So Here comes Finale .. Its a bit lengthy .. as I had  some loose ends to tie. Please Don't expect major revelations in this chapter as it says Final part but some significant importance yes . I said final because ....next epilogue will follow where you will have all your answers.So literally this is final chapter . Happy Reading. Do read and let me know your thoughts Please ignore any errors or typos. I am sorry for the delay. I hold this tale very close to my heart, Its very special for me . Coming to the terms that its gonna end .. is a bit tough for me . But epilogue .. I wouldn't make you guys wait for long. Thanks for keeping up.. and do please let me know your views.

Fanaa - Final Chapter

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As we walk the golden mile

Down the pretty aisle

I know that you are mine

And there's nothin' in this world

That I know I wouldn't do

To be near you every day

Every hour, every minute

Take my hand

And let me lead the way

All through your life

I'll be by your side

Till death do us part

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Exactly after four weeks..

"I do"

Those words reverberated in Church of Little flowers. As Father Benedict watched two of his most beloved kids , who stood before him holding each other's hand, with beaming smiles bound in official ceremony of wedding , a thin layer of mist formed in his eyes .

Bless the moment ,God bestowed this little orphanage with these two angels. Swara and Sanskaar .Little flowers always stood small. A simple orphanage , Hardly people knew about it, other than few in vicinity. Not officially listed. The Sunday Mass only had few regulars and funds were little too. Though every kid was welcomed with open arms and heart, Yet the future of kids worried him . Basic amenities, education , was provided but it's a fact that ,these kids in orphanage are deprived of most of privileges.And these two have just transformed this little orphanage into something new ,pumped in new life, infused it with joy and happiness . Never ever in his dreams he thought they would have a trust fund ensuring the safe future of kids, and patrons, they were quite a few number now , and he had no worry about the fate , for he knew it is in able and loved hands and it will be .

It's not just Father Benedict but few more eyes turned teary. Sekhar Gadodia stood in front pew watching his Shona .Like every father he harboured many dreams for her , right from the minute he took his little princess in his hands. She was their joy.Every year that passed by as he watched her grow into young little girl, He wanted his daughter to have best . Though he started his business small...It soon escalated rapidly into a successful venture ..and he owe this to his Gudiya. He still recalled her demands for a prince charming on a white horse, how he laughed out and promised he would get her one ... someone who would love her as much as they do , treasure her. But that one bitter truth crashed their little world and they resigned to fate . Swara left to Mumbai.

They have agreed not to visit Swara in Mumbai .. she didn't want them too. It wasn't easy decision to let her go ..when she needed them the most ... but Swara thought otherwise. She wanted to save them from pain and turmoil in turn . He didn't even realise when his little child has grown up ..

"Pata hi nahi chla ki hamari shona itni badi kab ho gayi ..kaash ..kaash mysti .. hum kuch karpaate ...kaash.." He hated the helplessness he felt

"Hamari bachi ke saath hi kyu Sekhar ...humne kabhi kisi ka bura nahi chaha ..phir.. Abhi kya uski ...mar..mar ne ki umar hai uski .."Sharmistha broke down .. Sekhar pulled her close and both held each other for long .

It had been tough in initial days .. the constant worry of Swara being alone . She didn't want to stay with Mehra's as well but as the days passed , and turned to months .. things got better . Sekhar felt change in Swara after her association with Little Flowers. She sounded more happy and cheerful .. There are times when he felt proud watching her stand up to the crisis life threw at her , take on it with a smile , yet ..he couldn't help but wish for a miracle.

His eyes moved over to person standing before his daughter, gazing at her with all worldly love . Sanskaar Maheswari. The miracle that happened in his daughter's life .

He knew Sanskaar, much before he met . He heard from shona over phone about their time in Little Flowers , that happiness that sparkled in her voice everytime she spoke about him, and the pain when she abruptly came down to Kolkata running away from him. He stood silently listening to her , He understood her reasons

"Bahut pyaar karte ho na usse," she looked up at him with tears and simply nodded.

He gently held her hand " Ek baar usse bata kar tho dekho shona...shayad woh..," he paused looking at slight disapproval in her eyes "aur kab tak bhagoge beta," he asked her and she didn't have an answer. He still recalled her phone call one night , her painful voice still ringing in his ears,

" Thod diya maine usse baba, sab .. sab khatam kardiya."

From her words all these days , he knew Sanskaar loved his daughter no less, and it's not just his heart his daughter had broken .. she would break with him too . He wished she would tell him the truth and let him take a call . He deserved to know the truth, didn't he? But he left her to decide... and after few days her decision to move in with Sanskaar. He didn't protest. His daughter is capable and mature enough to knew right and wrong ..it was her life , her decision to choose. When he heard they wanted to get married he had his own apprehensions . Marriage was big decision .. and he wanted them to be sure ... because even for a minute if Sanskaar regretted his decision .. his Shona would be broken . He can't let that happen.It was tough to believe someone would be willing to put entire life at stake in name of love.

But when Sanskaar and Swara flew down to kolkata one day ... and when he met Sanskaar ..his every doubt faded.The love and determination he had seen in his eyes for Swara and that one line "Uncle, Swara meri zindagi hain .Sirf Pyaar karna nahi .. usse nibhana bhi jaanta hoon."

Sekhar smiled through tears took him into a hug.Sharmistha and Swara stood watching them both equally teary. Sekhar knew Sanskaar's father was not every keen on , in fact might be against this alliance, and he didn't blame him . His concerns were totally understood.Perhaps he would have reacted the same .

Then Swara took him to the tour of their house and then to her room..where Sanskaar got a glimpse of Swara's childhood , her college days in albums . Her room reflected music , colours, few of their photographs and then there was huge poster of Salman khan , where he stood with his bulging biceps , disarming smile ..and guitar from O o Jaane jaana .. which had Swara giggling watching Sanskaar's expression.

