It's been three weeks since that happened. The boys were highly secured and always had to make it to the studio at the certain time. If not they'd had to explain what happened which Jimin was shy sometimes because I'd usually make him late by a few minutes. As in for Jaebum I never wanted him near me or my family anymore. I couldn't trust him. Eugene was being an adorable little mochi like usual but Jimin still didn't tell me what happened, he said he'd tell me once he feels comfortable. Eugene was with my parents for a couple of weeks so I could get some rest. I was just home alone cleaning up the house before I heard the front door closed. I look at the time and it was only 3:30 pm, usually Jimin gets home at 4. Maybe he's just early today. I heard a groan come into the kitchen and it was a sweaty Jimin.

"Wow you must of worked your ass off huh?" I laugh before tossing him a towel.

"Thanks Cara." He smiles trying to plant a kiss on my cheek.

"Nu uh, you're all sweaty. You need to take a shower." I push him away from me with a smile on. He smirks as he pulled me closer.

"Why don't we shower together?" He raised his eyebrow and I shook my head.

"No.. not until you tell me. I don't want to do something that'll hurt you." He backs up away from me as I said that and didn't make eye contact.

"I'll be back... I'm going to take a quick shower." He went upstairs quickly. My heart dropped as I saw his expression.. Why did I say that? He probably forgot everything but then stupid me had to bring it up. Of course.. I let out a sigh before leaning on the counter. I run my hands through my hair, taking deep breaths.
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I laid down on the couch waiting for Jimin to be finished. He took a long time so I decided to take a nap. Right when I closed my eyes I felt someone hover me. I opened my eyes and saw Jimin above me with red eyes.. He was crying again. I push him off so I could sit on his lap. His back was against the couch as mine was facing the tv. I run my fingers through his wet hair before caressing his cheek.

"What's wrong baby?" I said, wiping his tears. He held my hand against his cheek.

"I-I.." He stuttered. "I was touc-"

*knock*knock*

Jimin and I both turn our heads to the door. I got off his lap as he wiped away his tears. We both go to the door.

"Who could it be?" I whispered to Jimin and he shrugged. I opened the door and saw the same person.. Jaebum.

"What the fuck do you want?" I spat at him. He was holding flowers with a card in his hands.

"I really want to apologize.. please. I'm sorry, I feel so bad I did that to Jimin and you. I don't know what got into me that day. I wasn't thinking straight. I really want you back Cara but you don't want me and I have to start accepting that." He held the flowers out. I look at Jimin who was still glaring at Jaebum. I took the flowers and card from him.

"Thanks Jaebum but this isn't something I can easily forgive you for.. you know that right?" He nods at me.

"I know.. I'm really sorry.." I place my hand on his shoulder, giving it a light squeeze.

"You apologize so much, stop messing up.." I give him a weak smile. Jimin coughs, catching my attention as my hand was still placed on his shoulder.

"I should be going.." Jaebum looked up at Jimin. "I'll see you around? Maybe give me a call sometime? I'd really like to see my son.. please.." I stare at him. I really didn't want to let him.

"Well bye Jaebum, see you around." Jimin closed the door.

"Jimin!" I hit his chest. "Why'd you do that."

"He had a lot of time to talk to you." He shrugged. I rolled my eyes, opening the door again but he wasn't out there anymore. I ran outside to see but he was no where to be found.. I look down at the card and it had a piece of paper. It had his new number down. I ran back inside only to see Jimin laying down on the couch. I place the flowers on the counter but slipped the little piece of paper in my back pocket.

"As you were saying?" I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck. He nuzzles his way into the crook of my neck.

"Tell you next time. I'm not in the mood.." He mumbles against my skin. I let out a groan of frustration because all I wanted to know is what happened! I care about him that's all.

"Well if your not in the mood I'm going to go for a walk." I got off his lap but he pulls me back down.

"I'm not in the mood for sad stuff but I am in the mood for sexual stuff." He began kissing my neck.

"Jimin not now." I lightly pushed him off. He leans back, running his hands through his hair.

"Cara.. I don't know what to say." He whispers. I turn his head to look me.

"Just tell me.." I placed my thumb on his lips. He kissed it before removing my hand.

"I.. I need to go for a walk." He gets up and I fall onto the couch.

"I said I was going to go on a walk first." I got up and followed him.

