One this chapter is very long. Two I have no idea why I came up with this part it's actually kinda creepy and I can't believe I actually wrote it, but awell I have already wrote it so it's going up. Three I'm exhausted as a band parade  walked by my house at 8.00am and I didn't go to bed until like 3.00am :( Missing my sleep guys, missing my sleep. *Sighs* Awell here is another chapter enjoy! :D  Thanks for the follow uchihella :D

Kootoni is the only thing that's mine :P

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Sasori's POV

I looked through the last bookshelf, but there was nothing there except old dusty books that hadn't been touched in what looked like years. There is no way this is where the doll-maker works., from what I have heard he is very fond of his creations much like I am so he wouldn't create them in such a dirty place like this. I think I will head back to the others, it seems we have only stumbled upon a storage unit for his rejected creations and ideas. I heard a 'bang' coming from the other side of the place. What is he up to now? That brat is far too trigger-happy, he is going to end up killing Kootoni if he's not more careful. I sighed to myself as I hated how loud he had to be and started to head in the direction I heard the explosion go off. When I got there I saw a door that was nearly blown off it's hinges and the door frame was very badly singed, such destruction. I sighed again and walked down the winding staircase to see what they had found. I reached the bottom of the stairs and turned to find the brat laying unconscious, but couldn't see the kid anywhere. "Deidara... Deidara, where's Kootoni?" I said shaking him, but he didn't wake. I looked down to a slice in his arm. Damn it, the brat's been poisoned! I'm going to have to forget about Kootoni for now or he will be dead in the next few hours. "Damn it Deidara, hang on!" I urged the blonde teen picking him up and starting to exit the building.

Deidara's POV

I awoke slowly feeling weak and slightly dazed. I got up slowly with the help of Sasori and the light started to blind me. "Where is Kootoni? What happened?" I shot up now remembering everything.

"That creepy bastard doll-maker took her. We have to find her and help her now Danna she needs our help, He injected her with something and she became paralysed, yeah!" I was starting to panic now and I could see Sasori was on edge too.

"I don't know where he took her" Sasori whispered to me.

"What do you mean, un?!?! She needs our help we have to find her NOW!" I was now yelling with worry. I had a really terrible feeling and I didn't trust that creep. Danna went silent. "There has to be one place we can check?" I begged hoping he knew something.

"There is one place, but it's a long shot" he warned me.

"We have to do something don't we? How far is it, un?"

"It shouldn't take too long to get there it's about an hour and a half away, but if I take off Hiruko we should arrive sooner" I nodded to him and he led the way, my heart racing faster with every step. Just hang in there Kootoni I'm coming!

Kootoni's POV

I felt the blindfold I was now wearing come off. I still couldn't move a muscle and I felt absolutely helpless. "She's awfully pretty father, don't you think?" Ayame said.

"She is indeed my angel. She will be my second special creation. A new and improved version!" he replied in excitement and awe. He wants to turn me into a doll?!? WHAT?! Oh Kami, please let someone help me and soon.

"I'm sorry I was such a failure father" she replied emotionless. What was wrong with her? I can't sense her feelings at all. I have figured out by now she is a living doll sort of like Sasori being a living puppet, but she doesn't seem to feel emotions unlike Sasori.

"Don't worry my dear, I can still use you" he commented.  "I heard you liked my dolls my dear?" he questioned me. "Unlike your little partner, you seem to understand the true meaning of beauty. Did you know the true meaning of art is feeling? If there is no feeling in my doll's expression, then they may as well be expressionless, the ones you saw are the one of the last dolls that I made that had a perfect expression on their face. Unfortunately once my daughter died I lost the ability to feel making my dolls expressionless. Even though Amaye is an imperfect creation I can't bear to throw her away as she was my first living doll and the firsts are always too hard to get rid off, wouldn't you agree? I made her hoping she could be a replacement for my daughter, but she can't. I have come to learn no one can replace my daughter so I will just have to start a new family with you as my wife, what do you think my love? You can be mine for eternity" he creepily smirked at me and if I could move I would have shivered. "I guess I should start the preparations. I need to make you a doll body and to do that I need to study your looks very carefully and remember every feature, every curve and every beautiful glow of your skin. Don't worry my dear I won't make you into a doll yet, you must provide me with a child first and then I can turn all of us into living dolls so we can be a happy family forever". He brought his face closer to mine, I could feel his hot breath on my face as he studied me closely making me want to shiver and move away, but my efforts were futile. He took off my red jacket and put it to the side, then he made me sit down in a chair and started to pull of my short sleeve and fishnet top. I wanted to push him off, but the only thing I could do was make a whimpering sound. This didn't affect him at all as he finally pulled them off and set them with my jacket. He slid his hands over my waist rubbing his hands all over my stomach and chest making his way around to my back and up towards my shoulders, studying every muscle and every curve that my body had. My eyes started to water as he proceeded to removing more article of clothing and repeating his actions until I was left bare and with no areas of my body untouched. He made his way back up to my neck and started to trail kisses down my jawline and to my neck. My breathing started to become shaky and I let the tears fall freely down my eyes as he violated me and started to take my innocence. I wanted to scream, but all I could manage were loud whimpers. Please, someone help me!