" You are not planning to set up something like this back at our place ...Not this shirtless one at least.." Sanskaar eyed the poster with contempt

" Well .. Well .. I see some smokes and fumes .. "Swara giggled further and wound her arms around his neck "Did I manage to make u jealous?"She asked smiling and curious

"A bit ,yes .. "Sanskaar smiled back pulling her further close " but I recall someone saying my biceps are much better than this guy and I have posed with guitar too ... so that's second criteria.. And he leaned closer, his eyes teasing "Do u want me get shirtless too ?" he softly whispered in her ears ,felt her cheeks turn warm. Shona' he whispered again pressing his lips gently on her cheek and felt her nestle into his arms ...

They simply held each other living in the moment .

"Apna sheher nahi dikavoge?" he asked and they had set out on a tour of Kolkata .Dakshineswar Kali Mandir , Victoria Memorial Museum, Mother house,where Tomb of Mother Teresa is present, Fort William and Park street .. and Night during dinner , he was surprised to find his fav dishes , including kheer . He looked at Sharmistha who answered with a warm smile "Woh Shona ne kaha ki tumhe bahut pasand hain .. iss liye ," and he felt loved. He was accepted with open arms with no question could clearly see the easy banter and lively atmosphere the family shared and he missed his mom ... Dad too .Wish they were part of this moment too.

He was granted leave from work with no questions, though that caught him by a bit surprise, usually not permitted much while serving notice period.He wondered why ...but soon he joined back in discussion with his extended family and after one more day they returned back to Mumbai .

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The cheer and applause from crowd in church jolted Sekhar out of his thoughts and he clapped too, joining the bunch of kids and nuns as Swara and Sanskaar were declared man and wife .

"Dear Father .."Sanskaar turned to Father Benedict and asked in low tone , " I guess you missed the kiss your bride part..Do I get to .. " He paused as Swara nudged him gently , her cheeks warming .. which had Sanskaar smiling joined by Father Benedict .

Father Benedict cleared his throat and nodded.Sanskaar muttered a quick thank you turned towards Swara his eyes full of mischief .

"You are not going to kiss me before all this kids , are you?"Swara asked looking around .

Sanskaar leaned forward , " That's my motive behind getting married here in church ,, I get to kiss you officially , " he said teasingly " And ...you didn't think I am going to let a chance like this slip away." Swara lowered her head smiling Sanskaar can be such a tease sometimes .

He leaned much further , his breath close to hers " Happy Married life Mrs Swara Sanskaar Maheswari," he whispered softly in her ear kissed her lightly on cheek .. which had cheer erupting from spectators .Wish you the same Mr.Sanskaar Maheshwari " she whispered back.

They clicked few quick pictures ...and walked out holding hands , with Sekhar by side. They had another marriage to attend.

Back in Car Sanskaar held Swara's hand...

"Yakeen nahi hota ki hum do baar shaadi kar rahe hain ,ek hi din " she looked at their joined hands .The little stone on hers and silver band in his hand shone like they are one.

" Pata hain iska matlab kya hain princess," He asked softly ,that had her looking at him curious."Double shaadi matlab Double infinity" He brought their joined hands and pressed them to him lips ..and held them close to his heart.

Infinity .. She wished it was true.From past 3 weeks , if felt as if her life was normal,no impending doom.Sometimes it didn't even occur to her that , all this might be just for few more months.. And it felt too good to be true. She wanted to believe .. and wished they would be together for infinity , alas the truth is otherwise .Yet at this moment , she didn't want to think of anything else. She just got married to love of her life, at one of most lovable places which is close to them, and now they are headed for another wedding, with all hindu rituals - a fusion of Marwari and Bengali style . Last few weeks had been nothing but whirlwind. Everything fell into the place ,like it was magic, like destiny is playing its part, giving them these moments of happiness ,to live and cherish.. And still it all felt like dream.

She leaned on to his shoulder..his one arm wrapped around her holding her closer and both recalled the events that led to this moment .

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A day after returning back from Kolkata ..

Sanskaar walked into his Dad's cabin , "Aapne bulaya ..Da.. "he paused ... "Sir.. he added. Old habits die hard .. he might have been disowned but nothing could deny the fact that Sanskaar Maheswari owed major part of his professional success to the roots laid by Durgaprasad Maheswari, His first mentor , his Guru .. His Dad .

Durgaprasad nodded slightly and signalled him to take the seat.Silenced rued both the sides

" I want you to take this back " Durgaprasad pushed letter forward on the table and Sanskaar instantly recognised it - His resignation letter. He looked at his dad trying to understand where this discussion would be headed . There's no way he's taking back his resignation or extending his notice period with just a week left ... his thoughts halted with his dad's voice .

" I have a deal for you ..which might interest you." He waited watching Sanskaar stiffen then there was a smile ..clear mocking . .Another Deal . How many blank cheques are being offered this time or at what price was I being tagged Sanskaar wanted to ask his Dad ..but he held back, guarded his expression .. " I am sorry , but I don't think I would be interested in any deals offered. he stated straightly."

Durgaprasad leaned back in his chair , considered him for a moment , " I assume you still remember one of important rules in business. Never say no to deal without hearing out because it might ..."

"Cost you later " Sanskaar completed it for him. Of course he remembered . He simply nodded in consent that he was ready to hear out and after few minutes . Sanskaar walked out of his Dad's cabin ..silent and lost in his thoughts.

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That night

Sanskaar watched Swara tossing veggies in pan in kitchen .He sat on kitchen counter , munching on cookies she made for him ..but his mind went back to discussion he had with his Dad.

"Swara ..."

Hmm .. Swara replied ,busy checking on flavours.

