Hurtful Thoughts

Dominic sat at the dining room table with a single lamp as his light source. He was holding a small shot glass and pours himself another drink of aged Whiskey

Hestia, his roommate, walks in yawning

Hestia: Mmm~? Why are you up..? Can't sleep?

Dominic: .....

Hestia: Hey, something wrong?

Dominic: .....You ever think any of the girls I was with actually liked me?

Hestia: What?

Dominic: I mean..Hehe did any of them really like me? Was it really love or just...pity?

Hestia: Hey don't talk like that. They loved you and it was real.

Dominic: Then how come after the war they all just left me! Not even a goodbye! Not a single..one! Is it because I fought my brother? Is it because I was pathetic? Was I never good enough?

Hestia: Dominic why are you acting like this?

Dominic: It's been..two and a half years and I have not gotten a "hey" or a "how are you doing?" From ANYONE..except Blake...she..is the only one!! ONLY...ONE..who has asked how I've been.

Hestia: Dom..you need to keep your chin up.

Dominic: I've tried. I've tried and tried but the sadness always comes back

Dominic pours himself another shot, spilling some on the table

Dominic: I...was nothing...but a fucking sex item...when I was 8...and then 18...I am 20 with nobody in my life..

Hestia: You got me..you got Sarah

Dominic: Like that's an improvement..! I had...BITCHES..sorry. But I loved those girls...every single one...oh god I loved them..

Hestia: I can see that.

Dominic: I-I-I mean why would anyone want to be even three feet from me? I'm just a complete mess hehe~ You of all people should know that a mortal life is so insignificant compared to your immortal stature.

Dominic laughs and spilt his drink on the table and wipes the tears from his eyes

Dominic: I...was just some kind of shield to deflect all their crap on and then they found someone better. I-hehe-I basically helped all them realize that they can do a lot better than me..Leone left me for the guy I hated the most and she was right to do so. He could give her everything! A nice house, cook her a meal right, not wake her up at night with screams...make her feel like a woman...she won't break his heart...

Hestia: Okay this stop now! I'm tired of you being the only one not seeing how grown you are! You provide, you cook, you clean, you protect. A lesser man wouldn't take the girl who bullied him, a lesser man wouldn't take a homeless girl in and raise her so his own. You're not gonna just sit here and feel sorry for yourself Dom.

Hestia puts a hand on his and tightens her grip

Hestia: You just need to find the right one who loves you no matter what.

Dominic: Hestia I-

Dominic passed out on the table immediately shocking Hestia at the sound of how hard his face hit the wooden table

Hestia: Sssss! Ooh he's gonna feel more than a hangover tomorrow.

Hestia put a blanket over the unconscious Dominic and a pillow under his head and turns the lamp off for the night

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