I heard an explosion go off and the door flew open. Relief flooded over me as I saw Deidara and Sasori standing in the doorway. Sasori was in complete shock and Deidara wasn't much better. He stood frozen, eyes widened in horror at the scene before him. "Kootoni.." I heard him whisper in disbelief. Suddenly a flash of anger crossed both their faces, but Dei was the first to act running towards  the doll-maker and punching him causing him to fall to the ground where Deidara kept striking him. I looked to my left and saw Sasori above me. He took of his cloak and put it over me, then he took out a vial of blue liquid and he injected me with it. I was soon able to move again and huddled myself into a ball. I started to shake violently, tears streamed down my face now and I choked on every breath I tried to take. Deidara turned around when he heard me and ran up to comfort me. "It's ok Kootoni, I'm here now, your safe, un" he grabbed me and pulled me into his chest wrapping the rest of Sasori's cloak around me.

Deidara's POV

I blasted the door open and ran in, but stopped in my tracks when I saw the scene before me. I stood in utter astonishment. "Kootoni.." was all I managed to whisper out. That bastard, I'm going to fucking kill him! I felt anger surge through my body and I ran and punched the scum bag causing him to fall on the floor slightly shocked, but he still had that sickening grin on his face and I felt my anger bubble up and I connected my fist with his jaw over and over and over and over, almost getting lost in my anger only stopping when I heard Kootoni breaking down. I turned around and ran to her side. "It's ok Kootoni, I'm here now, your safe, un"  I soothed her pulling her close to me and wrapping the rest of Sasori's cloak around her bare back.

"She's broken now!" I heard the bastard behind me say getting up. He tried to attack us, but Sasori got in the way and started to use his chakra strings and puppets to take him down.

"Get her out of here" Sasori commanded me. I didn't want to leave him, but Kootoni was in danger and with her in my arms we are both just going to be a liability to Sasori. I nodded and walked out. If anyone can beat that creep it would be Sasori. When I got outside I lay Kootoni under a tree and was about to walk back in and help Sasori, but when I turned around I saw the creepy little girl from before she was standing in front of me preventing me from leaving.

"You took away father's new toy and he is very angry. I cannot let you take her away from us" she said expressionless. Everything about this kid made me angry, she never seems to express any emotion, her face always has the same stony expression and she always talks in that same toneless voice.

"You're not taking her anywhere now get out of my way before you get hurt, un!" I snapped at her. She walked forward and kicked me back into a tree. The tree snapped in half and I went flying backwards and hit my back of a rock. Shit that hurts, this girl is stronger than I thought better not get too close. I got up and she was in front of me ready to hit me again. I dodged it and she took my clay pouches from me. Shit now I have to attack with the kunai I have. I ran to hit her, but in an instant she had disappeared from in front of me and was behind me. She hit the back of my leg causing me to kneel in front of her as she wrapped a kunai around my neck. She is definitely faster than I expected and stronger. Damn I need to come up with a plan this is embarrassing. I hit the kunai away from my neck and while she was distracted I took some clay out of my pouch that she was now wearing around her waist, but before I could turn around she kicked me into another tree. I heard her making her way to me and turned over on my back waiting for her to try to strike me with her kunai. When she was close enough I made a clay spider and threw it at her while she tried to stab me. I rolled over before she could hit me and jumped out of the way yelling "Katsu". She blew up into pieces and I went over to Kootoni who was staring in shock at something behind me. I turned around and saw the building we were in previously in flames and before I could get up and check on Sasori I saw something coming straight for me out of the corner of my eye.