Few days back He knew Swara met his dad he return the cheque , but she didn't give him any snippets of discussion . When he asked she just smiled , " Ye hum dono ka secret hain, main nahi batane wali " she answered playfully and he didn't probe further. He just wanted to know if his Dad threw any further insults , which might have hurt her ,even if he did , she wouldn't say a word ... he wished not , but today he wanted to know , because he sensed a change in demeanour of his dad

" Dad se tumhare kya baat huyi thi? "he asked which halted Swara for a moment and she turned towards him " Kya hua? Kuch Kaha uncle ne?" she asked worried if had spoken too much that day . Was Uncle offended in anyway?

Sanskaar sighed.. She is worrying now .." Idhar aao "he extended his hand ..and she took it , his hands held her waist.His fingers traced her face slightly , smoothed her frown between eyes

" Woh dad chahthe the ki main apna resignation wapas lelu ..."Her eyes widened .. and he noticed a little smile playing hide and seek on her lips. His fingers played with her loose hair " unho ne kaha ... I can take a sabbatical for few months , Paid leave ... and I can programme manage the work from home ... and come to office only when it's absolutely needed." and now that smile surfaced on her lips bright and beautiful .

"Sachi Sanskaar! " she hugged him with delight . He held her too recalling his dad's words before he left the cabin,' "Since we are accepting your demands , I don't think you have a need to leave your job... We expect you to be part of Maheswari group further as well."

Swara drew back ... " Tum khush nahi ho .? "she asked

"No ..It's just that .. I still can't believe Dad ne ..itni asani se ... He shrugged his shoulder. Swara held his cheek gently " Sanskaar ... pyaar karte hain woh tumse ..and you can't blame him . Yaad hain Baba ne kaha tha ki agar woh tumhare ada ke jaagh hote tho bhi shaayad woh aise hi react karte hain ..

Sanskaar held her hand on his cheek and nodded , "And you know what ! Dad ne kaha tha .. I should take some lessons from you .. he feels you would make an amazing deal maker and I totally agree." he smiled at her softly . She managed to do something which he couldn't . He always felt she had magic around her, an aura

" Hmm .. woh toh hai ... " she smiled back , "Ab aise mat dekho .. main nahi batane wali kya baat hua hamare beech.Swara drew back , " And you know what!, may be uncle is right ! You strictly need some lessons.. Jaake jhagda karne wale the na tum ..

"Ji madam .. "Sanskaar jumped off counter startling Swara for a minute .. who smiled turned back to cooking ... giving final touches, but stilled as she felt his hands holding her from behind. They slid around her slim waist, bit bared by her crop top ... and simple caresses of his thumb . She bit her lip .. his touch felt exquisite shooting sensations right through her .His lips on her neck , she forget to breathe.

"Sanskaar .. "she wondered she was able to speak .. "Kya kar rahe ho? She whispered faintly,trying desperately to make some sense of surroundings which felt hazy at the moment.

"Trying to take some serious lessons "he whispered back blowing softly into her ear ..which had her tremble. Swara smiled faintly .. this romantic especially flirtatious side of him, she discovered recently .Now his lips moved freely grazing her neck , his hands held her waist firm hold " Are u gonna charge me something for this lessons," he teased her .His teeth caught her earlobe for a split of second ...and she moaned involuntarily with pleasure that shot right through her. She turned back, facing him .. breathing heavily .Her heart thudded faster and faster ... his eyes just made it race further . He pressed her close ..backed up himself on refrigerator , pulling her with him.

"Did I say how much I love you ...and I am crazy about you ,"his hands dove into her hair , tugging in gentle hold. His lips crushed on hers and after a minute she responded back with equal fervor .Her fingers laced into his hair as their lips played around with each other, fusing again and again .As they parted he leaned closer, burying his face in her neck stayed there for a while. He gave into the moment..she did too but he wouldn't do something which she might not be comfortable with.. Tell me If I am crossed the line. he murmured.

Oh how much did she love him . She had seen flaring passion in his eyes ...yet he was holding back for her . Oh if he knew how it felt to be touched by him.Emotionally .. they are bound so strongly yet physical proximity was still new for them . Barring few kisses and hugs ..It had always been grounded, never spoken about.

"Do u know how it felt? "she asked ,her fingers tracing his hair . He drew back wondering what she meant...and when she leaned closer , he knew what she meant... how it feels . The feel of her lips on his neck, pressing light feathery kisses ..moving from one end to other.

"Sw..ara... "his voice came like a more husky whisper ..and had no clue of all wild sensations running through him . They were all new .. like liquid fire is coursing through him .. and when she bit his ear..he had enough. He took a turn backed her up to wall next to refrigerator .His breath was ragged ...and when she held his lips saying " This is called payback..."he could no longer hold back either she .He kissed her with a fierce intensity coupled with desire and she answered right back . His hands slid under her top ,the touch of her bare skin, just fueled him further .And when she touched him , her hands under his t shirt .. tracing him ...the kiss deepened into something neither of them could name .

When they broke apart ...they held each other trying to calm their ragged, erratic breaths and thudding hearts. " That should do for day I guess .. "he gazed at her softly, now the desire swelled by love . Swara smiled and touched his forehead "For day 1 lesson .. Yes," she told in low tone. They smiled . Next minute he picked her up in his arms, she buried her face in his neck as he carried her into their room.

" Did you turn the stove off? " he asked wondering idly he might have burnt their dinner and smiled when she said " The minute you put your hands on me ..I did," Now their easy teasing mode back . He settled them both on couch in balcony ...and they stayed in silence for while .

"So what did you decide ... ?" She paused for a minute " I think you should stay back Sanskaar. Maheswari Group needs you and Uncle as well . He might not voice it out but ... " she lifted her face from his neck to look at him .

Sanskaar nodded in consent knowing what she meant.

