Chapter Eleven

Third Person's POV



Jimin wiped off his tears and let out a loud sighed. His phone suddenly vibrates he frowned for a second before accepting the phone call.





"Jimin? Did I wake you up?" Jimin mumbled a soft no. It was Seokjin who called him. The latter suddenly felt something is wrong.





"Are you okay?" Seokjin asked voice concern, Jimin smiled faintly. 




"Can I just stay in your place?" The younger requested voice pleading. Seokjin went silent for a moment before he spoke, "Did something happened between you and Jungkook?" Seokjin asked him tone curious. Jimin clenched his fist, heart twitching in pain at the sudden mention of the latter's name.



"It's not about us." Jimin answers, Seokjin fell silent again. Thinking what might the reason Jimin wanted to stay away in his apartment, is it because he's uncomfortable with Jungkook?



Jimin bit his lower lip, hoping Seokjin would consider his request.



"Okay, I'll let Namjoon know first okay?" Jimin muttered yes before ending the phone call. Jimin wasted no time and walked towards Jungkook's room, collecting his things. He can't stay here anymore after knowing everything. He doesn't even want to see Jungkook as of the moment.



After waiting for about ten minutes for the latter's response. Jimin recieved a text message from Seokjin saying that Namjoon is on his way now to pick him up, he also give Jimin his passcode.



Jimin carried all his things before walking outside Jungkook's apartment and waited for Namjoon outside the building standing there emotionless. Everything hurt right now. Jimin just wanted to be alone... to think peacefully and to calm himself.



He didn't expect things to be turn out like this. Jimin wanted to know the truth but if he knew he'll be hurting like this. He shouldn't have pushes himself to know. He coudn't even imagine how hard it was for him in past.




Maybe that's the reason why he tried to leave Busan before because he wanted to move on but the tragedy happened causing him to forget everything now. The Train that he was in had a major accident, Jimin is lucky to survived because almost all of the people involved had died.




Namjoon arrived after twenty minutes of waiting. He parked the car just in front of Jimin and the younger moves forward. He opened the car door and places his things before entering the car.





Namjoon glances up at the rare-view mirror and noticed the younger's pained expression, he realized immediately that the younger male had cried earlier. Namjoon shook his head in displeased, Jungkook was the reason isn't he?




The older male remained silent, he started the engine without asking the younger anything, guilt slowly swelling up inside his chest. Namjoon tightened his grip on the steering wheel, expression troubled.





The two arrived at Seokjin's place. Both of them entered his apartment, Jimin places his things on the couch before he faces Namjoon. He forced himself to smile at the older male.




"Thank you, Namjoon." Jimin said tone low, Namjoon nods his head silently. He could feel his heart clenches so he avoided the latter's gaze.




"Are you sure, you'll be okay alone?" He asked the smaller male, Jimin mumbed a soft yes.




"Call me in case of emergency." He said as he glances back at Jimin again and motioned the younger that he will leave now, Jimin gave him a small nod.





When Namjoon left, Jimin headed inside his room, flopping on his bed before closing his eyes. He's tired and he just wanted to forget everything.



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Namjoon walked inside the bar where his brother is.



"What the fuck did you do?" He asked but the latter didn't answered and it only made Namjoon's anger rises. Jungkook's other three friends tenses up because they had never seen Namjoon being angry. Annoyed yes but angry? No. This is the first they saw him like this.




"Jimin left," He trailed off, Jungkook could feel his heart twinges in pain but manage to pull a blank face as if it didn't affect him at all.




Jimin being around him fills up the emptiness in his heart but he couldn't also ignore the fact that his presence made him feel more guilty and sorry.




Maybe, It's better this way. He should just let Jimin leave and pretend to be strangers once again.




Hoseok and Taehyung looked at each other for a moment, face contorted with confusion. Yoongi frowned, what the hell is happening? What was the issue with Jimin and Jungkook? He asked inside his mind.





"I only asked you to let him stay in your place but look what you did!" He continued voice rough. Jungkook clenches his jaw in irritation and stood up before throwing Namjoon a look.





"He look distressed, what have you done? Did you tell him everything? Did you fucking hurt him?" Namjoon asked tone loud and irritated. Taehyung's eyes widened in shock and he scooted closer to Hoseok, a small smile slowly appeared in Hoseok's lips before placing his hand on the latter's back rubbing it gently.





"This is your entire fault!" Jungkook spat eyes full of rage, "You made him stay in my place! How could you expect me to act like nothing happened between us? You knew exactly what happened yet you keep pushing him in my life!" He continued and his expression suddenly changes into a hurt one. Namjoon is so fucking insensitive. He didn't knew that pulling things like this, just worsened the situation.




"You still love him." Namjoon points out eyes looking at his brother with sadness, Jungkook furrowed his brows together.





"So you're setting things up for us to get back together?" Jungkook mocked, Namjoon fell silent for a moment, if Namjoon could only bring back time and change the past, maybe things wouldn't be like this.




"Jungkook, that was in the past, you couldn't change anything about it but you can always start a new one."  Namjoon reminds him, Jungkook cursed under his breath. It is easy to say because Namjoon wasn't in his position.



The damage was done and Jungkook knew there's no other way to fix it.




"Jungkook just forget it and moved on!" Jungkook could feel the anger swells inside him, he grabbed Namjoon by the collar while looking at his brother dangerously.




"You know what I've done, you knew there is no way in hell Jimin would forgive me if he didn't have that fucking amnesia!" Jungkook said through gritted teeth, looking at the latter with mixed emotions.





"Jimin and I..." Jungkook says his voice suddenly changes into a sad one, Namjoon felt his heart clenches.





"We broke up two years ago... Even if I wanted to get us back together..." He trailed off and Namjoon didn't missed the pained expression written on Jungkook's face.




"....I can't." Jungkook almost whispered tone hurt, "Things wouldn't be the same anymore. The guilt is killing me. Even until now I can't still forgive myself." He added before pushing the latter harshly. Namjoon stumble a step away expression guilty.




"Don't make it hard for the both of us and don't meddle in my life because you obviously know nothing about what I feel." Jungkook said before walking past Namjoon intentionally bumping his shoulder harshly against the older.




His other friends were shocked at their conversation. Especially Yoongi who's mind can't function well at the sudden revelations. Taehyung stood up and looked at Namjoon, face confused mouth hanging open.





"So that Park Jimin is Jungkook's ex? Fuck what a lucky bastard." Namjoon's expression darkened, Taehyung gulped and took a step away.




"W-what?" He asked. Namjoon clenched his jaw before turning on his heel and left as well.






"Did you see how Namjoon hyung looked at me?" He asked looking at Hoseok while pointing his finger at Namjoon's figure that was walking away, "Fuck, I was so nervous." Taehyung said placing his hand above his chest, Hoseok chuckle.




"That's why next time, you better keep your mouth shut." Taehyung rolled his eyes before sitting down. Hoseok glances at Yoongi with sad eyes when he notice how it really affects him knowing that Jungkook and Jimin had a past relationship. Maybe he really likes Jimin, Hoseok thought bitterly.





Taehyung on the other hand just watch Hoseok with a pained expression,






I'm just here yet you only want him.

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