*warning: YOONMIN*

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Jimin's POV

After Tae left, no one really questioned me about him. They know that he was gonna leave. Tae told us. What they don't know is that he's not coming back.

It became so dreadfuly quiet in the dorm. Hobi hyung was nice enough to sleep here with me. He sleeps on the couch though because I can't really let him enter Tae's room. He might find out that Tae left permanently.

The last few days of the break went by without much events. Even our New year celebration is not so happy because were not complete. Tae was gone and Jungkook had been so quiet after the library incident. I know that he knows it was us that did it. But he never questioned us about it. I guess he doesn't want to talk about it.

Were back to school again. The second semester officially starting.

"Jiminie!" I heard someone shouted and I whipped around excitedly, thinking that Tae is here. But when I saw who it was, disappointment replaced my excitement. But I pushed it down and smiled at Jin hyung.

I jogged towards where they are. Hobi hyung is with them. Hobi hyung is now regularly hanging out with us.

When I stopped in front of them, I caught Jungkook's eyes. He was smiling but his smile didn't reach his eyes.

"Hey, kid." Yoongi hyung said and I turned to him with raised brows.

"You have been looking miserable lately. What's up?" He asked.

"You know, missing Tae." I said, shrugging. It's hard to pretend that everything is good.

"No, it's different. Whenever Tae's gone, you're the one who's always happy and who always tries to cheer us up and telling us not to worry. This time, it seems that you're the one that needs cheering up." Yoongi hyung said. I didn't know he notices those stuff. It made me blush a little that he notices those things about me.

I didn't say anything because I don't know what to say. I'm the type of person that always have a hard time lying. And that's exactly what Tae was asking me to do to not make their friends worry that much about him.

"You can talk to any of us if you're having a hard time, you know that, right?" Jin hyung said, touching my cheek a little.

I nodded and gave them a small smile.

The day went by in a blur. I still feel awfully depressed about Tae leaving. I might never going to see him again. And that breaks my heart.

I also noticed that Yoongi hyung had been giving me more attention than before. He talks to me more gently and he even gave me an ice cream.

"Same flavour as my hair. That sure will taste good." Yoongi hyung said before giving me the mint flavoured ice cream.

"Yeah, I'll definitely gonna enjoy this." I said, laughing. The first genuine laugh I did after the day Tae left.

Yoongi hyung took me to the nearest park. We found a bench and sat there, slowly licking our ice cream in silent. It wasn't an awkward silence at all, and I'm very thankful for that, it was only a comfortable silence. It's really nice spending your time with your long time crush in a park.

"I didn't know grandpa can be so sweet. I think I'm starting to like this side of him." I blurted out without thinking. And then I blushed when I realized what I just said.

"Oh, are you blushing? Cute." Yoongi hyung said and then he pinched my cheek. My eyes widened in surprise. My crush just pinched my cheek and called me cute! Wahhhhhh!

I blushed even more (if that's even possible). Yoongi hyung is still looking at me and I don't how to hide my flushed cheeks so I just looked away. He's staring at me with those intense eyes and I can't hold the stare. It just made him look hotter and that's bad for my health.

I focused my eyes on the lake just in front of us. I can still feel Yoongi hyung's eyes on me. Despite the cold weather, I'm sweating like the sun is just right beside me. Or maybe Yoongi hyung is just as hot as the sun? Damn it, shut your mouth Jimin. Shut it.

I felt a light touch on my hand. "Let's go. It's getting dark." Yoongi hyung said. I looked down at his hand that is resting on my hand. His hands must be freezing right now. He doesn't have any gloves or mitts. I stared at my hands that has mitts on. I smiled.

He already started walking ahead of me. I caught up to him and stopped him by holding his hand. I hope it'll give his hand some warmth.

I've never seen Yoongi hyung blush. I didn't know he's capable of doing so until now. And I think I'm gonna melt. He looks so damn cute.

Yoongi hyung looked away as quickly as possible and we started walking while holding hands. And I think I'm going to faint right now. Because I'm holding Yoongi hyung's hand.

"Were here." I heard Yoongi hyung said, and then he took away his hand from mine slowly. Suddenly my hand feels cold even though I'm wearing mitts.

I was so busy thinking about Yoongi hyung that I didn't realize we already reached my apartment building. I blushed a little, embarassed that I drifted off.

I said goodbye and I couldn't hide the disappointment look on my face. I turned around and walked inside the building.

I went towards the elevator and walked inside. The doors were gonna shut close when a hand blocked it. The doors opened and on the other side is Yoongi hyung.

I looked at him and he looked back at me. He smiled before going inside the elevator beside me.

"Hoseok won't be coming to give you company, right?" Yoongi hyung said, as I press the button of our (well, my dorm. Damn you Tae for leaving me.) dorm's floor.

The ride was so damn slow. The air around us it too hot and I'm suffocating. And the fact that I'm with Yoongi hyung alone in the elevator makes me think of doing really dirty things to him. Like pushing him against the cold wall of the elevator and trap him there. Damn, just the thought of it makes me hard. Damn it,Yoongi hyung. What are you doing to my weak self?