"You asked me what I told to Uncle ... Swara spoke again " I just told him the truth, how much we love each other and need each other ..nothing more,nothing less. "She nestled back into arms

"I think it worked Sanskaar murmured softly kissing her forehead.

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Annapurna Maheswari tried to appear calm.Today morning when Sanskaar called and told he want to come down with Swara to seek their blessings as they intend to get married.. And Sanskaar's insistence of his dad being present too had her worried . Annapurna recalled last encounter between her husband and son which led him away . She desperately wished her husband would not push limits further, let the relations be mended. These days her husband surprised her often . One such surprise came in form of their visit to Little Flowers , and she released her husband chose the day when Sanskaar left to kolkata to meet Swara's Parents.

Durgaprasad Maheshwari had his reasons to visit Little Flowers. That name had been quite familiar and he knew Swara and Sanskaar , hold that place closely and from Annapurna's words ,it was clear Little Flowers played a major role in bonding them. If it had been part of NGO Projects which Maheshwari Group had taken officially, It would have been under his purview , but this was unlisted and he wanted to visit .. but at that point he had no clue it would be a life changing experience .

When he stepped out of Car along with Annapurna , followed by Kunal, who led them, what met his sight was a little building .. attached with a church . It was no where like those fancy NGO's with huge buildings and infrastructure .There was a huge play ground with merry go around , sliders , swing set, basketball hoop ... There were kids playing around , somewhere scattered on steps and verandah with books.Annapurna scanned surroundings curiously . So this is the place Though she never payed visit , Little Flowers had been a quite familiar name.

Then they met father Benedict . They were warmly welcomed ... and Father Benedict took him around talking about difference Sanskaar made to this place and in the life of this kids . Durgaprasad and Annapurna felt their hearts swelling with same pride that reflected in eyes of Father Benedict and they knew Swara is loved equally there . " Swara is like life of Little Flowers "Sister Nancy told them fondly taking them for a tour .There were few photographs of them framed beautifully on wall ... DP noted how relaxed and happy Sanskaar looked besides Swara and kids.

The Sanskaar Maheswari he knew was closed.

" Yahi tho problem haina dad , aapne hamesha Sanskaar maheswari ko dekha .. ek baar Sanskaar ko dekhiye " Those words rushed back to him

" Kitna khush lag raha hai," Annapurna gently traced Sanskaar's photograph , Durga Prasad just nodded silently . Then they met kids " Bacho ye Sanskaar bhaiya ki parents hain " Sister Nancy introduced them ... and Annapurna and DurgaPrasad noted the smiles that bloomed on hearing Sanskaar's name . There were so many of them .. Manu who told how bhaiyaa taught him games on his phone ,Rana who told them cricket tales , Sneha who showed them sketches, Anshu ..and list went on . "Sanskaar bhaiyya aur Swara didi hamare favorite hain, " One kid told them

"Aur ye Swara aur Sanskaar favorite hain, " Little Angel walked in baby steps holding Sister Nancy's hand. Annapurna instinctively reached out to that adorable kid. She recalled Sanskaar mentioning her once . Angel fidgeted expressing her displeasure in hands on newcomers, when Sister nancy took name of Sanskaar , She smiled and clapped her hands in glee . Annapurna eyes turned misty . Her son was loved ...so much . She looked at her husband .. but she could make out nothing.

And when they left little flowers after few hours ... They rode back silently.

DP sat alone in his study room . . In corporate world he lived where every smile had a hidden motive , every words is measured and every move is calculated..Those smiles, that warmth ..everything he experienced today was genuine and straight from heart .. and he was moved.

He had never been good in expressing his love and emotions . He always carried serious stature , for he always felt emotions just weakens a person .. and there's no need for them to spelled out May be that's why he couldn't get close to Sanskaar like Annapurna, though he loved him dearly. May be that's where he went wrong . He failed to understand his son, what he wanted. That smile in photograph .. it still haunted him . How many times had he seen Sanskaar giving that smile around him and in office . Not even once . He had always looked for Sanskaar Maheshwari, maybe it's time he should look up to just Sanskaar .

He pulled the cheque he kept carefully in drawer ...and his eyes lingered on those words for a long time.

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Awkward silence ruled for a while in hall of Maheswari Mansion. Swara and Sanskaar sat facing Durgaprasad. Annapurna silently watched her eyes moving to and fro from her husband who sipped tea, his gaze intent on Swara and Sanskaar.

"Dad.."

Durgaprasad felt a jolt . He missed Sanskaar calling him Dad. It had been Sir all these days, But he was careful in not letting his feelings out .

" Woh Main aur Swara .. shaadi karna chahte hain ... iss liye hum maa aur aapse ... Before he could complete Durgaprasad rose from his chair and Sanskaar, Swara exchanged a look then looked at Annapurna who looked equally troubled .

" Swara ...

Hearing her name Swara became alert and stood up "Ji..Uncle. she muttered quickly walking up to him . Durgaprasad cleared his voice , " Hum tumhare maa, papa se milne chahte hain .. ho sake tho unhe yaha bulalo ..agar woh nahi aa sakte hum kolkata chalenge, Annapurna ke saath .. tum dono ki rishte ki baat karne . and there was jaw dropping silence around . None of them could believe their ears..and Sanskaar stood shell shocked equally as Annapurna . It was only Swara who smiled at Durgaprasad her eyes spelling out thank you ... and Dp acknowledged with smile There was a silent exchange of understanding. He placed her hand on her head ,

" Khush raho " was all he said . He looked at Sanskaar and walked inside.

"Maa... Main abhi aaya .. "Sanskaar looked at his mom then at Swara who nodded in understanding and followed his Dad.

Durgaprasad stood silent .He sensed Sanskaar behind him . They stood silent for a while. Sanskaar simply walked closer.. And held him from behind . Tears trickled down from eyes of Durgaprasad Maheshwari .. which was rare .

