Chiyuki's POV

I sigh as I walk to my room. Closing the door I put on my head phones and blast Fall Out Boy's song Just One Yesterday.

My fight with Dovakien made me angry. Music is the only thing that can calm me down. Sliding off the black converse I put them in my closet and take out the clothes from the bag.

I go to my dresser and pick out a pair of shorts and a t-shirt also grabbing my speaker for my phone and head to the bathroom to shower. Putting my phone into the deck I start to undress. Turning the water on I get it to the temperature that's just right for me and hop in. As I'm washing my hair 5 seconds of summer's What I like about you comes on. When I'm done washing my hair I turn off the water and get out I dry my body off and slip on my shorts and t-shirt. I then put my hair inthe town and pick my clothes up and my speaker and go into my room.

Putting my phone and speaker in my nightstand I fold my theif clothes and set them on my dresser.(slight trigger warning) Looking in the mirror I stare at the scars on my right thigh and I remember when and how they got there...
3rd person POV
It was another terrible day at school. The sluts seemed even more angry at Chiyuki than normal. She got home and ran upto the bathroom tears streaming down her face. Opening the cupboard she grabbed the pack of razor blades and took one out. She looked at her self in the mirror and said "Why was I even born? I'm such a fucking disgrace." pulling her jeans off she placed the razor against her skin. She did this three more times until she started to blackout. Sitting in the tub she passed out. She was only vaguely aware of Dovakien coming in and calling her name. The next thing she knew she was in the hospital.
End flashback

Chiyuki's POV

I shake the images out of my head and sit on my bed. I can't think about that any more I tell myself.

Sighing I get under the blankets and turn my music off along with my lamp and cuddle with my stuffed Castiel.

(HEY LOOK AN UPDATE! I'm sorry its shit. I don't want anyone to feel like they have to cut. Suicide is not the answer. Any how I'll try and update more I promise. Wolfie over and out )