YOUR POV

I started to cough and I covered my mouth with my hand, when I finished coughing there was blood. Baekhyun was so worried that he ran out to get the doctor/ nurse.

"You have a disease that can be treated but it may risk your life at this time but if you want to do the surgery to get the disease out then please come and set a date with us before next month"

"Ok, that doc but what kind of disease is it"

"We are not sure but this disease is one of the most rare disease"

"Thanks doc"

"No problem"

The doctor left and there was silence no one spoke until I did.

"I want to get the surgery" I could feel their eyes on me as I said that

"What? Are you sure? What is you don't make it?"

" I will ok, I promise,I just want this disease out ok?"

"Ok I'll get the doc"

Few minutes later they came.

"Doc I wanna do the surgery"

"Great when?"

"Tomorrow"

"Are you sure?" You could be risking your life"

"Yes I'm sure"

"Ok"

He write it down and left as he left Baekhyun came back from the bathroom.

"Hyung Ha Bin is......" I interrupted Sehun

"Sehun can you get me a cup of water?"

"Yea sure"

As he gave me the water I whispered to him: "don't tell him, tell the others not to tell him, I don't want him to worry about me then he already is"

He understood and gave me the water and went to tell the members but Baekhyun.

I'm so sorry Baekhyun to keep thus from you but I'll need you to be happy if I make it.

"Well it's getting late and we have practice tomorrow so we'll get going now, get some rest" the he mouthed" tomorrow is a big day" I just giggled and then they left.

When they left I wrote 13 letters, 12 for each member of Exo and one for my best friend.

THE BIG DAY

YOUR POV

I decided to do the surgery in the afternoon when Exo and Youngwoo is busy.

Lay's POV

I can't stand to keep such a secret away from baekhyun, so after rehearsals I would tell baekhyun but the I got a text sayin that Ha Bob's surgery is during practice so went straight to baekhyun and told him.

"BAEK cone here"

"What is it?"

"Ha Bin is doing the surgery"

"What? When?"

"Today, during practice"

"What?!"

"She told us that she was doing the surgery but not what time but she asked us not to say anything to you because she didn't want you to worry more than you already are"

"Lay hyung, why would you tell baek, we promised Ha Bin that we wouldnt"

"Well I had to, she is having the surgery during practice guys"

"Wht?!" We all ran to the hospital but she was already in the surgery room it was to late to stop it. The doctors came put with the letters and pictures and my phone.

"She wanted.me to give this to you guys"

"Thanks"

We all take our letter and read them, all of us started to cry while reading the letter. Especially Baekhyun.

BAEKHYUN'S POV

Why would you? Don't you know that if you don't make it I'll be nothing? I hope you are ok in there, when this is over I'm going to make you mine.