It's been three weeks since I've seen Jaebum. Every time I see the boys on tv or on reality shows Jaebum looks like he's forgotten about me and the baby.. like none of this happened between us. I still had to wait two more month until I get an ultrasound to find out if I'm having a girl or boy. Irene has been so useful these days but also hasn't been with me much because of her comeback with her group Red Velvet. I guess being a leader is hard. Irene recently told me that they got invited to the music awards tonight and they want me to go with them. I wasn't sure if I should go because of the baby bump but the girls insist that I should so they helped me picked a nice dress that would hide the bump. My hair was just straight and my makeup with causal.

"Looking gorgeous Unnie!" Yeri smiled at me as she comes out in her outfit.

"Says you Yeri-ah! You look beautiful" I smiled at her.

"Thank you unnie" She gave me a bright smile. I see all of the other girls come out of the room.

"Cara you look beautiful!" Irene mouth dropped opened.

"Thank you! But you guys look like goddesses." I smiled widely at them.

"Well you are a goddess" Wendy pulled my arm towards them.

"How's the baby?" She put her hand on my stomach.

"He or she is doing good" I laugh.

"That's good" Wendy laughs as well. We head out of the building and into the car. Once we arrived there was so many idols. I was only well known as Jaebums (ex) fiancé and the famous dance choreographer to everyone. I see BTS walk up to me.

"Hi noona!" Jungkook smiled as he ran up to me, giving me a hug.

"Hi kookie!" I hugged him back. All of the boys laughed at Jungkook. Irene whispered into my ear that their gonna get going because they don't want any dating rumours between them and BTS. I nodded at their response as they left, bowing to the guys.

"So how's everything?" Namjoon asked looking at my stomach.

"Shush Namjoon." I glared at him.

"Sorry" He stepped back. I rolled my eyes at him.

"It's doing fine but I think I'm gonna have to raise it alone" I grabbed their arms and walked towards the building.

"We'll help you" Jimin offered. "I mean we're not good uncles but we'll try out best" He smiled at me. I felt very warm inside knowing that they'd help.

"Yeah! And if you ever need help with money for the baby and stuff we'd love to help." Jin smiled.

"Thanks boys. I'm gonna get going ok?" I smiled at them.

"Alright stay safe." Yoongi gave me a hug.

"I will" I mumbled into his shoulder before walking off.

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I tried looking for where the girls were sitting. I started backing up until I hit someone.

" Sorry!" I turned around to look at them. I looked up as it was Jaebum.

"Cara?" His eyes widen.

"Jaebum..." My eyes widened.

"Hey long time no see?" He smiled as I kept a straight face on.

"I gotta go I'm trying to look for someone. Excuse me." I walk pass him, not caring anymore. I made my way through the crowd and saw them sitting at a table.

   "Ah what took you so long?" Seulgi rubbed my arm.
   
   "Bumped into trouble" I rolled my eyes sitting between her and Wendy.

   "Aww it's ok" She pat my back. The show was getting started. They were calling up artists for their awards. I look up at the screen and saw me dancing.

   "W-What?" I looked at them.

   "Your nominated for best choreographer" Joy smiled at me widely. Wait I didn't know about this?? Was this all a set up to make me come tonight?

They opened the card. "Cara Lee, Congratulations!" Apink's Bomi says as she clapped her hands. I was in so much shocked I couldn't even get up properly. They hand to help me up. I quickly made my way to the stage, bowing at everyone that I passed. As I arrived on the stage I saw people give me thumbs up which made me smile.

  "Please say your acceptance speech" The announcer said.

  " Annyeonghaseyo Cara Lee. Uh.. I'd like to start off by thanking my fans who helped me get this award tonight, I love you all so much. I wanna thank my family and friends who always supported me since day one I also love you guys so so much! I hope you'll still support me more in the future. Thank you again!" I smiled as the crowd goes wild. I walk off the stage with the award and flowers.

As I go backstage I see Jaebum and the boys get ready. The boys smiled and waved at me so I did the same thing back. Jaebum comes up to me.

   "Congratulations" He smiled at me.

   "Thanks. Have fun performing" I give him a tiny smile before walking pass him.

   "Wait!" He grabbed my arm and spun me around to face him. "Can we talk about this? About us?"

   "What is there to even talk about Jaebum. You made it pretty clear you don't want me in your life so I'll respect that. Have fun without us." I pull my arm away from him and walked off. Jackson stopped me.

   "Hey the boys and I will help you with the baby okay? Don't take it out of Jaebum he was stressed."

My eyes widen. "You don't ever say that to a girl and her baby. You don't know the stress of being pregnant with someone's baby and they don't even know if they want the baby that your carrying." I was so close to crying, I didn't want to talk about him anymore. He hurt my feelings so much about the baby.

   "I-I didn't mean it like that Cara.." Jackson's voice softened.

    "Cara!" Jimin yelled out but then stopped once he saw me with Got7. "Oh sorry I didn't know you were busy.." He slowly nods.

    "I'm not busy Jimin, just bumped into a couple of people." I turned around and smiled at him. I look at them again.

   "I'm gonna go with Jimin, someone who's actually willing to care about the baby. I don't wanna continue this conversation." I walked away from them. I grabbed Jimin's arm.

    "Cara we do care tho!" Jackson yelled loudly.

    "Doesn't seem like it right now!" I shouted back before going back out to the open. Jimin couldn't stop staring at me.

   "Are you okay?" He asked. I didn't make eye contact with him and nodded. I was hurt.. and I thought this would get better but I guess not.
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A/N: Yayyy! A sorta longer chapter haha. I hope you enjoyed it! :))