One year later
Zabdi POV: Age - 24
I sigh disappointed as I see the results of my pregnancy test and so they came back negative. I sigh and getting out of the bathroom I go to the kitchen to cook my sadness away. At least when I'm cooking I only think about the recipe and nothing else but this time I get glimpses of the sad news between the instructions of the recipe. After a while cooking I hear the door followed by my husband's voice.
E-Dear, I'm home.
I take a breath before I speak up.
-In the kitchen.
He comes up behind me and I stop so he can kiss my cheek and hug me before he sits down.
E-What are you cooking?
-Nothing specific. Just passing time.
His expression turns a bit serious but we stay silent for a while before he speaks up.
E-Why are you crying?
-Onions.
E-I don't see any onions.
-I already got them cooking.
He stands close to me and he holds my hand on his.
E-Tell me, what is the reason you're not smiling. You can trust me. I'm your husband.
-I got the results of my gynecologist today.
E-Let me guess, they were negative.
-Hmm. I'm not pregnant. The universe hates me.
E-It will come, you'll see. We'll have our baby soon enough.
-On the bright side, we get more time to prepare and I have you all for myself a bit more and we get to keep trying.
E-That's a very happy perspective.
-I'm a happy person.
E-Let's cook something together, eat it together and we try the baby once more before going to sleep.
-Best husband ever.
E-Best wife ever. Seeing that smile there is worth everything good, bad and the waiting as well.
He kisses my nose and laughing we do as we said with a few distractions that make it last all night long.

Ilkay POV: Age - 18
I arrive to the sex club and I park in front of the building but I stay in the car nervous. Last time I was here I was eager to enter but I was a minor and not allowed in there and my brother was with me but now that I'm 18, somehow I thought this would go down differently. I grab my phone and so I call my brother, it barely rings before he answers.
Sharik-Hi bro, what's wrong?
-I'm nervous. I want to go in but seeing it now is, what if something happens in there?
Sharik-You just get in there and before you even realize it you'll be so absorbed by the atmosphere you'll be like, I don't want to get out.
-I can have sex with anyone, right?
Sharik-As long as you remember everything we learned together.
-Alright sure, wathever, bye.
I hang up and as I take a breath I get out of the car and towards the entrance where I hesitate a bit until a security guard comes to me.
?-Hey. I knew you'd come. It was your 18 birthday recently, right?
I try to speak but only two words come out.
-Speechless confusion?
?-Come with me. I'll explain in detail at the table.
I shrug and nod and so I go inside with him. Is only then that I remember who he is, he's the guard that gave me and my brother the information when we came together.
?-Here, have a soda.
He slides it across the table and I catch it. I can't help myself to smile as is an orange fanta and when I look at him he has his own grape fanta. That sparks my curiosity.
-Why you drink that instead of alcohol?
?-I find that drinking same as my buddy makes it comfortable. It also helps that you're 18 and I'm 20 so neither of us can't drink alcohol.
-That might explain why you look so young.
There's a silence between us before he speaks.
?-You know, the first time you came here I liked you.
I just look at him and he smiles.
?-Let me phrase back a bit. I never believed in love at first sight or in love at all. I was just getting laid, fucking and being fucked without any attachments.
-And you don't anymore.
?-No.
-Why?
?-You.
That gets my attention and I look at him curiously.
-Me?
?-I don't know. I wanted to follow you that night but I hoped that you would come back to the club when you were of age.
-I wished you followed. Maybe you would have been a better option that my own choice of boyfriend.
?-You got a boyfriend.
-For a little bit, I have been single for a year now.
?-So, do I get a chance with you?
-Very likely to happen. Try and conquer me.
?-How can I do that?
-The first thing you should do is take me out of here. Lessen the chances of someone else coming at me and this place doesn't really suit me.
?-Can I give you a kiss before we go out?
-Tempting, very tempting but not yet.
?-Let's go then.
As we turn to go I realize something so I hold his hand to stop him.
?-What happened?
-I forgot to ask your name. I'm Ilkay.
?-Zachary.
We share smiles and so we keep going and walking outside by ourselves.

