Chapter Thirty One
Third Person's POV
[A/N: Be strong ;)]
Past; October 13th, 2016
"Can we talk?" Eunwoo asked, eyes sad while looking at the smaller male and there's a visible hesitation in Jimin's eyes. He doesn't want to have any fight with his boyfriend again but the look Eunwoo is giving him right now makes him want to say yes.
"Please?" Eunwoo added, expression hopeful. A sigh escape from Jimin's lips and then nodded his head, a smile appears in his lips when Eunwoo's expression lighten-up. Eunwoo took Jimin's hand in his and yanked him off towards the nearest bench of their School.
Both of them were seated and looking in front of them silently, it was as if no one wants to talk or break the silence between them. Eunwoo fisted his hands and breath in deeply before looking at the other male with longing expression. Jimin tilted his head up and took at him and felt his heart aches at the other male's expression. They locked eyes for a moment before Jimin open his mouth to speak up.
"How are you?" Jimin asked tone soft, Eunwoo smiled not reaching his eyes, "Not good but trying to be one." Eunwoo answers honestly tone low and soft, Jimin faced away as guilt slowly swells up inside him, he doesn't like the feeling of hurting someone, especially his bestfriend.
Jimin feel so sorry towards Eunwoo but he loves Jungkook and there's no way in hell he would choose Eunwoo over him, it sounds very selfish and mean but that's the truth, he can't live without Jungkook, he can't imagine himself to be with someone that is not Jungkook.
"I heard..." Eunwoo trailed off tone getting sadder and sadder, "You're engaged to him now." He continued still looking at the smaller male, Jimin looked down and stares at his hand, where he had the ring on and a smile appears in his lips.
Eunwoon felt his heart squeezes tightly and looked away from the smaller male. Jimin is so happy and Eunwoo admits, he hated it because it makes him feel that he has no chance anymore. Eunwoo knew they are just bestfriends but he knew all along they have both romantic feelings for each other, he doesn't understand why it's easy for Jimin to move on and fall in love with another man.
"Yeah," Jimin replied snapping his thoughts, "I am engage to him now." Jimin added, Eunwoo's face hardened and clenches his jaw.
Jungkook stopped in his track as his eyes landed on his boyfriend whose seated beside his bestfriend, Jungkook frowns and took a step forward and then stop himself mid-way behind the two, watching them silently.
Jungkook admits he still feel threatened of Eunwoo, he's still scared that one day, Jimin will choose his bestfriend over him. Jimin knew Eunwoo for years, he knew him way longer than him.
Unlike him.
Jungkook sighs, he shook his head as he tries to brush that thought away and looked down at the things he was holding, a bouquet of roses and box of chocolates for his smol boyfriend.
It's Jimin's birthday and this is not only the surprise he has for the smaller male. Jungkook prepared a surprise party for Jimin which he planned for almost a week and not just that he invited Jimin's friends to come over. Jungkook already apologizes to Jimin's friends sincerely for the thing he had done to them and they all accepted his apologies in his surprise, they even accepted his invitation to be there in Jimin's birthday party easily and he was so grateful for that.
"Don't you think it's too early?" Eunwoo asked tone bitter, Jimin glanced at him and Eunwoo did the same thing, the smaller male gave him a small smile, "We love each other that's the only thing that matters." Jimin answers and Eunwoo's heart sank, a few moment had passed before Eunwoo bring himself to smile towards the smaller male.
"Can we go back to what we were? I missed my bestfriend." He asks and then Jimin nodded his head rapidly, a genuine smile written all over his face.
"Of course, I missed my bestfriend too." He says before Eunwoo stood up and pulled Jimin towards him taking the other male by surprise. Eunwoo hugged Jimin tightly, Jimin's heart softens and hug the other male back by wrapping his arms around his waist. Eunwoo was in the verge of tears already, he doesn't want to lose Jimin, he doesn't want him to marry another man, he want it to be him and not with anyone else.
Eunwoo noticed Jungkook standing not far from them, it was just enough to hear what they were saying. Jungkook was staring right at him, emotionless but there is no hint of irritation or annoyance in his face.
Jungkook offers Eunwoo a small smile in the latter's surprise before he slowly turn his back and give them time to each other.
"Don't we really have a chance?" Eunwo asked voice cracking before he pulled away and cupped the smaller male's face, tears welling up in his eyes, "Don't you love me anymore? Don't you have any feelings left for me?" Eunwoo asks him tone desperate, shaking Jimin's shoulders.
"Of course, I love you." Jimin tells him voice sad and low, Jungkook felt his heart stops and freezes in his place, "It's still there, in my heart, that feeling never dies. I love you, but not in the way I love Jungkook." Jimin continued and then Eunwoo's tears fell down.
"I love you as a friend and it will never change-."
"Please Jimin, think about it, Please," Eunwoo begged pathetically, breaking Jimin's heart more, "Think about it more, you're still young, please... I'll do anything for you, I'm so much better than him, he will just hurt you, Jimin." Jimin held Eunwoo's face and then wiped off his tears, shaking his head, eyes sad.
"I love him with my whole heart, I think my heart will die if I lose him. Don't make me choose, Eunwoo." Jimin tells him voice cracking.