"You killed her! You killed my little angel" I turned to face a very angry doll-maker about to attack me. It was too late to move so I just protected Kootoni, but before he could hit either of us he collapsed right in front of me. I looked behind him and saw Sasori no Danna standing behind him, he had hit him in his heart with a poisoned kunai.

"Come, we are leaving" was all Danna said. I lifted Kootoni up who was really shaken by the whole ordeal and carried her back to the base. When we returned I took the now sleeping Kootoni into the medical room making sure no one saw her when she was so vulnerable. I then waited keeping watch on her while the others informed Pein. After around fifteen minutes, Pein entered the room with Konan and when they saw her they both seemed unsettled. Konan urged both of us to leave while she treated her. Pein nodded and left and I hesitantly started to make my way out of the room. I waited for what seemed like hours and eventually Konan came out.

"What happened, is she ok?" I was too worried and so upset that I dropped my speech impediment.

"The physical scars should heal quite quickly, but the emotional ones.. She will need a lot of support Deidara" she informed me. I nodded understanding what she said. Before she left, I had to ask the question that was bothering me the most.

"Did he..." I wanted to finish my sentence, but the thought made my body freeze in fear of the answer. Nevertheless she seemed to understand what I was trying to ask. She shook her head and I felt relieved.

"He didn't get the chance. You and Sasori walked in and stopped him just in time" she gave me a weak smile and walked off with Pein who seemed just as angry as me, if not more which surprised me. I walked into our room and got her some clothes out of her dresser and returned feeling an overwhelming amount of guilt as I entered the medical room. When I entered she didn't even try to put a brave face on and she just sat with Sasori's cloak wrapped around her, huddling her knees and staring into space. "Kootoni.. Kootoni are you all right, un?" I reached out to her to shake her shoulder gently, but before I could reach her she flinched away from me with a look of pure terror in her eyes. "Relax, it's just me" I said calmly giving her the best convincing smile I had. She calmed down and the terror was replaced with sadness as she grabbed around my neck and sobbed again. My heart shattered at how broken she was and I wished that I could have killed that bastard slowly making him suffer as much as I could before finally allowing him to die. "I brought you clothes" I whispered.

"Thank you." was what I thought I heard in return, but it was hard to know as it was barely audible. Then, with a clearer voice she asked, "Can you please take me back to our room?" I nodded, giving her a gentle kiss on her forehead and then lifting her and leaving. When we reached our room she went into the bathroom to get changed. She came out once she was changed and crawled into her bed with her back facing towards me. I tried to walk up to her, but she told me to just leave her alone for a while. I complied with her request and sat in my own bed as I watched her cry herself to sleep.

*Timeskip 2 weeks*

Kootoni's POV

"Kootoni you need to eat something, un" Deidara urged me. I shook my head and smiled at him.

"I'm ok Dei really I just don't feel like eating right now, maybe later" I tried to convince him and even though he didn't seem too convinced he let me be and kissed me before leaving. I had locked myself up in my room for a couple of weeks now, the bruises and physical wounds were healed by now, but I still couldn't face anyone. The only people I had seen since that day was Deidara as it was his room and Konan who came to check on how I was doing. I couldn't bare to face the others as I felt so embarrassed and I was disgusted with myself. No matter how many showers I took I still felt dirty, I don't think that is going to go away anytime soon either. That's it I'm sick of feeling this vulnerable and weak. There is only one way to make me feel like I have gained some more power back and that is to train. I sighed and realized I was going to have to face Itachi, but I can't stay cooped up in this room any longer! I got up, but stopped at the door handle. I took a deep breath and walked out hoping to get to Itachi's room without being noticed. When I got there I entered his room and he turned around and hugged me making me tense, he must have noticed this as he realized and started to push me away. I smiled when he pushed me away and held me at arms length and he just glared at me.

"Don't try that with me, I know how you truly feel" He reminded me and I sighed and my smile disappeared. "What is it you want to ask me?" he queried.

"I'm sick of flinching at everyone's touch. I want you to train me harder and make make stronger. I want to be able to feel powerful again instead of this pathetic and weak little girl" I started to feel tears well up in my eyes and they slowly trickled down my face before I wiped them away. He nodded, understanding.

"When do we start?" he questioned me.

"Now" is all I said before we both headed out the door beginning my many months of brutal training regimes.