*Hye Won POV*

I opened the door quietly and stepped into the chilly and medicine laden room.

Namjoon was on the tidy white bed, a thin I.V line injected deep into his wrist administering some clear liquid to his body while a heart rate cable went around his arm then displaying on the screen his slow yet steady heart beat.

I walked up and placed my hand gently over the area with the stitched up bullet wound in his stomach.

“Because of me.” I whispered quietly as I breathed in deeply and felt the sterile hospital gown beneath my hand.

I moved my fingers to the other side of his stomach to where the glass had gone through his back when me and Taeyong hit his car.

“Because of me...” My eyes became teary as I sniffled to try and stop the crying.

I moves my fingers up to his neck where there was a nasty bruise from when I punched him with brass knuckles.

“B..because of me.” The tears started falling down my cheeks and onto his chest.

“All because of me, all because I hated you when you cared for me.” I looked at his handsome face and ran my fingers over his lips and closed eyes.

“I’m sorry, I didn't deserve everything you did for me. I didn't deserve your care. I’m going to repay you...it will be a debt that I will pay no matter what.” I grabbed the small visitor chair and pulled it close to his bed as I sat down and looked at him.

“Just please wake up.” I grabbed his cold hand and interlocked my fingers with his.

"I...I need you Namjoon.” I brought his hand up and pressed my lips to his skin for a long kiss as I closed my eyes.

“I need you so much.”

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*Rose POV*

“Okay, so this is the story. We never fucked, you took me to the country and we watched Netflix the whole time we were there, got it?” I gave Jimin a stern look and he squinted his eyes at me.

“Why are you lying though, I thought you were angry at him?” He cocked his head to the side and stared at me with a confused face.

“I am mad at him and I don't know if we’ll get through this but I do know that he was shot and his body is trying to heal. So, I'm going to do everything to make sure he isn't stressed. That means I have to make things right with him.” I nodded to Jimin but more to myself.

I have to fix things...no more hiding from it.

“Alright, I understand. But if you're going to fix things with him then why am I here?” He crossed his arms and I stared at him with wide eyes.

“I...I don't know. Why are you here?” I gave him a skeptical look and put my hands on my hips.

“You dragged me here like two minutes ago.” He scoffed in disbelief and I furrowed my brows.

“I did? Huh, maybe I'm finally losing it.” I raised my eyebrows to him and he shook his head with a look of amazement.

“Are you okay? Ever since that night you've been acting kinda strange.” He reached forward and grabbed my hand.

I flinched subconsciously at his touch and he backed off immediately.

“I...it was wrong, I was hurt and desperate for a way to get over the pain.” I whispered as I tried to find strength to talk about the topic I've been avoiding.

“I know, I was in the wrong as well. I shouldn't have done it, I just, I was stressed as well and you are kind of irresistible in case you didn't know. So, please forgive me Rose.” He dropped his head and his voice was quiet I had to lean forward to hear it.

“It’s okay Jimin, everything is ok. We’re still friends. Always.” I put my fingers under his chin and lifted his head up as I pressed my forehead to his.

“Thank you...now, go take care of your man.” He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

I smiled to him then turned and walked into Jungkook's hospital room leaving Jimin in the hallway.

“Jungkook?” I called out softly as I closed the door behind me.

He was lying on the bed, his back turned towards me.

He looked like he was shaking.

“Jungkook!?” I started walking faster to the other side of the bed and when I saw what he was doing I felt my heart break in a million prices.

“Jungkook stop!!” I screamed and ran to his side, grabbing the knife that was cutting into his wrist.

“No!! No...What are you doing!?” He started sobbing and kept trying to cut the flesh more but I grabbed the sharp blade with my bare hand and ripped it out of his hands, cutting myself in the process.

“You don't love me anymore...I killed your love for me...now all that's left is for me to kill myself.” He said as tears ran down his face.

My heart never hurt more than it did just then.

“No….Baby, you're my only love Jungkook. Nothing can kill my love for you.” I grabbed a small towel that was folded next his bed and wrapped his cut wrist in it tying it tightly to stop the bleeding.

The cut wasn't deep enough to be life threatening but there was still a lot of blood.

“But….at So Hye’s base you said I had lost you and just now…” He trailed off as he started sobbing again and buried his face in his arm.

“What? What do you mean ‘just now’?” I grabbed his face tenderly and made him look at me.

“I heard what you and Jimin did when you left. You don't love me anymore, you want Jimin cause he never hurt you.” He stared at me with swollen red eyes from excessive crying and a tear rolled down my own cheek.

“Jungkook...Yes, it's true, I did do something with Jimin but not because I didn't love you. It was because I love you so much and you hurt my heart terribly that I needed some sort of comfort and Jimin was the only one there for me at the time.”  I started crying and held his face tighter, afraid that he would fade away from me if I let him go.

“But...you said I lost you…” His bottom lip quivered and his teeth chattered against one another.

“I was upset...I say crazy things when I'm worked up. Jungkook, I promised you I would never leave you, I intend to keep that promise.” I kissed his forehead and hugged him to my body.

“I’m sorry Rose, I'm so, so, so sorry. I don't deserve you. I don't deserve anything ever again. Please forgive me, I can't live without you.” He hugged my body and held me stronger.

“I forgive you Jungkook, I forgive you and I can't live without you either so please...don't ever hurt yourself again. If you hurt yourself then I hurt myself got it!?” I brought his head up and made him look at me.

“I won't, I promise. Anything for you.” He smiled slightly and I pressed my lips to his.

The chattering and shivering stopped and he kissed me back deeply.

“I. Love. You.” He whispered between soft yet passionate kisses.

“I love you too, so freaking much.”  I looked at him and smiled.

“Come here.” He grabbed my waist and directed me up onto the bed with him.

I snuggled into the clean hospital blankets right beside him and he put his arm around my shoulder.

“What about your wrist?” I asked as I looked at the dark red spot on the towel.

“Shh, out of sight, therefore out of mind.” He put it behind him and smiled to me cheekily.

“I love you so much.” I started drawing patterns on his chest as I stared at his gorgeous face.

His beautiful dark eyes, perfect eyebrows and nose, soft lips, and the fucking most delicious jaw line I've ever seen.

“I love you too but please...don't ever choose Jimin over me again.” He had a sad face and I laughed.

“I must admit Jimin is cute but you are fucking sexy and incredibly handsome so he can't compare to you.” He smiled widely at my words and I smirked mischievously.

“But there is one way we can resolve this issue so there's no hard feelings.” I raised my eyebrows and he gave me a eager look.

And what is that?” He asked with a curious voice.

“You and Jimin need to fuck.”

He choked on air and looked at me in disbelief.

“What!?” He stared at me closely with shocked eyes and I laughed.

“You know, so it’s all even.” I wiggled my eyebrows and he shook his head furiously.

“Nope, no way. Never in a billion years.” He grabbed me and pulled me even closer to his body.

“I just need you….that's it.” He kissed my forehead and closed his eyes.

“Now we have each other. Go to sleep baby, you need rest.” He nodded sleepily and cuddled me warmly.

My heart filled with happiness as I embraced him back.

I didn't realize how much I needed him until we had been separated.

But now, I’m never going to give him up for anything or anyone.

Never.