolute goddess. I almost felt bad about what I was about to do.

I placed my hands over her mouth and her eyes shot open and stared at me in fear. Good, she should be scared. The woman screamed silently into my hands and started squirming violently.

I straddled her and pressed my hands over her mouth harder and soon the squirming stopped and her eyes closed shut.

One down, one to go.

I skipped along to the right side of the bed and stared at my husband. His long, golden, curly hair fell over his face as soft snores left his mouth making him look so innocent.

Maybe that's why no one suspected him for my murder.

"Stephan." I croaked. He stirred in his sleep. "Stephan." I called even louder. He moved closer to the woman on the bed and wrapped his arms around her lifeless body. Wait till he finds out..

"STEPHAN!" I screamed

My husband started opening his eyes and looked around in confusion. His eyes landed on me inches away from the bed and he gasped.

"S-Samantha?"

I giggled and stepped closer in an almost teasing manner.

"Missed me baby?" I whispered.

Stephan visibly gulped and turned to wake up the woman next to him. When she didn't respond to his calls or any other physical attempts he looked at me again

"W-what did you do to Lillian?!"

"Oh nothing really, just strangled her to death." I shrugged with no emotion whatsoever. Stephan looked scared but nonetheless he shouted "How dare you! You're supposed to be dead!!"

"I am, but my revenge has been long overdue!" I growled, holding the knife in the air.

"I killed you once, I can kill you again!"

~Flashback 5 years ago~

"Honey I'm home!" I yelled as I walked into my house with 2 shopping bags and an enormous pregnant stomach. I was about 7 months now and my husband and I were going to have a baby boy soon. My first baby...

I layed the shopping bags on the kitchen counter and was just about to start unpacking when a loud moan stopped me.

No...he would never.

Still my mind urged me to go upstairs to the source of the sound.

I tiptoed up the stairs and touched the handle of the master bedroom. Despite my nerves and obvious warnings, I opened the door

There was my husband of 2 years having sex with some woman.

I felt my heart being ripped to pieces and I collapsed on my knees with a loud sob. Stephan and the woman looked at me in shock.

"Sweetheart l-let me explain I just-"

I didn't bother listening anymore and dashed to the other side of the house where the balcony was. I held the railing and tried to catch my breath.

Stephan had followed me and stood now stood behind me. He reached out and touched my shoulder.

"DONT TOUCH ME!" I screamed, backing away angrily. "Sammy please-" He started. "No Stephan! I'm leaving and I'm never coming back. Have fun with that woman!" I spat and tried going inside but my soon to be ex husband pulled me back

"You are not leaving me!" He shouted and shoved me into the railing. "Yes I am! And I'm going to tell everyone what a disgusting low life cheater you are" I juffed and tried to move passed him.

I did not expect him to slap me.

I clutched my cheek which was now red and stinging, and looked at Stephan with raging eyes. "You. Are. Not. Leaving. Me." He repeated lowly.

"Not only are you a cheater, a liar and a scumbag but you're also an abusive piece of shit. I'll never let you see my child. As of now you are no one to me." I whispered.

Something swirled in Stephans eyes and he gave me another hard shove but this time I didnt hit the railing..I hit the ground.

He murdered me.

~End of Flashback~

Recap

"I killed you once, I can kill you again!"

"Oh darling, you can't kill something that's already dead"

And with that I charged at him in blind rage and stabbed him right along his eye into his eye socket making sure I stabbed deeply as possible and hit the brain.

I was done.

Before I left I wondered what had I done to deserve such a hurtful death. I loved him and I supported him through everything so why did he have to cheat...why did he have to cause me so much pain?

Why did he take away my baby?

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.

But because of him I'll never see my son grow up. I'll never see his first steps or teach him how to ride a bicycle or even hear his first word.

Because of him I'm never going to be called "Mum." but most importantly...

Because of him I'm dead.

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-Lay