"Please don't do this to me, Jimin. I will never hurt you, I love you more than he does, you deserve so much better," Eunwoo says pretending not to hear Jimin, "Please don't marry him, for me? Please," Jimin bit his lower lip, heart hurting so bad, he felt terrible.
"I'm begging you, choose me over him." Jimin's face fell but their moment interrupted when Eunwoo was pulled away from Jimin, the smaller male freezes as Jungkook punched the other male. Eunwoo stumble a step away and almost fell back to the ground, Eunwoo clenched his jaw and looked at Jungkook dead in the eyes.
Eunwoo rushes towards him, Jungkook was taken aback by his sudden attack and didn't react in time as Eunwoo launched a dash punch to his face.
Jungkook wiped off the blood in his lips and then punched Eunwoo, causing the latter to fell on the ground, Jungkook sat over him and started punching him.
"Fuck off! Fucking stop pestering him!" Jungkook snarled while punching him, Eunwoo weakly cover his face using his arms.
"Jungkook-ah stop!" Jimin shouted, Jungkook immediately stop and gazes at the smaller male's direction, Jimin is looking at him eyes filled with rage. Jimin walked over him and pushes him away. Making Jungkook sat down on the ground, Jungkook's face hardened, he clenches his jaw and then he stood up.
"I can't believe you! I can't fucking believe you!" Jimin spat voice rough, Jungkook walk up to him and tried to grab Jimin's hand to drag him away from the scene but Jimin ended up slapping him and looked at Jungkook angrily, annoyance rushes over Jungkook, he clenched his jaw and gazes down at Jimin.
"You're fucking stupid, why can't you fucking control your jealousy, I'm so sick of it!" Jimin retorts, Jimin's eyes widens and mouth hanging open out of shock, Jungkook's face fell.
Jimin tore his gaze from the taller male as guilt swelling up into him, Jungkook was still looking at him, his eyes filled with hurt and sadness. Jimin walked over Eunwoo, he kneel down and helped him. Jungkook averted his gaze and pressed his eyes shut tightly, brows knitted together.
Jungkook let out a heavy sigh and looked over his boyfriend only to see him helping Eunwoo to sit up before cupping his bestfriend's face which made Jungkook fuming in anger.
"Are you okay? Does it hurt?" Jimin asked, Jungkook clenched his jaw before grabbing Jimin's arm and forcefully dragged him away with him. Jimin tried his hardest to escape from Jungkook's hold.
In Jungkook's annoyance, he pushes Jimin harshly as he let go of his arm causing Jimin to stumble a step away. Jimin felt frozen, his heart was racing, he felt terrified all of a sudden.
"What the fuck are you doing?" Jungkook asked harshly dark eyes directed at the smaller male, Jimin's mouth fell open, he can't believe that Jungkook asking him that, where in fact he had attacked his bestfriend first. Jimin looked at Jungkook with annoyance before pointing his index finger on him.
"I should be the one asking you that, what are you doing Jungkook? Why did you punch Eunwoo?" He asked voice laced with rage, Jungkook scoffed rolling his tongue against the inside of his cheek in annoyance, "Why did you have to do that? For once Jungkook, can you stop being so jealous?" Jimin asked voice tired already, Jungkook huffed, he wasn't jealous. Jimin completely misunderstood his actions, he had punched Eunwoo because he had enough, Eunwoo is desperate and he was trying to push himself to Jimin even when the smaller male already says no.
"I'm not jealous!" Jungkook retorts, "Can you stop sugar coating your words and just tell him to fuck off? " Jimin's heart drop.
"What?" He asked exasperatedly, blood boiling in anger, "Stop acting nice every damn time!" Jungkook spat roughly.
"Eunwoo is my bestfriend Jungkook, a very close friend of mine. He came into my life first before you, did you already forgot? He's the person who know me most, who understand me more than anyone else, more than you! " Jungkook's chest seizes in pain.
"Eunwoo, he's not just a friend, he mean so much to me," Jimin says pointing himself, "...and he is hurting emotionally because of me! How can you expect me to tell him to fuck off just like that?" Jimin asked him keeping his voice steady, even through the pain.
"You know what? That's exactly the problem here, you're too nice!" Jungkook shouted, "No, the problem here is, you don't have any trust on me!" Jimin shouted back at him eyes shining in tears.
"I trust you but not him!" Jungkook points out, Jimin shook his head, sadness written all over his face.
"You don't trust me, you've never been." He whispers audibly before he turn his back on the other male making Jungkook frowned.
"Where are you going?" Jungkook asks hurriedly, "Are you going back to him? Really, Jimin? Why don't you just choose him over me instead since I'm just nothing compares to him, he mean so much to you right?" Jungkook stated tone cold, Jimin purses his lips and fisted his hands tightly.
"I'm going to my bestfriend because he needs me right now." Jimin tells him roughly and left. Jungkook just watch Jimin with hurtful expression until he disappears through the hallway.
He took a deep breath and left.
Eunwoo already left when he came back, Jimin notices the flowers and chocolate that was scattered on the ground instead which he assumed from Jungkook. He felt his heart throbbing in pain as he picked up the flowers and the box of chocolates, Jimin's tears came pouring down slowly, regretful.
A sigh escaped from his lips and decides to go back where he had left Jungkook but when he went there,
Jungkook wasn't there anymore.
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