Third Person's POV

"You hated me. You were disgusted by me and asked me to stay away from you." Every words stings Jungkook's heart but he doesn't have any plan on holding back anymore, "Which, I did. I left you." He added tone guilt crossing his face.

"I left with a guilt and regret lingering in my heart." He tells him, tears blurring his vision. "And there's not a day in my life that I don't think about you, about what I did to you." Jungkook almost whispers the last part.

"You got into an accident; you woke up without having any memories from the past. Knowing that you're no longer suffering from the pain I had caused you I decided to move on, I tried but I failed. Because those memories still haunt me every single day."

"Then, You suddenly showed up... in the coffee shop. After two years, I saw you again." Confusion crossing the smaller male's face, "I was persistent of hiding who I really was but it didn't stop me from wanting to know your whereabouts."

"You were happy and contented and knowing that you're completely fine is enough for me after that I decided to stop from engaging myself with you."

"And as if fate were playing with us, we met again for the third time, I tried to distant myself from you, it wasn't my intention to get attach with you again but it just happened. I ended up taking advantage of your innocence and let myself to be near you again." Jungkook pauses, swallowing hard, "...and accepted your friendship just so I can have the excuse to be with you." Jungkook look at Jimin with a soft and sincere expression tears leaking down his face.

"I have never thought I would ever experience what happiness feels like again until I give in and allowed myself to spend time with you, Jimin-ah." A painful smile appears in Jungkook's lips. "Especially when those brown eyes look into mine with a smile painted on your lips that make me temporarily forget the cruel thing I did to you." Jungkook almost whispered the last part, completely ashamed of himself.

"...and I have no intention of telling you the truth right from the beginning because I know, if you knew, it would just give you a painful heartbreak, it would just tear you apart again."

"But it wasn't only the reason," Jungkook shakes his head pain painted all over his face, Jimin had to break their eye contact because he couldn't handle it, "I kept it from you because I don't want to experience being hated by you again, I can't stand it Jimin. I- I can't stand seeing the disgust in your face while looking at me." Jungkook says through his broken voice.

"But then for doing that, I only worsened the situation. You understood my pain but you have misunderstood my reason. You took all the blame and tries to ease my pain, it was a mess, it was wrong."

"And now I regret everything... things wouldn't end like this if I didn't allowed myself to be with you again. I was supposed to stay away, to prevent this from happening, to protect you from getting hurt again and not lead you to another, heartbreak." Jungkook stated regretful, Jimin slowly look up at him again meeting Jungkook's gaze, a moment of silence had passed.

"Tell me..."

"Would you still say you love me? Would you still say you are willing to forgive me?" Jungkook asked him but Jimin didn't answer, sobbing quietly, "Of course not, what I did was unforgivable." He says bitterly.

"Now that you already know the truth," Jungkook trailed off keeping his voice steady.

"It would be easier for you to forget about me."

Jimin choke a sob as he recalled their conversation, hand clutching his chest because it was too much, it was too painful. He lowered down his head and let out a loud sobs.

Seokjin only watched the smaller male silently from afar with hurtful expression. He tilted his head to look at Namjoon. He had called the other male for help, hoping Namjoon could do something for Jimin.

"He's been like that since yesterday and I don't know what to do, Namjoon. I'm worried." Seokjin told him. Namjoon faintly smiled at him and pat his back, "I'll talk to him." Seokjin nodded his head.

Namjoon walked towards the smaller male who's seated in the Park, shoulders were shaking. Namjoon sat down beside him which catches Jimin's attention. 

A frown sprung in the smaller male's face. He wiped off his tears away and glances at him, the smaller male looks away when he realized it was Namjoon. He lowered down his head and let out a heavy sigh.

"Did he tell you everything?" Jimin felt his heart clenches but nodded his head silently eyes directed at his hands that was resting on his lap.

"And what do you feel right now? After knowing everything from him?" Jimin felt his eyes stings again. He heaves a sigh and spoke.

"It hurts," He replied shortly, "It hurts to know that he did that to me, it hurts that he had been hiding all of this from me but on the other side, I understand why he has to do that." Jimin's tears began falling down, he purse his lips and spoke again, "Seriously, I don't know." He says defeated expression troubled.

"I could feel the pain in my heart but I couldn't feel any hatred towards him." Jimin admitted shaking his head. "Was it because I completely forgot what happened?" Jimin asked Namjoon with a hurtful tone.

"No, Jimin." Namjoon answers, Jimin pauses. "It's because you've forgiven him." Jimin's eyes went wide in complete shock and quickly glances at Namjoon with a questioning gaze.

"What?" Jimin asked. "Before the accident happened, you came to me asking for him." Namjoon tells him causing Jimin's frown to deepened.

Past.