" Thanks Dad... and I am sorry. "Sanskaar's voice choked. Not saying a word Durga Prasad turned back and hugged his son. They didn't need words . It was forgiven and forgotten . Annapurna wiped her tears looking at them .. she held Swara's hand " Ye sab tumhare wajah se hua hai Swara.. Sirf tumhari wajah se hame hamare beta aur parivaar wapas mil gaya..Thank you beta."Swara smiled through tears and hugged Annapurna . This is what she wished for ,Sanskaar to have everything back as it is .. she can't ask for more .

They drove back after lunch .For Sanskaar ,It was such a pleasant sight watching his mom and Swara in kitchen together, busy cooking and he caught up with his Dad , on business and latest developments after a long time.

Swara stepped into their apartment all bubbling " Sanskaar mujhe toh yakeen nahi hota hi uncle maan gaye ... aur aunty itna acha khaana banati haina .. God! She s a pro . main na unse saare recipes lene wali hoon aur .. Sanskaar watched her admiringly as she went on and on .. her eyes sparkling with happiness .. " tum dekhna marwari khaana banana bhi jaldi seekh lungi aur Maa baba kitna khush honge na ... I mean ..Sanskaar.., "and she didn't seem to stop any sooner untill Sanskaar pulled her into his arms . There was potent admiration in his eyes, as usual Swara felt lost in those depths . He held her cheeks in gentle caress " Thank you Swara.." That was all he could utter , its because of her and only her , things had fallen into place . He kissed her forehead held there for long ...telling her everything he wanted to say.

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The meet between Sekhar Gadodia and Durgaprasad Maheswari went well.The Marwari roots they shared definitely helped followed by business talks.Durgaprasad was soon to realise how wrong he was dismissing someone just on basis of naam , khaandaan, jaati and all , how easily one tend judge people based on own perceptions. Sekhar held very deep intricate knowledge on business ...which had left Durga Prasad Maheshwari in awe and when Durgaprasad broached the topic how wrong he had been , Sekhat instantly replied his concerns were absolutely understood , none of them held anything against him , in fact they are extremely grateful and touched by the way Swara had been accepted into the family despite her health condition.

Annapurna and Sharmistha bonded well too ..and given all of them knew how every ticking moment was precious for Swara and Sanskaar, with no further delay ... marriage preparations have started.

No one protested When Swara and Sanskaar wanted to be bonded officially in Little flowers too.That place held huge significance in their life.Their first meet, their first hug, their first fight ..then patch up ... and it held many more special moments to be cherished.Sekhar accompanied them as he had to walk his daughter down the aisle . Others would have loved to attend but they had other arrangements to be taken care of .

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"Pandit ji ... Saari tayyariyaan ho gaye. Aur kuch chahiye ?" Annapurna checked with panditji .Sharmistha walked in just then " Annapurna ji , woh Sekhar ka phone aaya hain .waha se nikal chuke hain.. Aate hi honge. "Annapurna smiled and nodded . Sharmistha joined her too in overlooking arrangements .

"Koi kami nahi honi chahiye pandit ji ,"Durgaprasad Maheshwari said over looking the arrangements. He would have preferred marriage to be an extravagant , after all it's Maheswari scion who is getting married but had to give into demand of simple marriage by Swara and Sanskaar.They chose to get married in Mandir, which Annapurna very frequently visited and believed in but willingly abided , when Dp wanted reception on his lines.

After an hour and half/ two hours

Amidst Vedic chants, Swara and Sanskaar took their saath pheras around sacred fire holding each other's hand taking vows of love, duty, respect, fidelity and a fruitful union and to be companions forever.Dressed in red and gold bridal outfit chosen by her Annapurna, while Swara looked utterly gorgeous , Sanskaar looked no less dashing in Maroon and cream coloured Sherwani, They exchanged varmala and that pious moment where Sanskaar adorned Swara's maang with pinch of sindoor , their eyes met with same utter devotion for each other and held each other captive for long. And when he graced her neck with mangalsutra.. That moment every eye turned teary especially of Sekhar and Sharmistha.

" Kabhi socha nahi tha ki ... aisa bhi din aayega .. jab shona ko aise ..." Sharmistha choked her words and Sekhar held her trying to reign his emotions too . Annapurna quickly wiped off her happy tears ..and turned to her husband who looked equally emotional minus tears. Sanskaar and Swara held each other's hand ,"ab hamara aap se dubara shaadi ho gayi princess .. kaha tha na double infinity," Sanskaar whispered drawing a shy smile from Swara

"Vivah Sampann hua - ab aap bado ka ashirwaad lijiye "Pandit ji's voice echod in Mandir .There were teary smiles , abundant blessings and love showered on newly wed couple.

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That night

Standing near huge glass door of their bedroom .. Swara watched downpour . It looked as if heaven opened up and water hammered down ,in form of silver liquid drops.

Tip ..Tip.. Tip.

The sound of rain always fascinated her ,sometimes it sounded as sweet as lullaby , soothing melodious, like a song , while stormy and thundering sometimes ,like it has rhythm of its own.As those little sparkles from sky kissed her extended hands ,Swara felt rush of memories .Rain ...Well ,She always loved rain.As a kid it held many memories ... sweet happy ones .Paper boats , jumping into puddles squealing with delight followed by thrashing by maa,and that little rhyme .. rain rain go away, Little shona wants to play. As the years ... passed that sweet earthy smell, the tiny droplets hanging on to leaves, and the wind in the air, dancing in the rain and then being cuddled up in a warm blanket ,sipping piping hot adrak waali chai watching the drops trickle down from window.