As we walk out of the club and we walk together he's just at my side but I feel like he's a million miles away. I take that to my advantage and I look at him better. His black hair is a bit long, below the shoulders and a bit spiky. I catch a glimpse of part of a tattoo and I make a mental note to ask later. He glances at me and I feel myself blushing deeply as his honey colored eyes feel like they can look into my soul and through me.
Zack-I really like your innocence.
He grabs my hand and he pulls me to him in an alleyway.
Zack-I would like to take that innocence away.
Utterly flustered I rest my forehead on his chest as I laugh.
-Meanie. You are a bad meanie.
Zack-I'm already twisted.
-We can do a few things before that. Oh gods.
Zack-What happened?
-We came walking and unless you live close by we can't do much.
Zack-I don't live close by but there are a few hotels here that are..................good for a night.
-Lead the way.
With that we go to the hotel and even though we agreed on waiting we heat up too much and we actually made love to each other a few times before falling asleep.
I wake up in the night as my phone rings and moving off from Zack I grab the phone to answer it.
-Hello?
Sharik-Where are you?
-At my happy place.
I turn to sit up and I groan as I feel a numb pain in my lower back. I can handle it but what actually gets me is what both my brother in the phone and my lover future boyfriend in the bed ask me.
Zack & Sharik-Ilkay, are you alright?
I get back on the bed laughing at the way the question is asked. Between laughs I get away.
-Bye Sharkie.
I hang up to my brother before I turn to him on the bed.
-I'm alright.
I sneak a kiss from him before I calm down completely.
Zack-I take it your ass is sore.
-Yeah, it is, yours?
Zack-Just a little bit. I'm used to fucking guys or sucking their cocks but you're the first in my ass.
-Really?
Zack-The first real thing because I have many toys.
-I figured as................
He shuts me up with a kiss and I respond vigorously.
Zack-Be my boyfriend.
-Sure. Give me more, I want you. Give me everything. I want it all.
Zack-We belong together. To each other.
-Yes.
He fucks me first and he goes multiple ways. His dick in my ass, his tongue in my mouth and everything else but before I can get lost completely in the moment my phone rings.
-Damn.
Zack-Answer. You can multitask and I can stay silent.
He kisses my neck and my body and his thrusts become harder and deeper but I still answer the phone.
-Sharik?
Sharik-Who else?
-Track my phone's GPS.
I hang up and turning it mute I let it fall to the floor as I continue to make love with my boyfriend as hard and loud as we can do it.

Sharik POV: Age - 18
I arrive to where my brother is supposed or it seems to be and as I look I scoff incredulously.
-He couldn't possibly be at a hotel. His car is not even here.
I get parked and so I follow the signal until I get to the door of one of the rooms. I consider knocking but I don't as I just stand there for a bit before I go to the lobby and I wait. He might be but he might not be here. I stay there the entire night long and when sunrise comes that I'm still there and no one has come out I go back to the room and this time I knock. It takes more than a few knocks until a strange guy that I recognize vaguely opens the door sleepy.
-Who are you?
Zack-Zachary but my boyfriend calls me Zack amongst other things. Who are you and what do you want?
-I'm looking for my brother Ilkay. I think he's here but I want to make sure if he is or not.
Zack-Come on in. Tea, coffee, juice, anything?
-Nothing.
I see my brother in the living room in the couch and I can't help myself as I run to him and hug him.
-Ilkay. You're here.
Ilkay-Hi Sharik. I see you met my boyfriend.
I push him at arm's length and I see clearly. I turn and I see Zack leaning on the wall drinking a cup of coffee. He's half naked, wearing just a bathrobe and I turn to my brother again.
-You got good taste.
He looks behind me before he laughs.
Ilkay-Shark Sharik.
I sit apart from him on the other couch as they sit together.
-You look good together.
Ilkay-Of course we do.
Zack-So, who of you two is older?
-That guy.
Ilkay-By five minutes exactly.
Zack-Five.........oh.......you're twins.
-Yes but you're lucky. You got the good twin.
Zack-You're the bad twin?
-Oh no.
Ilkay-He's good.
-But he's better.
We laugh together and as I stand and stretch I speak up.
-Well, I'm off and you'll tell me about it when you get home. Oh and Zack.
Zack-Hmm?
-I'm jealous, protective and I believe in getting even. Especially with him.
Zack-I love him too much. He's not going to be hurt.
I stare a little bit before I go away at last.

One year later
Zabdi POV: Age - 25
I am working at my office in the restaurant and I open the mail. Since we're most of the time here we pick up the mail that arrives home, the one on the post office and the one that arrives for the restaurant together here at the restaurant. Anyhow I got my way of opening the letters. I check the restaurant first, then the post office and now I'm about to open the ones that arrive at home. Is mostly automatic by now but once the words of the letter process in my mind I perk up happy and very, very excited.
-Oh my god.
I read the letter completely and that specific one I save it on my purse and so I go back to work. Knowing my husband, when I tell him I'm pregnant he'll insist on me working at the office completely so today I'll work in the kitchen and I'll tell him once we're at home, privately. With that thought I go to work.

To be continued......................