November 25, 2016

Jungkook places his things on the bed and sighed. He looked over his phone that was on table. He sat down at the edge of the bed and grabbed his phone. Jungkook tap the screen, showing up Jimin's picture. He smiled softly and caresses the smaller male's face gently.

Not too long, he decided to give the latter a phone call. Silently pleading Jimin would accept it. This is the last time, he thought. Jungkook just wanted to hear his voice before he leaves.

9:01 pm.

"Sorry but the number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please leave a voice message after the beep."

Jungkook tried again for the third time, "Please, Jimin." He mutters. "Just these once, pick up your phone." When he got the same response, Jungkook throws his phone across his room. He grabbed his bag and other stuff before heading towards the door.

Jungkook twisted the door but stops himself from opening the door, he drop off his things on the floor and walk across the room to pick up his phone. He sat down on the floor, pressing his back against the wall and started calling Jimin again.

"Sorry but the number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please leave a voice message after the beep."

November 29, 2016. 8:00 am.

You received, 6 missed calls and 1 voice message.

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:01 pm

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:04 pm

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:06 pm

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:15 pm

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:17 pm

Missed Call, 4d ago, 9:19 pm

Voice Message, 4d ago, 9:25 pm

["Jimin-ah... I know, the wound in your heart that I caused will probably never heal."]

["...and I know there is no way you would ever forgive me but I hope one day you will be able to move forward."]

["My apology may not change anything but hopefully keeping my distant will lessen your pain."]

["I don't ever want to lose you, Jimin.... but I did and need to accept that you're no longer mine."]

["....."]

["I love you baby and I always do."]

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November 29, 2016. 10:02 am.

"Jungkook-ah!"

Jimin shouted as soon as he entered the house, breathing heavily as he looks around. He ran towards Jungkook's room and didn't find him there. Jimin walks out from the room and went to the living room, he hurriedly pulled out his phone, calling Jungkook again.

Jimin stops for a moment when he found a note, he took it and reads it, heart beating so fast. 'Look after him... for me, hyung.' Jimin's expression fell down. No, no, no—he chanted in his head. He ran outside the house and grabs a taxi. Heading towards Namjoon's place, maybe Jungkook is there.

Jimin brought his phone close to his ear and calls him again but he's still not answering his calls. Jimin bit his lower lip nervously, looking outside the window, fighting the urge to cry.

"My apology may not change anything but hopefully keeping my distant will lessen your pain."—No Jungkook, please no. You're not serious about this.

November 29, 2016. 12:05 pm

Namjoon sighs loudly as soon as he enters his house. He can't still believe Jungkook left, without even telling him. He shook his head and walked inside his room before pulling out Jungkook's phone from his pocket. He carefully check the phone, it was badly broken and assumed it might not be working anymore.

But he still presses the turn on button, he was surprise when he found out it was still working— Suddenly the door bell rang catching his attention. Namjoon furrowed his brows, he opened his drawer and put Jungkook's phone inside.

Namjoon headed towards the front door, he opened the door brows furrowed but when he sees Jimin standing there, his expression changes, eyes widening in complete shock. Namjoon rubbed his eyes just to be sure that it was really Jimin.

"Hyung," Jimin calls out his attention, "Hyung, where is Jungkook?" Jimin asked him, eyes and nose red and it looks like he had been crying earlier. Why is he looking out for his brother? What is happening now? Namjoon asked himself.

"W—wait Jimin, what is this?" Namjoon asked confused. "Why are you looking out for him?" Namjoon questioned him, "Does it mean? Wait, really, are you sure Jimin?" Jimin only gave him a small smile nodding his head, new tears welling up in his eyes.

"Where is Jungkook? I need to see him. I need to talk to him." Jimin hurriedly says, pleading silently that Jungkook didn't leave busan that he's still here. "Hyung tell me now, I really need to see him." He tried again voice shaking.

"Jimin-ah," Namjoon called out his name and laced with sadness, "Jungkook left." Jimin's tears came pouring down, heart aching.

"Was it because of what I said to him?" Jimin asked voice cracking, Namjoon look at Jimin with apologetic look before slowly nodding his head which made the smaller male's heart sank. "C-can you tell me where did he go?" He asked stammering, Namjoon shook his head.

"I've last seen him four days ago, he didn't even tell me he was leaving, I'm not sure where he went to." Namjoon responded, Jimin let out a shaky breath and wiped off his tears before he asks Namjoon again.

"Can you think of any possible places he might go, hyung?" Namjoon pauses, thinking for a moment, "Seoul!" He blurted out tone excited. "I'm positive it's Seoul. We have a house there, it was the place where our parents used to live. It's definitely Seoul." A sincere smile appeared in Jimin's lips, expression hopeful.

"Can you give me the address, hyung?" Namjoon smiled and nodded his head eagerly.