Swara held her hands up letting the raindrops kiss her . From the henna adorning her palms .. her eyes held on S which strikingly stood out.She turned her palms down ... and a stone twinkled ... next to a gold ring with S on it from their sagai which was close knit affair like rest of marriage ceremonies. There was Haldi , and Sangeet ... a fun filled one, where for everyones surprise , Durga Prasad Maheshwari and Annapurna performed on "aae meri zohra jabeen ." Sansaar noticed from past few weeks his Dad had been quite open about his admiration and how thankful he is to have Annapurna in his life which he never voiced out, and that glow on his mom's face . Sanskaar smiled and turned to Swara .. who in coral and peach lehenga choli , with sideswept hair looked utterly breathtaking.

"Ye tumhara idea tha? I don't believe tumne dad ko mana liya .. "Now her Dad and Swara were best friends on block . Swara gave him a proud look followed by beautiful smile which held his breath " Ab secret jaan nahi padega..batavona Swara ," He asked bringing his sweetest tone .

" No chance Mr . Maheswari, Main nahi batane wali," she poked her tongue out but his next lines had her blushing to the root," Should I take some lessons to spill secrets out," he teasingly whispered into her ear ,his lips brushing slightly over them. Then Sekhar and Sarmistha danced on "udd jab jab zulfen teri "their ease and chemistry evidently visible . Then there were kids from little flowers who danced on bollywood numbers and the usual calm sedate hall of Maheswari Mansion came alive with music and dance , laughter and joy that night . Sanskaar and Swara danced on "Tennu leke main javanga, Salam - e - ishq "and few other numbers and their hands never left each other .

At the end of every ceremony , they came back to their place ...where they would steal time for themselves .. just two of them and that night once back .. they danced together on silent number "Bahon ke darmiyaan " swaying just like they did on their first date. It was slow sensual and what not . That was first time his lips moved past her neck, down the shoulders which had her shuddering with pleasure , when her lips and hands traced contours of his torso .. he equally shuddered . It felt like with every passing day physical barriers between them melted down slowly.From that night of their heated session in kitchen, they took it slowly, one step a time making themselves familiar with each other touch and needs ,That initial hesitation taken over by comfort ... Sometimes they would just be content holding each other .. a hug and a kiss. Sometimes the need felt insatiable.Every Time she would see the flaming desire and passion in his eyes ..but at the end it subsidized into love ..and he held back . Swara knew it .Was he afraid he would hurt her ? Did he feel she wouldn't be comfortable crossing the already blurred lines , or was it her health...she had no clue. She was plagued with her own doubts which she didn't shy away in asking one of lady doctors in Cancer foundation , If it would be fine or will it pose any complications or risk for either of them ,if they take step ahead . She already know Cancer is not contagious other than few like cervical, oral , prostate etc ..which might pose risk ...but ...

" Swara .. it's about mutual understanding and how comfortable partners are with each other. Waise bhi abhi tum treatment bhi nahi le rahi ho .. so I dont think it should pose any problems. She recalled doctor's words .

Swara knew her Sanskar wouldn't be bothered even they didn't consummate, but she didn't want him to deprive of any right he holds on her. It's not about physical need ... but the need to belong to him in every way she can ..be his , Sanskaar ki Swara ,in every sense with heart, body and soul ..the need to feel complete .

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Sanskaar watched her from entrance of room. Adorable she looked even in that simple knee length nightwear . The little smile on her lips feeling the raindrops on her palms , . Oh! How much he loved her . Today when she walked down the aisle to reach him in that floor length white wedding down with bunch of flowers, the feeling that coursed through him .. He struggled to find words but Manu helped him out " Didi bikul pari lag rahi hain na bhaiyaa," he said watching her in equal awe .. and Sanskaar smiled . Pari..meaning fairy .. that's the exact word that would fit her because she truly looked like one "jo aasmaan se utarke mere liye aayi hain," he thought or a princess straight out of fairytale.

She already tagged him as her 'prince charming' on that night on terrace " Soch thi thi ..prince na godhe pe aata hain ..lekin mera prince main Eon main aaya tha," He chuckled recalling her words . He drove in an Eon borrowed from Kunal for first time to Little flowers ditching his BMW ...and got an Eon to himself later.He sighed contentedly watching her ...he can just spend an eternity doing the same . He slowly walked towards her .

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Swara felt a jolt first then smiled as his hand held hers,both now being kissed by rain drops . Already held in his hands from behind Swara leaned back .. feeling the warmth of his body . Her head just reached his chin , making them fit into each other perfectly . She sighed as his hold tightened around her, snuggled more comfortable in his embrace .Silence did talking for sometime .

"Sanskaar Kya tume kabhi baarish main khade hoke mujhse I love u kaha ?" she asked which surprised him ..Yes he did ..It was in rain he first uttered those three words to himself on night of gala event . He still remembered the joy he felt ...as the feeling that he is in love with Swara dawned upon him.

" Haan ...Lekin tumhe?"

" Tumhe pata hain uss raat main bhaag ke tumhare paas kyu aayi. Kyunki mujhe laga ki tumne mujhe pukara tha .. mere naam liya ... main khud ko rokh nahi paayi . "she told softly which surprised him further.

Swara ... his own scream rushed to him when he sank down and cried out her name that night when he drunk beyond limit.

He never gave a thought but .. now it feels .. they share a kind of cosmic connection when they can hear each other, feel each other even from miles away.

Swara ...

Shhh ... She turned back, her fingers on his lips . "Kuch mat kaho.. "and he didn't say a word lost in her eyes . "Maine tumhe koi wedding gift nahi diya," she said .He removed her hand from his mouth " Maine bhi nahi diya...so is that a complaint Mrs. Maheswari." He held her chin , tipped up smiling .

" Tumne mujhe sab kuch diya hain Sanskaar .. lekin aaj main tumhe kuch dena chahthi hoon.."

