1974

Jules Meyers was sort of the name going around with all the bands in the CBGB club. He was the manager for a few bands that were already touring and more famous than us, causing a bit of an ego to grow on some musicians.

I walked through the crowd with Harry towards the back where the bands all hung out and drank. It was there that my heart dropped at the sight of a familiar face. I knew he was one if Jules clients but I didn't expect to see him here. Harry squeezed my waist and looked over to see. "What?"

"That's Iggy Pop." The man was tall and thinner than Harry with no shirt on. He was immediately recognizable as the guy everyone wanted to talk to.  He laughed and drank with a bunch of guys before I could hear the sound of a guitar going off. He walked past us as the lights hit him, causing the right side of his face to glow red. He stared at me and smiled.

He stopped right in front of Harry and me and looked between us for a second. "Blondie right?" I nodded. "Yeah I like your stuff, you and I need a dance on stage." He softly touched my arm, running his fingers down the side of it, before walking away onto the stage where I saw the most intense performance of my life.

The man cut himself on stage for god's sake.

Harry had a glare on his face so I went to sit on his lap and kiss his cheek. "Why are you grumpy?"

"Because I can."

I turned in his lap and shook my head, the alcohol began to course through my veins when a flash went off. Louis, the photographer here smiled at me before I posed with Harry. "Smile." He shook his head. I decided to cover his face as he snapped another photo and leave Harry there.

Drunk Debra was not in the mood for his attitude.

Our performance was great as we sang the new song and Harry tried to ignore me on stage. I was drunk and I knew it because eventually, I fell over causing Harry to turn towards me to see if I was okay. But instead of getting up I laid there to finish the song.

I drank a lot when at the clubs, perhaps it was a way to calm my nerves from being on stage. I drank but never to this extent. As we got off the stage Iggy walked up to us and offered us drinks. He put his arm around Harry specifically and handed him a red cup. He said something to Harry that made him smile before taking a sip of his drink. I drank mine and finished it rather quickly.

I remembered all the lights flashing around changing between red and blue over and over. Everything began to slow down. Sort of like in a movie.

I saw flashes as I got my photo taken with the band and then as clear as day I saw it through my clouded mind and blurry vision. She was tall, big breasted and curvy. She flashed the guys and I could tell she had her eyes on Harry as she walked over and touched his arm. I followed closely behind. "Wow, you're so amazing." Harry seemed distracted by his hands and looked up.

"Thanks." He told her. A part of me when I was sober knew that Harry could sleep with anyone he wanted to and another part of me wanted to believe that he wouldn't. I was irritated as hell because right now he was proving sober me wrong and making drunk me angry. I stood up and walked towards my boyfriend hugging him closely.

"Hi." I slurred catching Harry's attention. He seemed off completely. I felt off as well.

"Oh hi- we were talking." she tilted her head. I noticed she had on red eyeshadow and clumpy mascara that looked tacky. She clearly had a nose job and her shoes were hideous.

"Oh that's funny I think I want to talk to him now." I put my arms around Harry and turned his head to me to kiss him. He pulled away after a second and smirked at me.

"Crazy girl." I nodded leaning in to kiss him with tongue to make her jealous. Drunk, I was so drunk that Harry's next suggestion did nothing but turn me on. "Why don't you kiss her now Deb." I turned to her and the girl seemed interested. I looked around and realized it was just the three of us in a corner in the dark. My eyes went back to Harry who now had his arm around the groupie and me.

"Kiss me or I kiss him. I bet you've never kissed a girl." She said teasing me. I leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers and felt turned on at her full lips and tongue in my mouth. I put my hands on her face and pulled away to see Harry smoking his cigarette and staring at us. "Did you like that daddy." She said to him.

He nodded not stating anything about the fact that she just called him daddy. In the back of my mind, I knew it was wrong, this was wrong- a sin- but everything I have done up until now was already a sin.

I kissed her again, her hands groping me all over along with Harry as we kissed between the three of us back and forth. Harry kissed her and moved back to me until he pushed our heads together to make out. I felt very light and flowy, almost too good.

I pulled away and looked at the girl as she tried to kiss him again. "Get away from my man." I giggled before pushing her off. she scoffed and looked at Harry who shrugged and pointed to me.

"It's up to her, she's my girl." She rolled her eyes and walked away.

"Fucking bitch- you're mine. My daddy." I leaned into him and kissed him roughly. I felt as if my senses were heightened and every touch was amazing. Harry seemed the same way as he kissed me and eventually pulled me towards what looked like an exit. I didn't feel drunk anymore, I was floating through the air.

I was scared now because I couldn't feel my feet as I walked.

My back was pressed up to the building as my underwear were moved aside and Harry fucked me against a wall. I looked into his eyes and I began noticing animals dancing behind him. I laughed and moaned against his lips. "Harry look." What was happening?

"Call me daddy." He said as he moved faster.

"Look daddy-fuck me! Oh god!" I saw the animals dancing and singing again as I felt a sensation in my lower half and then that was it. It was dark and I had blacked out.

The next morning I was naked in bed beside Harry with clear memories up until I blacked out. I was confused as I turned to Harry. What had happened last night? I looked at him and he groaned shaking his head. "Make it stop." He mumbled. "Please make it go away." He said to himself.

"Harry?" his eyes opened wide and he turned to look around.

"What the hell? What happened last night?" He was as dazed and confused as I was. "How the fuck did we get home?" I shrugged until I hear the door of our room creak to reveal a shirtless pink.

"Blue, that fucking prick Iggy drugged us all with ecstasy or acid last night." He laughed. "What a piece of shit." My eyes widened as I thought back to that groupie. "His drummer told me he gave us some good shit." He laughed.

Harry groaned and shook his head. "Fuck I don't remember anything about last night except-" he stopped and turned to me slowly. "Pink get out." Greg closed the door and left. "Did we- I mean did I force you-"

"With the groupie, no- it was nice though." He nodded laughing awkwardly "You okay?" He rubbed his temples and nodded.

"Fuck I've never done ecstasy before I was like-"

"Floating?" He nodded laughing as he fell back on the bed. I laid back as well and cuddled up to him. "You know I liked kissing that girl." He turned to me.

"I did too until I realized you're mine and I don't want to share you with anyone."

I raised an eyebrow. "You kissed her though." he sighed.

"Yeah well, it wasn't as good as kissing you." He said in a low voice. "You're a better kisser." I giggled kissing his neck as we snuggled.

"Did you like when I called you daddy?" He laughed. "Why did she call you that?"

"It's- I honestly don't know maybe she has a fetish. Daddy doesn't mean father though, it's like someone strong and protecting I suppose. She was weird about it though." I laughed nodding. "I've had girls call me it from time to time but it's never turned me on more than when you called me it."

"It was the ecstasy, Harry." He cursed.

"Fuck Iggy and his stupid band." I giggled hugging him closely and falling back asleep.

Lol, I was sitting trying to come up with what to write when I decided to just casually throw in this scene.

I remember my first time doing ecstasy...

Anyways...

Thanks for reading. Xx

-k