Tears began falling down my cheek as I look up at him, shaking my head as I wipe my eyes. Running my fingers through my hair as I lean back into the headboard in defeat. My hands nervously playing with the hem of the shirt that belonged to him. Sniffling softly, I watch as he sits beside me, pulling me into his chest, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead, pulling my head into his chest, rubbing his fingers through my hair with a small sigh. Holding me tightly, worried of letting me go, resting his chin on my head while I cry softly in his chest, my tears staining into his shirt. Small sobs leaving my lips.

After all this time, he's still alive. He's been hiding somewhere, for four years. Leaving me alone, making me raise Hiro alone. Forcing me to work under that disgusting father. Crying for him every single day and night. Falling into a deep depression while pregnant, having Hiro rather early. Hiro growing up with no father, only Shoto and sometimes Hawks, but always remained hopeful that his dad would come back home... buying presents for him on certain occasions.

How could I just allow him to kidnap me? How could I allow him to hold me when he's been making me feel terrible every single day because he was gone? He couldn't get away with this...

Shaking my head, I squirm out of his grip, pushing his arms off me before sitting away from him, glaring at him as he stares at me with a sigh. Before he goes to pull me into another hug, I did something I didn't think I'd ever do to someone who I held dearly to my heart. I slapped him. Right on the cheek. Small tears falling down my cheek as a slapping sound fills the air, his hand touching the red mark on his cheek, staring at me with wide eyes.

"So you think that because you haven't been with me for long, that means you can cuddle me and act like nothing happened?" I ask, glaring at him, sniffling as I wipe my tears, shaking my head, "Toya... this isn't... I can't believe you..."

"Well, obviously not..." he groans, crossing his arms as he stands up, "I'll... I'm sorry, (Y/n) but I couldn't stand being there anymore, you know how difficult it was for me,"

"So you leave me? Without a word!" I yell, pushing myself to my feet, crossing my arms, "I fell pregnant! I was pregnant with your baby! I had no one to turn to! Shoto ended up being more of a father to him than you are! I had to work under your father! Do you understand how much that hurt me?"

"(Y/n), please, I know you're upset but you have to listen to me," Dabi tries to reason, dodging the pillow I chuck at him, "I can explain everything if you'd just calm down and let me talk,"

"You're a villain! What is there to try and understand?" I ask slamming my fist on the bed crying, "I can't... why did you... why did you leave me?"

Dabi releases a small sigh, walking around the bed, holding me close as I cry into his chest again. Punching his chest like a child, sobbing like a madwoman into his chest. Holding onto him tightly, digging my nails into his jacket as he rubs my back, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. Holding me tightly as I sob into his chest shaking my head crying. Tears falling down my cheeks, my hands taking fistfuls of his shirt as I shake him, my crying making my voice sound like a baby.

Dabi sighs softly, grabbing my hands into his, softly interlocking them, pressing soft kisses to them as I bury my head into his white shirt, whimpering softly as he cups my cheek with his hand, rubbing my cheek with his thumb while I look up at him, taking a deep breath, softly touching his cheek, wincing softly as I rest my hand on the purple skin.

"What happened?..." I mutter, sniffling softy, knowing that my eyes were possibly bloodshot from crying, "What happened to you Toya?..."

"My quirk is stronger than my fathers flames," he explains, looking toward the wall behind me, trying not to look at me making me pout, "It burns my skin if I use it too much,"

"So then how did it reach your face?" I ask, poking at the staples making him groan softly, "This wasn't your father, was it?"

"No, I went overboard on my quirk," he explains, kissing my forehead, "Ran away the moment I could see an opening and the rest is history,"

Sighing softly, I pull away from him, resting my hand on his chest before squeaking as he pulls me back, his lips pressing into mine for a moment, a smile on his lips. Eyes widening, I pull away, looking at him perplexed. He couldn't stop smirking.

"You're beautiful, just how I remembered," he hums, pressing another kiss to my lips but his smirk falls as I look down, "Aren't you happy? I'm back, we can be our own family,"

"I'm happy you're alive... yeah," I reply, sighing softly looking down, "But you're expecting Hiro and I to just stop our current lives to live with you... you're forgetting how close he is with Shoto, with Fuyumi... with my father and... your father,"

"You what?" He asks narrowing his eyes, "What do you mean he's close with him?"

"Toya... Dabi.... whatever you want to be called!" I groan rubbing my fingers across my temple, "We have a four year old boy, he's not going to stay in this apartment happily, what I'm saying is that Hiro will wanna see other people... he'll want Shoto or your dad or my dad, we can't halt our lives just because you're back Toya..."

He stares at me, bewildered. He thought, because I'm so in love with him, that I'd run into his arms like it's some sort of fairytale, thinking that I'd hold him tightly and never let him go. But I had other things to worry about. More likely than not, All Might and Endeavor, at a push, were probably trying to find out where Hiro and I had been taken to. I had a four year old son, who only knew his father through pictures, that would probably be so confused about 'Dabi' claiming to be his dad because he doesn't have the red hair and he's covered in scars.

It wasn't as clean cut as I wanted this to be...

"What are you saying?" He asks, fear in his eyes as he stares at me, "(Y/n)..."

"You really haven't thought this through have you?" I ask sighing softly, "Theres so much to worry about... if it was just me, then I wouldn't have a problem but I have Hiro to worry about, I'm sorry..."

"You're leaving?" He asks worried, "No! I can't lose you again..."

"Toya... I..." I sigh softly looking at him before squeaking as he pulls me close, "Okay... I'll stay, I'll stay..."

"Thank you," he hums kissing my forehead

"But we need to be careful about this... and I'm not your girlfriend... I'm sorry but I can't do this until I can trust you again,"...