Acha! .. his smile widened and then softened " Tum ho .. aur kya chahiye Swara .. All I need is you " his hands now cupped her cheeks, " Waise I am curious too ...But I am not sure If you would left the secret out or should I ...He paused with naughty glint in his eyes. " Acha Bolo Kya hain."

She looked into his eyes deeply, he gazed back captivated

"Waqt"

Before he could have more questions she answered , " Maine Dr. Rahul se baat kiya, unhone ne kaha ki agar treatment abhi shuru karenge ..tho shayad, she paused and he stood rooted .She wants to get treated ..but ..

" Lekin Swara .. tumhe tho," he asked torn between emotions .She didn't want to all these days, and the pain that would give .. but now " Kyu Swara?"

"Sanskaar ...main nahi jaanti mere paas kitan waqt hain lekin ...agar main tumhe ek pal bhi iss zindagi se jyada de sakhu .. ek pal jyada aur tumhare saath jeesaku .. tho...main jeena chahthi hoon Sanskaar .. uss ek ek pal..." she had tears in her eyes ... he had too. One moment more with with him is what she craved for now . one more moment to live , one more moment to love him and being loved by him , one more moment to live his dreams... one more moment before it all ends... just one moment ..more .All this years may she had given up ...she had been telling herself she made peace but may be she didn't fight enough , she didn't fight hard ... she had no regrets for past .. but now ... she wanted to fight ...she wanted to live..one more moment with him.

She is doing this for him ... just for him .. for them . Though he stood by her decision not to get treated and respected it , somewhere deep down he wanted her to .. for his own selfish need ..to have her in his life for as much time as possible ... to live with her , laugh with her and for the that one moment of life with her ,he wouldn't mind dying thousand times again and again and now.. She is giving him that moments ...that time . Swamped with emotions he pulled her into his hands .. and hugged her like there is no tomorrow .And she sunk right in his arms.. "Thank you Swara" he silently muttered , pressing little kisses on her forehead. " This is the best gift I can ask for.

After what seemed like an eternity Swara drew back wiped her tears , and his tears too ." Kya tumne kabhi baarish main kiss kiya hain?" She asked drawing a frown from him . It was a sudden shift of topic .. that left him a bit confused .He nodded in negative . She held his hand led him out to balcony where that rain was still pouring in ..and he didn't protest. They were drenching slowly .. but stood facing each other , her hold still warm on his hand .

" Wanna try?" she smiled back to her cheerful self " Waise Mr.Maheswari .. you still owe me a wedding gift... and I might demand one right .." before she could finish,he pulled her with a jerk which landed her right into his hands , her body crushed to his ...and time froze. He would give away his life for her .. a kiss was nothing . His eyes traveled down to her lips, back to her eyes ,then back to her lips .. wet , trembling , parted in invitation with rain drops flowing over them . He knew they tasted like sweet nectar, he wanted to taste it, taster her and he did. At the touch of his lips she gasped. For next few minutes she was blank other than all those sweet, hot tingling sensations coursing through her.His lips nudged her, teased her in bits like a sweet assault and she welcomed it clinging to him, shuddering one minute and melting in another. It was gentle and coaxing first, urging her to open up for him and she did.The minute his tongue slid into hers and stroked ..she arched into him their wet drenched bodies pressed as one .

He kissed her thoroughly, exploring the depths of her mouth with his tongue and she gave into in him . They parted after what seemed like hours . He drew back for a second to steal a glance at her..Her face flushed, her eyes still closed, she clung to him , her breath hot. Her lashes fluttered open ..and they met his briefly. Sanskaar lowered his head touched his jaw to her cheek, savoring the feel of her in his arms.Closing her eyes she leaned onto him , still feeling dazed. Every Time he held her she felt alive, cherished and loved .They stood holding each other till rain soaked them completely .None felt the need to move.

"So, Mrs Maheswari ...is this how you thought it would be, kissing in rain."

"This is much better .. "she looked at him , he smiled at her warmly , his fingers tracing her cheek in soft caress . " Aur kuch?' he asked . Silently she rose to her feet ...her lips brushed his cheek ,then moved down to his chin, then to other cheek, his lips then down his neck , .His one hand dug into her waist .What was she doing to him.It was a light feathery yet, it woke nerves beneath him,when he felt her teeth on his neck , grazing it first litting fire , then soothing it with her kiss ,he groaned deep with pleasure taking her name . When she did that again he had enough .. His fingers laced into her damp hair,curled, and tugged them to face him ..His breath came in quick short bursts, his eyes fired with passion.

"Aur kitna pagal banana chahti ho tum mujhe.." he asked tugging her inch closer .

She leaned ,till their breaths were ready to mingle "I want to be yours Sanskaar Complete me." she whispered against his lips ,her voice deep and firm .His eyes widened first , then questioned if she was sure . She closed her eyes, touched his lips in answer and he answered right back sweeping her off feet , carrying her inside.

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Their rain tossed garments touched the ground as they bared themselves to each other .He held tight, her legs straddled across his hips ..her hands wrapped around his shoulders .It was still drizzling outside, but Swara felt as if raindrops were trickling down her skin..like his kisses ,hot and wet ,melting and burning her at same time . He moved with slow easy finesse across her body , his fingers caressed her as though he wanted to etch every inch of her into his memory .When it was her turn , he took her hands guided them to places he wanted to be touched and groaned when her lips took over her hands and then he tasted her in places which had her quivering and trembling in pleasure ..eliciting deep long moans from her throat ,crying out his name in mindless chant.