My heart is beating too fast and I really hope he can't hear it.

The 'ding' sound that says we reached the floor (finally), made me sigh in relief.

The doors opened and we both walked out. My dorm is near the end of the hallway so we have to walk all the way over there.

The relief didn't last long because I'm gonna be with him in the dorm. Just the two of us.

I gulped and this caught his attention. I felt him looking at me. I'm pretty sure that I saw him smirk from the corner of my eye.

Were now in front of my dorm and I took the keys out of my pockets and unlocked the door.

I opened it and let Yoongi hyung enter.

Yoongi hyung looked around for awhile before going to the couch and plopping himself down.

"Do you want to eat anything?" I asked, just to break the silence. Honestly, I don't think there's food.

"No thanks." He said, closing his eyes. I let myself stare at him before painfully removing my eyes from his oh so hot body. Yes, I was checking him out. I'm not ashamed.

I stayed rooted on my spot, just beside the couch.

"Do I really make you that uncomfortable?" Yoongi hyung said without bothering to open his eyes. But he smirked.

"W-well, I'm just not used to this I guess." I replied. I was gonna turn around to go to my room but then Yoongi hyung suddenly stood up and walked straight in my room. I quickly followed after him because he might see embarassing stuff. I definitely don't want that to happen.

When I finally got to my room, I saw him lying down on my bed.

"Do you mind?" He asked, giving me a blank stare. He acts like all of this is normal. This is definitely not normal. And this got to stop before I rip off his clothes.

I didn't answer right away because I'm too busy appreciating the view (Yoongi hyung on my bed).

I snapped out of my dirty thoughts and quickly shook my head. Of course I don't mind.

I walked towards my closet and grabbed some fresh clothes. I went to the bathroom and changed.

When I got back on my room, I grabbed a pillow to take with me on the couch. I didn't take the blanket. I'll let hyung use it.

I turned the door knob to open the door but I heard Yoongi hyung spoke. "Where are you going?"

"Living room. You can sleep on the bed." I said giving him a smile because really, it's ok.

"No. Stay here." He said and his tone is so serious that I found myself moving towards the bed.

I sat awkwardly on the edge of my bed, not daring to move any closer to Yoongi hyung.

Hyung immediately sat up and pulled my arm. And somehow, I ended up on top of him. Oh Lord...

His face is too close and I forgot how to breathe properly. Once again, he's giving me that stare that is so intense.

It's like a staring contest. We just stared at each other, not daring to look anywhere or to move.

And the next thing that happened made me want to burst into flames. Yoongi hyung grabbed the back of my neck and connected his lips (oh my god his lips!) to mine. He has his eyes closed when he started kissing me. I was frozen, and have my eyes wide opened.

But Yoongi is kissing me right now. I wouldn't pass this chance. And so, I started kissing him back.

The slow and gentle kissing turned into a faster pace and more desperate. I realized that both of us have been wanting for this for a long time because I can feel that he's as desperate as me right now.

He's moving his hands around my back and I couldn't help but moan from his touches. I started stroking his hair because, damn, I waited long enough.

I felt his hands snaking inside my shirt and I shivered from his light touch on my skin.

He quickly ripped off my shirt and he is now tugging my shorts, along with my boxers, down. When I was fully naked, he went on top of me to gain more control.

"Beautiful." He whispered on my hear before sucking on my earlobe. He moved his mouth next to my exposed throat and my collarbones. He left marks and bruises there. I hope I'll be able to hide that with make up tomorrow.

I started to miss his mouth against mine so I grabbed his hair to make him look up from kissing my stomach. When he did, I captured his mouth with mine and started kissing him messily.

I noticed that he still have his clothes on. "Clothes. Off. Now." I said and he immediately stripped off all of his clothes. I took the time to admire the beauty of his body. It's so beautiful I think I'm gonna cry.

His mouth met mine again and his tounge explored every inch of my mouth. I can't keep up with his pace and I just let him do all the work because damn it I'm breathless. I was busy moaning and making other noises from pleasure that I didn't realize right away that he already pulled away and is now staring down at me.

I looked at him with my lids half closed.

"Jimin, I like you. Fuck, I like you so much." He said. I've never seen Yoongi hyung like this. His eyes full of adoration. And the receiving end of it is me. The thought of this made my heart melt. I can't believe this cold hyung would ever like me back.

I started stroking his hair, running my fingers through his amazingly so soft hair.

I gave him a smile and I can feel my eyes watering because I can't believe Yoongi said he likes me.

"I like you too, hyung." I said, trying to hold back the tears of happiness that's threatening to escape my eyes.

"Stay with me?" I asked, my eyes pleading.

"Definitely." He replied and that is the only thing that finally made the tears fall. And I let them.

Even though I lost my best friend, someone came to fill that hole from my heart. And that someone is now looking at me with full of love in his eyes.

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Yoonmin. Yoonmin. Yoonmin. I love them so much. I just gotta have them here. I'm sorry.