"Then we can go on a separate walk." He slips on his jacket. "I need time to think Cara.. I'll tell you once I come back. I just need to be alone..." He whispered the last part. I nodded at his words.

"Be safe.." I turn him around to kiss his plump lips. He kissed back passionately.

"You be safe too okay?" He whispered against my lips and I nodded. "See you soon..." He kissed my forehead before walking out of the door. I followed but turned left as he went right. I take out my phone and dial a number.

"Hello?" He said.

"You have two minutes to get to the fucking park and only five minutes to talk to me." I hung up the phone. I slowly walked to waste his time. I didn't want to do this but I wanted to hear what he had to say.
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I arrived at the park and saw Jaebum sitting on the bench. I walk up to him and sat a distanced away from him.

"What the fuck do you want." I spoke not making any eye contact with him.

"I want you Cara.. please come back to me. I'm sorry I know I'm messed up but I need you to fix me." He grabbed my hand. "I need you." He whispered as he got closer to my face. He placed his lips on mine but I didn't kiss back. They were soft and warm like always but brought back the old memories.. I couldn't cheat. I couldn't be that girl I use to be. I can't be a a cheater.. I can't be a slut...

"Stop! Is that all you wanted to say?!" He nodded as I pushed him away from me before getting up. "Wow.. We can't do this anymore. I told you I'm fine with being friends but I'm broken. I have a hole in my heart and you put it there. You made it bigger when you made that mistake of taking away someone I truly loved, someone I truly trusted and cared about, someone who loved and cared for me more than you ever did when I had Eugene. You're just sick Jaebum if you think this will make me want you back. I can't anymore. I don't even know who I am anymore! I thought my life would of been happier when I found Jimin but somehow it's still the same. You made me be this person Jaebum.. if you just shut your mouth that day none of this would of happened! We could of still been together, very happy together." I felt tears run down my face. "We could of been a family but now it's broken.. I'm trying to be a good mom to Eugene but it's so hard when I'm going through a lot.."

"Cara I know I've said I'm sorry so many times but I truly mean it. I'm really s-"

"If I hear those words again I swear to god I'll leave. You've said it so much but sorry doesn't help at all! It's just a word and if people wanted to forgive you they can but I've forgave you so many times I can't anymore. I thought we could of actually been something again? I guess I was wrong.. I still loved you Jaebum but now that love is long gone... I'm going back to the states.. with Eugene. Jimin's going to visit sometimes if he's not busy. I'm leaving Korea Jaebum and there's nothing you can do about it. I don't even want to be known as 'Cara the girl who slept with three boys' or 'The slut of South Korea'. I was called that for so long until I met Jimin.. that's when all of those memories faded away because they saw how I was happy.. they saw how he was happy too... but now when people find out about what you did, you're going to be so well known in Korea. Have fun with that. Good bye Jaebum.. I'll see you around." I wiped my tears with my sleeve before walking away. I looked back and saw that Jaebum was crying. He got up from the bench and left. I wiped the tears that were flowing out so fast. I ripped the piece of paper up and threw it away.
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I opened the door and saw Jimin sitting on the stairs crying. I closed the door, walking up to him.

"She touched me in places I didn't like being touched." He looks up at me. My eyes were burning from the tears. "She touched me here.." He pointed to his crotch. "And here.." He pointed to his chest.. "and here.." He pointed to his lower half.

"She used things on me.." He got up. "I didn't want to feel any of that inside of me.. It hurts so much.." I saw tears fall down on his face. "She kissed me so passionately I thought my lips were going to fall off. She made me make all these sounds because she was trying to please me.. I didn't want any of those moans to leave my mouth but it did. When I think about it, it makes me so upset because I was forced into doing something I didn't want to do. I felt like a horrible person when I let those moans out.. She made me touch her in places I didn't want to touch, she made me suck on her skin when I didn't want too.. I'm so sorry Cara I didn't want to do any of that." His eyes were really red. I sat beside him and cried. He leaned his head into my neck as we both cried. My arms were wrapped around his neck as his arms were wrapped around my back. I felt his tears go down my chest as mine went down my face. I kissed his head and held him tightly. This was such an emotional day...
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A/N: This book is coming to an end sadly. It's so short compared to my other books and I'm sorry but I'm starting school soon and I wanted to try to end this book early. Please don't hate me if it doesn't end up good! Maybe two or three more chapters? Might be more depending on my imagination:) I hope you enjoyed this chapter! It's the longest one.