When he pressed her onto soft mattress, felt each other completely , It was no longer a soft drizzle ..but a storm sweeping them off .Their wet bodies moved against each other like driven by some mindless yearning. " You will tell me if it hurts, "she told her as he reached for her , she nodded still lost in passion he unleashed upon her " You could never hurt me " she wanted to say but those words died down as he pressed himself into depths of her softness. There was moment of pain which came and went just like that. He kissed her ,soothed her .. waited for her , till she joined him.He held her hands , his fingers interlaced with hers just like their bodies. Their eyes met, locked .Their bodies met and moved in a rhythm slow first then almost as violent and explosive as thunder and lightening outside , but very soon desire held control, and was steered by love. There were sighs, shudders, endearments , ragged breaths , murmured whispers, long deep moans filling the room .When they reached the peak she arched below him rising from bed ,crying his name swept into world of ecstasy , followed by him.

As she fell back on bed two teardrops trickled down her eyes from the unbridled passion , they shared few seconds ago .. Their hearts and breaths raced frantically as they both tried to gain back their scattered senses . Damp and dazed when he rose from her ,drops of sweats trickled from his chin , dropped onto her wet body .When she opened her eyes , they were clear and she was stuck by wave of tenderness, his eyes spelled . Moved .. she took his name , pulled him down to her . .I love u .. he murmured with same tenderness, buried himself in waves of her hair, warmth of neck, too shaken to say anything .I love you too .. " she murmured back ,her fingers gently stroking his hair , her hands cradling him .. and they stayed joined for long as one.

"Kal hum yaha se chale jayenge .. I am gonna miss our place Sanskaar. "Swara said after sometime. Now her heart was beating in steady rhythm against his heart, his warm breath fanned over neck.Tomorrow they would be leaving to Maheswari Mansion and would be staying there from now on " Shaadi ke baad hum chahte hain ki Tum aur Swara ghar wapas aa jao, kitne dino se soona pada hua hai" she recalled Annapurna's words and Dp agreed too .

Sanskaar rose a little, " We can always come back Swara .. aur agar tum jaana nahi chahti tho .. main maa se .. "he paused as her fingers held his lips .

"Mujhe jaana hai Sanskaar ..." she removed her hand ,wound them around his neck " Waise Mr Maheswari .. I am not going let go of opportunity of becoming a good bahu ...you know susheel sanskaari .. and .. she chuckled how she sounded like tv serials bahu's

" I bet you are gonna give all tv bahu's a run for their money ... Mrs Maheswari,"Sanskaar smiled,touched her forehead tenderly. " Kal appointment lelu doctor ka ?" he asked .

"Parso lete hain .. Maa bol rahi thi ki gruh pravesh ke baad rasoi ka rasam hoga aur shayad mooh dikhayi bhi .." Sanskaar nodded in understanding , "Kheer banane waali hoon na tum " he asked and she nodded smiling , "Tumhara Fav ..and Mr Sanskaar Maheswari ..You are supposed to give me a gift tomorrow , abhi se bol rahi hoon, "she added in bossy tone.

He took a turn , holding her..pulling her on top of him. His hands brushed her hair , one hand pressed her close , Swara already fell short of breath, the touch his bare skin against hers .. a slight rub evoked all sensations she felt sometime back .Her face flushed, she wished he wouldn't notice the blush creeping onto her cheeks , spreading down to neck .. but he already did .

" Tumhare gaal itne laal kyu hai Swara ," he asked innocently his hands now smoothing down on her bareback in slow strokes.Mortified .. and absolutely aware of heat coursing through her with his touch , Swara lowered her head blushing.

"Hey shona .. "he held her cheek his fingers tracing them delicately , she lifted her lashes to meet his who gazed at her softly "Jab tumhe aise blush karti ho ..tho bahut cute lagti ho." how cute she did she look with that shy smile on her lips.

"Maa ne bataya mujhe gift ke baare main ..aur madam aapka gift already ready hain ... kal miljayega, trust me you are gonna love it ." he told her

Her eyes shone brightly curios , " Sach! Batavona ... "Sanskaar raised his eyebrow " Main kyu batau ,secret hain.. "Swara eyed him for a minute " Matlab tum batavoge nahi ? "Sanskaar nodded no, playing with her hair "Haan, agar tum mujhe manao tho ...shayad kaam ho sakta hain .."he hinted her smiling mischievously " and you know how."

Swara smiled recalling how she manofied him for moving in... she quickly placed few kisses on his cheek, chin , neck..only this time Sanskaar didn't give in easily ..and Swara had to try hard .By the time she was done ..neither of them bothered any more about secret. As they lied in each other's arms, after one more heated session

"Maine Father Benedict se baat kar liya hai ..bas kuch formalities baaki hain.. Jo kal hojayenge ".. aur phir ..."Sanskaar held her cheek lovingly, "Angel hamari hain. " felt her eyes sparkle with happiness and turn misty.Their eyes moved to photograph in center of room, the dream he had for them .. the dream which she thought would remain dream ..had no possibility of coming true ..but now, Yes If someone says miracles happen in life ...she will believe , believe that Love is always a miracle and she is lucky to have one right in her life , in front of her eyes, looking at her with same undying pure ardent love .

"I love you Sanskaar ..I love u .."she smiled through tears and hugged him , felt his lips on forehead in answer .

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In early morning wee hours, they made love once again .This time .. he held her in his arms,soothing her tremors, watched her slip in peaceful sleep, but he couldn't sleep..He didn't know what would reports say .. if they were too late ...he had no clue what destiny planned for them.

"you are my companion in life and my one true love. I will treasure our friendship and love you today, tomorrow, and forever. I will trust and honor you. I will laugh and cry with you. With unfailing love I will stand by you, through the best and the worst, through the difficult and the easy. As I have given you my hand to hold, so I give you my life to keep ,Till death do us part "those wedding vows rang in his ears...

.. Till death do us part ...Those words echoed in his ears again and again. He cradled her more close, instinctively.Nothing would keep them apart.. Nothing , not even death.

" I love you " he whispered, Life or death .. it would be with her ... His Swara

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I love you and I will love you until I die and if there's life after that .. I will love you then too.