Requested by LilUziVert45621

Extremely important A/N at the end.

Warning: Lots of swearing

Y/N's POV

Sebastian and I have been dating for a few weeks now and everything was going great. We were walking through the streets of New York City. 

We walked into a cafe and I saw my ex boyfriend in line. I quickly pulled out my stele and tried to glamour myself but he saw me before I was able to activate my rune. Me and my ex ended kinda bad and I had told Sebastian about it. I knew he was going to hate him so it was better if we didn't chat with him.

"Hey Y/N. What's up?" Y/Ex/N said coming up to Seb and I. I sigh before speaking.

"Nothing. I was just walking about with my boyfriend" I said gesturing to Sebastian and emphasizing the word "boyfriend" in hopes he would just leave me alone.

"Oh. Hi I'm Y/Ex/N, nice to meet you" my ex said putting his hand out for Seb to shake.

"I'm Sebastian" Seb answered.

"Well we better get going. We have lots to do" I said taking Seb's hand, trying to leave.

"Why don't we sit and have a coffee with Y/Ex/N for a bit. I would love to get to know him more" Sebastian told me. I gave him a look that says 'what the fuck are you doing?' but he just smiles at me in response.

We all sit at a table and Sebastian and Y/Ex/N start talking. Y/Ex/N starts talking about our past relationship and Seb actually seems interested in it. I had no fucking clue what was going on in his mind but I was completely shocked at what was happening. My Ex boyfriend and my current boyfriend were getting along. What the fuck kinda world is this? Am I dreaming?

"When Y/N and I would cuddle and she got really tired, she would start to twitch and sometimes kick me really hard in the leg" Y/Ex/N told Sebastian and they both started laughing. 

"She still does that!" Seb laughed. They both laughed for a bit, while I just sat there not amused at all. I was kinda self conscious about the fact that I twitch when I'm super tired, I can't control it and Seb knows that and yet here he is making fun of it.

"What is she a horse?" Y/Ex/N said, laughing. Seb just laughed along with him.

They continued to go back and forth making fun of me and "roasting" me. It honestly made me feel like shit. I had had enough and I stood up, pushing my chair back at the same time.

"Hey love, what are you doing?" Seb asked me.

"I'm leaving. You are both being complete assholes right now. Fuck you Y/Ex/N, and fuck you Sebastian!" I yelled before storming out of the cafe.

Time Skip

It had been about an hour since I stormed out of the cafe. I went straight to the Institute and ran to my room. I cried into my pillow for a really long time. Izzy had knocked on the door and asked if I wanted to talk but I just told her that I wanted to be alone. She respected that and left me alone. I ended up crying myself to sleep.

I awoke the next morning and looked beside me to see Sebastian sleeping soundly next to me. 'What the actual fuck is he doing?' I thought to myself. I pushed him off the bed angrily. He hit the floor with a 'thump' and jolted awake.

"What was that for?" Sebastian asked me.

"What the fuck are you doing in my bed?" I yelled

"We always sleep together." He said.

"Not anymore. You are an asshole. I don't want to be anywhere near you. SO FUCK OFF!!" I yelled again.

"Y/N, is this about yesterday at the cafe?" He asked.

"No shit sherlock!" I continued to yell.

"I get it. You're mad that your ex and I got along so well." He said. I clenched my jaw and through a pillow at his face as hard as I could.

"No you dumbass! I'm pissed that you and my ex were saying all that shit about me and making fun of me. I'm self conscious about all that shit and you just sat there and laughed about it for a fucking hour! You are just as shitty as my ex and now you can join him on that list of ex's." I explained to him. He jumped up and had a hurt look on his face.

"Wait Y/N, we were just joking around. We didn't think that it would affect you that much. We didn't mean any of it. Please don't do this. I love you" Sebastian begged.

"If you didn't mean any of it then you should have never said any of it. And clearly you don;t love me because if you did, you wouldn't have picked on my insecurities and made fun of me. So we are done. I would say sorry, but I'm not. I just realized that I need to love myself before I can fully love someone else, and I need someone to help me love myself and not tear me down. I deserve a lot better than shit like you. Now get out of my room" I told Sebastian before walking to my bathroom and hopped in the shower.

'I need to work on my relationship with myself before I even think about a relationship with someone else' I think to myself.

I hope you liked it. Sorry it ended with a break up :( 

A/N: Like you just read in this chapter, I wrote a bunch of kinda deep things (or at least I think they are pretty deep). It is true that you need to learn to love yourself before you can love someone else. If you don't love yourself and respect yourself then how in the world are you supposed to love and respect other people? You are al beautiful even if you don't think so. If people tell you otherwise they are just jealous and you shouldn't listen to them. People try to tear others down when they are insecure about themselves and it's wrong. I hope that all of you take something away from this little author's note. I want you to look in the mirror and pick out something that you love about yourself or something that you think is pretty and beautiful about yourself, then I want you to do the same thing the next day and pick something else that you love about yourself or that you find pretty about yourself. If you do this everyday then you will be on the road to loving yourself fully. Just remember that everyone has flaws and these flaws are what makes us, us. We are all different in a way and that is a beautiful thing. It doesn't matter about your gender, age, race, religion, and sexuality, you are you and you are beautiful.

I love you all and I hope you love you too.