Warning: a bit sad ;-;

If you want to be sad and feel angst then listen to this this :')

S a e r a

Its just a phase right? Soon I'll graduate and then Jimin wont be in my head anymore and hell live a happy life with Eunmi without knowing how I felt the whole time he was with me.Then college will come along and Jimin will ask Eunmi to marry him and she'll say yes in front of all his friends and then...

They will have a happily ever after.

But I will have a good ending too right? I'll find someone and maybe they will feel the same about me even though my heart will still hurt about the time my heart got ripped into shreds.

I'll be fine.

Won't I?

I heard what they said.I should probably be punching Jimin up like there is no tomorrow,yet I'm standing here, letting myself be tortured with thoughts of the future.

" Saera?", the sound of Taehyung's voice rises from behind me. I quickly turn around, earning the pained expression from my face

" AH JIMI-TAEHYUNG." I say nervously. Taehyung's face was dull as he stared at me.

"Were you waiting for your boyfriend?"

'Boyfriend' he says. Hearing the word made me upset.

" Uh..no I was just about to head out to class.You know me heheheh being the loner I am."

Taehyung stares at me. I give him one of my smiles with a double chin, and he laughs and walks away.

Its so hard to keep up the ' good old me ' act. But I guess in a way, I did a good deed.It shows that Jimin really likes Eunmi.That's amazing how much one will do for someone they love. And maybe as my last act before I give up on Jimin completely is to, help him.

Everything works out.

I walked alone, entering the classroom I was always sitting in.The lights were out and I sat by the desk that i always sat by. I laid my head down against the cold wood.The sound of rushing blood filled my ears as i closed my eyes.

Jimin's smiling face entered my head and I opened them once more.

" Why cant I stop thinking about him?" I ask myself.

" why? " I said, hit my head on the table.

" Why?" I bang my head harder

" WHy?" And harder.Tears began to flow down my face as i stared at the chair next to me.Jimin slept there, too stubborn to move away from me.That was when I put the lip gloss on him.

Why do I suffer all alone?

20 minutes later -

The bell rang and i went to the bathroom and washed my face, hoping the red puffy eyes would disappear, as well as the stupid feeling that got me in this mess.

I had Mr.Feng again and that meant that Jimin was in the class as I was. The class began and i didn't look at Jimin's head like i did.My eyes were glued to the book.

When the class finished I walked over to Jimin, softly tapping his back.Jimin turned around , bright eyes staring into my own.

" Hey Saera!" He smiled and got up from the seat he was in while he turned toward me.

" Jimin..I uh wanted to ask you if you wanted to go to the Han River today? I just wanted to hang out with you." I said, looking down at my feet.

I heard Jimin chuckling. " Sure,what time?" He asked.

" Tomorrow at..5:00? "

Jimin nods his head and smiles once more before he brings his hands to my hair and he ruffles it.

"I'll be there." He said and walked away.

I hope so.

Please come Jimin.

The next day after school,I entered my hone and went to change.I pulled on a blue blouse with white ruffles and a light blue and white skirt. Normally i don't wear things like this..But maybe Jimin will notice it.Yeet, like he wver dows.

I walked out the door, hands sweating as I stepped away from my home.I took a few turns, admiring the cool wind that decided to show up.

There was a bench and I decided to sit down,crossing my legs

While he come?

I waited 10 minutes,

30 minutes

40 minutes

50 minutes.

He says he's coming but he ditched me.

J i m i n

" Oh shoot Taehyung, can you go and hang out with Saera? She was supposed to go today with me but the reservations with Eunmi are today."

" Are you an idiot? Saera-"

" I know, but I've been doing all this to let Eunmi come with me to Meur Cafe.Please Tae."

" You know she will-Fine." Taehyung ended the call, rubbing his temples, trying to make the migraine go away.

He didn't want to stand with this anymore.Taehyung got a ahold of Saera's number and dialed the number, biting his lips by habit.

S a e r a

The phone rings and I pull my phone out and answer it.

" Hello? Saera? its me Taehyung."

" HEYLOOO" I say.

" Where are you right now? I have to tell you something."

" I'm near the Han River..why?"

" It's important." He says before cutting the phone.

What was that? I sit back on the bench,leaning back on the cold seat. The wind was blowing now and he dark was begining to set in as I saw a sillouette in fron of me.I pulled my head uo to see Taehyung with a denim leather jacket and black pants.

" Taehyung.."

" Carrot- head." He said out of breath.I raised my breath as he sat beside me, sitting trying to breathe problem.

" Excuse you? You shouldn't be talking baby hippo." I say, while Taehyung nudges me which almost makes me fall to the ground.Almost.

" Did you run here boy?" Clearly that was a yes.I pulled out my water and and before i could offer any Taehyung grabs it and chugs it down.

" Well okay then."

After finishing my bottle we stay there in silence for a few seconds.

" Jimin's been playing with you." He said softly, as if hoping i couldn't hear.

" Mhm..I'd guess that much."

" It was my fault.I asked them to
chose you for this bet we did." I stiffened up and kept quiet.

" Sorry."

" HaHaha it's fine man.I mean i didn't know you had it in you to tell the truth." Taehyung stares at my reaction.

" You aren't upset?"

" ME? Upset? Of course not." I laugh and slapped Taehyung's arms jokingly.

Taehyung looked at me again, mouth parted from surprise. Just keep it up Saera.

"What should i be upset about? I'm literally an independent women alright? i don't need a man in my life when i got myself-"

I looked over to Taehyung to see his head propped back and shoulders shaking.

Is he having a seizure?

Wait hold up...

IS THIS LITTLE PEICE OF TRASH LAUGHING AT ME.

" WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING AT ME??!?!!??? I feel so offended." I say.

" Your reaction was so unexpected for me, i couldn't hold it."

" Its not that you couldn't, you just didn't want to.There is a difference."

" Yeah. Sure." He said with a smile.

" Should we celebrate then?" He continued.

" Huh??"

" I mean shouldn't we celebrate for you being all independent? "

Seriously?I don't feel like I'm in the mood to party. I just want to go my bed and cry away my problems and watch Uncontrollably fond.

( SPOILER: If you don't know Uncontrollably Fond, its about a two people who fall in love, except the guy dies in the girl's arms at the end and it so emotionally heartbreaking. )

" Um..see I'm kinda on a curfew so I don't think that's a good idea."

" Really? I mean i heard your parents are leaving for their buisness trip again."

" they are? i uh mean-" Taehyung turned his head and took on if my free hand, before pulling it into his pocket.

" You can come over to my house and I'll even drop you off."

" I don't know." I say.

" I'll order food-"

" Show me he way Mr."I say, pulling the tall guy up in front if me. Taehyung rolls his eyes.

t a e h y u n g

' You can cry Saera.There's nothing wrong with that.' He thought.