Chapter Ten

Third Person's POV


Jimin's blood runs cold as someone's arm wrapped around his stomach from behind. Jimin tries to escape from his grip and tries screaming but he cover Jimin's mouth with his other hand before dragging the smaller male into an alley.




The younger was terrified and shaking in fear. The said man grabbed his shoulder and made him face him. It was dark and Jimin couldn'tsee the other male's face. He tried to hit him but the said man only hugs him. Jimin freezes, mouth hanging open as he recognizes the man's scent.


Jimin felt his heart softens and let the other male hug him, tears streaming down his cheeks, a faint smile slowly appeared in the older's lips.




"Hyung," Jimin choked out as he buried his face in the latter's chest. Jimin slowly wrapped his arms around Chanyeol's waist and tightened grip on his shirt.




"Hyung," Jimin called out again voice cracking. Chanyeol only hummed in response, pressing a kiss on the younger's hair, "I missed you so much. Please don't leave me again." He pleads but the latter stayed silent which made the younger's heart clenches.





"I'm sorry." Chanyeol whispered audibly, "Hyung is sorry, Jimin." The smaller male shook his head and hug the latter tightly as possible, sobbing painfully.





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Jungkook stopped his car when he spotted him walking all alone in the street. Jungkook tightened his grip on the steering wheel, face darkened. He gets off his car and walked towards the latter's direction completely annoyed.




Jimin's back is facing the latter as he continued walking heart heavy and not noticing the latter's presence. Jungkook moves closer and grabbed the latter's arm to make Jimin face him, dark eyes staring down at the younger angrily.




"What are you doing? Why are you wondering alone in this place?!" He shouted. Jimin slowly looked up at him and Jungkook's eyes widens in surprise when he noticed that the latter is crying.




"My brother was here earlier." Jimin tells him face distorted with sadness and hurt. Jungkook dropped his hand, expression slowly turning into a guilt one.


"He hugged me so tight," Jimin trailed off smiling faintly at the older, "I could almost feel that he doesn't want to let go but he needs to." He continued, new tears falling down his face.




"I'm so happy because he comes to see me." Jimin mumbled through his sobs. Jungkook just stared at him silently expression concern.




"I- I just want my brother back is that too much to ask?" Jimin asked tone soft and hurt. Jungkook took a step closer and didn't hesitate to pull the younger into his arms. Jimin caught off guard by his actions but he's too hurt to even think about it. He closed his eyes and let himself melt into Jungkook's embrace.






"I want him back." Jimin mumbled.


"He's the only one I have." Jungkook pressed his shut eyes shut tightly. He wanted to assure Jimin that he's here for him. But he couldn't. Because the last time he gave his words to Jimin that he would always be there for him, he fucked up and broke that promise in the end.




"Let's go home." Jungkook mumbled tone soft.



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Jungkook parked his car and glances at Jimin. The smaller had fallen asleep throughout their whole drive. He observes the smaller male for a while and when he noticed the younger's tears that were falling silently down his cheeks he slowly leaned forward and reached out his hand to brush his tears using his thumb.




Jimin furrowed his brows before slowly opening his eyes, meeting Jungkook's warm gaze. Jimin felt everything turned into a slow motion as they stared into each other's eyes. Jungkook always hide his true emotions and Jimin is aware of that. Jungkook always pretends to not care but his eyes tell all... he cares but he's afraid to show it and when he lies about something, his eyes couldn't. Jimin couldn't help but to feel his heart flutters, the look that Jungkook giving him right now is completely different, he is no longer hiding his true emotions.





Jungkook snapped the younger's thought when Jungkook immediately pulled himself away from the younger and he quickly unbuckle his seatbelt acting as if nothing happened. Jimin's attention was still on him and Jungkook pretend to not notice it before he opened the car door without saying anything.

Jimin lowered his gaze in disappointment, he unbuckle his seatbelt before opening the door and step outside the car following Jungkook behind. The atmosphere between them is very awkward. Jimin is positive that Jungkook was still mad at him but he couldn't show it to him out of pity. Both of them were silent as they entered the house.





Jimin closes the door behind him softly before he moves closer leaving a short distance between them. He's facing Jungkook's back right now, Jimin let out a shaky breath, fist clenching.





"I could always feel that there's something stopping you from being close to me from being nice to me. Why do you have to act as if you don't care? Why do you keep on pretending?" Jimin suddenly asked him. The younger knew asking him right now will just anger Jungkook more but he couldn't hold it anymore. He's tired of Jungkook's behavior. He needs answers. Jungkook pressed his eyes shut.





"Do you really want to know the truth?" He asked tone laced with sadness. Jimin's eyes went wide in surprise, his heart beating fast. He couldn't open his mouth to answer him. He was shock. He stayed silent for a moment.


Jungkook faces him, expression unreadable, Jimin felt his eyes heart was about to burst. He wasn't expecting Jungkook would give in and will tell him the truth.




"You and I had a relationship and I hurt you in the past." Jimin felt his heart stops, expression distorted with shock and confusion. Jungkook just stared at him with no emotion, acting completely unbothered about the whole situation.


"I ended our relationship and moved here to Seoul. Do you know why did I do it? Because I couldn't stand to be with you anymore..." He trailed off tone cold, Jungkook's lips twitch upward forming into a smirk. "...and I don't feel any guilt towards you. I don't regret hurting you." He added voice laced mockery which made Jimin's blood run cold. It wasn't a nice feeling he could feel his whole chest hurting, Jimin lowered his gaze refusing to meet Jungkook's eyes.





"Why?" The only word he could manage to say. Jungkook could feel the sadness through his voice but he ignores it.



"Because right from the start, I didn't love you." He retorts tone sharp. Jimin's heart twinges in pain. Jungkook's words hurt him, tears threatening to fall down. Jimin tried to hold back his tears before looking back at Jungkook with pained expression.





"Since I already answered your question, I want to ask you a favor. Don't bother me about this anymore." He spat before shifting his gaze and took a step forward walking past Jimin. The smaller male grabbed his wrist to prevent him from going anywhere, his head hung low.




"Why do I feel like you are lying to me again?" Jimin asked voice cracking but Jungkook said nothing. After a few moments of silence, Jimin smiled faintly before removing his grip from the latter. The other male continued to walk away leaving the younger behind. Jimin just stayed there frozen in his place, letting his tears escaped and fell down his face.




Now everything makes sense. . .



The reason why he always felt different when it comes to Jungkook because he holds an important meaning into his life... and he might have love Jungkook deeply in the past because even after losing his memories, his heart still remembers Jungkook...





Jimin wonders if he had tried to move on and let go because...





...the pain still lingers in his heart.






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Jungkook pressed his eyes shut and leans his back against the door. Heart shattering in pieces as he listen to the younger's painful sobs.

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