"No!! No!! It's not okay Y/N!! It's just not!!" Merlin yelled, you hated to see him like this. Arthur had driven him to the point of breaking. Now, Merlin was freaking out and having a breakdown. Gauis had told you to try to calm Merlin down while he made a potion to knock him out.

"Merlin, calm down. You're okay, I'm okay, Arthur's okay, Gauis' okay, and you mother is okay. Everyone is okay. You need to calm down. There is no reason to freak out." You say. Merlin looked at you as stopped for a minute. This room was tiny and if he were to freak out more than he already has, he would hurt himself.

Merlin started panting and he sat down. He leaned against a trunk and banged his head on it. He kept doing this until you took his head and put it on your shoulder. He snuggled close to you as put his arms around your waist.

Merlin started to cry.

"I'm sorry, Y/N, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to freak out. It's just that my destiny sometimes stresses me too much. Same with my work with Arthur. I'm sorry if I scared you. I love you and you know I wouldn't hurt you." Merlin sobbed. He hugged you tighter and kissed you.

"Mhm.." You heard, you and Merlin split apart to see Gauis standing there. He was holding a potion for Merlin. You took the potions and made Gauis leave.

"Come on Merlin, lets go to bed." You say. Merlin stood up as walked over to his bed. It was a very tight squeeze since his bed was so thin. "Merlin, you didn't scare me and I love you."

Merlin smiled and held you close. He drank the potion and was asleep instantly, you fell asleep later.