AUTOR POV.

When Yeonjun arrived at the older ones door
and the door was opened for him, he was pulled directly into the arms of him, who cleverly closed the door with his foot.

„Finally you're here, it felt like an eternity."
Soobin pouted while he hugged the younger one, who returned the hug and was in a panic because of the older one's behaviour.

But he enjoyed the smell, the closeness and the warmth of the elder. Yeonjun knew it wouldn't end well, but he didn't want to stop it either. Even if he would come out with a great heartache, it felt right to allow it all.

„It wasn't even an hour ago that you asked .
You're pretty impatient Choi Soobin."
Yeonjun teased the older one, who still hadn't let him go.

"Impatient to see you again? That's true.
I would like to fall asleep like this." Soobin yawned, but broke free and went to the kitchen to get the tea for the younger one.

„Do you mind if you drink the tea in my bedroom? Oh, do you mind if we share a bed?
I promise I don't have perverse ulterior motives.
I'm way too exhausted for that." Soobin joked at the end and yawned again.

Yeonjun's cheeks warmed up at Soobin's words and the idea of sleeping with him in his bed.

„Everything's fine, I don't mind. But I can also sleep on the sofa if it's uncomfortable for you!I don't want to seem intrusive or-" before Yeonjun could say another word he felt the lips of the older one on his.

"Stop talking nonsense like that. If it was uncomfortable for me, I wouldn't have brought you here and asked you if it was okay for YOU.
Of course I want you to sleep in the same bed with me." he poked Yeonjun's nose and then went to the bedroom to put the tea he had prepared for him on the nightstand on the other side of the bed.

Yeonjun inspected the room when he came in. When he was here on his birthday he had seen every room except this one. After all it was Soobin's private room where no one had to look for anything in it except him and the people he gave permission.

The room was plain and dark, in his large shelf
he had a few manga and music show trophies, as well as his own albums that he had published.

„They are bigger than I thought and shine full."
Yeonjun marsed at the trophies. He would not have thought that they were so big, but maybe it was also because of the big hands of the older one that the things he had in his hand looked much smaller than in reality.

When he saw in the direction of Soobin, who was sitting on the bed and watching him, a large cloth cover was over the bed that looked like it didn't belong there.

„May I ask why you have a cover over the bed?
It looks like she doesn't belong there because it doesn't really fit the vibe"

Yeonjun sat down on the bed and noticed how the older one had to suppress a grin.
„This is a large mirror that is as wide as my bed."

"A mirror? What do you need it for?" Yeonjun raised an eyebrow in confusion and noticed how the older one had to hold back a bigger grin.
He then lay down on the bed without answering it.

"I'd rather tell you that another time or tomorrow when you wake up. Otherwise you think strangely of me and don't want to sleep here anymore."
Soobin yawned and looked at the younger one who took a sip of his tea in confusion and whose eyes opened wide.

„Wow, it's delicious! I don't think I've ever had such good tea"

"You get as much as you want. Feel at home, if you want more you can make some. It's the tea in the purple package.I don't have the name in my head right now, I'm sorry." Soobin yawned and had to control himself so that his eyes didn't fall.

Actually, he wanted to take advantage of the time with Yeonjun instead of going to sleep right away, but he was so exhausted because of the show today. Maybe he shouldn't have laid down,
now it was hard for him to keep his eyes open. But he fought against it until the younger had finished the tea and was lying in bed with flushed cheeks.

In the same second that the younger had laid down, Soobin came a little closer and pulled him to wrap his arms around without saying a word.

In the next second, Soobin had already fallen asleep. He had only waited until Yeonjun was finally in his arms to feel the feeling of comfort while falling asleep, which he gave him every time they were together.

Yeonjun could not explain Soobin's behaviour. Fortunately he had fallen asleep, he did not want him to feel how much his heart was pounding. Why did he do all this and was downright obsessed with him?

Could it be that he had a chance with Soobin and had to suppress his feelings that he developed for him?

Yeonjun thought he would suppress his feelings for him. He talked himself into that he had none to escape reality and the truth.

You couldn't suppress feelings, just as you couldn't decide who you developed feelings for.
Love comes when you least expected it and hoped that it would not become this one person you thought you had no chance with.

Yeonjun had to suppress his smile and closed his eyes as he enjoyed being so close to the older one.
However, he still wondered what the mirror over him was for and why Soobin didn't want to tell what it was for, but he would hopefully find out tomorrow.

All that mattered now was that he was so close to Soobin and cuddled with him. It was as if his dreams came true and also with someone he was a fan of for years.

He didn't look at him as an idol anymore.
Now it was a wonderful person for him called Choi Soobin for whom he felt more than he wanted.

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