A/N: Here it is guys, the rest of the chapter! I know it's not much more, but this is what I was able to get together for now. I really do need to update Stutter and or Getting There so this won't be worked on until I get that done, sorry! Anyways, hope you enjoy the whole thing!

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Rough kisses, wandering hands, forced sexual encounters. Memories, feelings, pain, everything flodded through Harry’s mind at once and there was no way he could stop it from happening. Everything hurt. He could feel the restraints on his limbs holding him down to the bed. He could feel his breath becoming weaker from the lack of oxygen as his mouth was covered with tape. The worst part, he could feel Aiden forcing himself inside of Harry all over again. “No,” Harry mumbled as he began to stir in his sleep. “Stop, please.” He pleaded. “AHHH!” Harry screamed at the top of his lungs.

    Louis and Nick were up in an instant both turning to see Harry thrashing on the floor. “Harry!”

    “Haz!” Both boys were by his side. “Harry, Harry can you hear me?” Nick pulled one of his eyes open. They were clouded over, there was no hint of Harry anywhere. “Louis I need you to go get his Mum….Now!”

    Louis nodded frantically before rushing down the hall towards Anne and Jay’s bedroom. “Anne?!” He asked banging on the door. “Mum, someone please, open up!”

    Jay opened the door then, “What’s wrong Sweetie?”

    “Anne, it’s Harry,” Louis said.

    That was all Anne needed to hear before she was climbing out of bed and rushing down the hall. “Harry?” Anne rushed in crouching down beside him. Harry was screaming an thrashing.

    “Lou?” Louis turned and saw Lottie poking her head in the doorway.

    “Lottie you need to go back to your bedroom please,” Louis said.

    Jay came over and closed the door taking Lottie with her. “Nick I need you and Louis to put him on the bed,” Anne instructed. Louis and Nick grabbed ahold of Harry and carried him over to Louis’ bed and laying him down. “You need to hold him down.”

    “What?” Louis asked.

    “He’ll be fine Louis, but you need to hold him down.”

    Nick nodded and held Harry’s legs down. Louis looked about ready to cry, but nodded nonetheless. Louis grabbed ahold of Harry’s wrist and held them down tightly. “Let go of me, please!” Harry pleaded his back arching off the bed.

    “Harry it’s just Mum. Shhh,” Anne hushed her son.

    “Mum make it stop!” He cried.

    “I’m trying baby, I’m trying,” Anne whispered. She reached up gently playing with Harry’s curls as she hummed. Harry continued to wiggle for a bit until finally he was still other than his erratic breathing. “Harry, Harry you there?” Anne asked after a few minutes.

    “Wanna be alone,” He said softly sounding emotionally and physically drained.

    “I don’t think that’s a good idea baby,” Anne responded gently.

    “I want Lou then.”

    Anne nodded and kissed Harry’s forehead. “Let me know if you need me,” Nick offered before he and Anne left the room closing the door behind them. Louis was still sitting agains the head board with Harry’s head now in his lap.

    “I’m broken,” He croaked out.

    Louis bit his lip wanting to cry as he shook his head. “No, no you’re not. Harry, I know we started off on the wrong foot and whatever happened last night was not normal, but something about you is drawing me to you. I don’t think I did all those things to annoy you, I think I did them because I wanted you to notice me. I don’t think you’re broken or an ass, I think you’re just a little scarred, but still beautiful. You’re supposed to be my step brother, but I think I want us to be something else.”

    “Louis?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Wh-what’s wrong with us?”

    “I don’t know Harry, but we can figure it out together.”

    “I’m not sure if I like it or not.”

    “Why?”

    “Aiden ruined me and I don’t want to have to feel that kind of pain again, but if I’m being honest, ever since I started living here, I’ve wanted you to be close to me in ways more than friends or step brothers. I hate myself for feeling that way and I hate myself for the way I’ve acted towards you,” Harrys aid getting worked up.

    “Hey, hey,” Louis hushed him. “It’s alright. I promise you that we will try to figure out whatever it going on together.”

    Harry nodded and relaxed further into Louis lap and Louis’ hand absentmindley stroked through his curls. “Louis?” Harry asked tipping his head back slightly to look at him.

    Louis noticed how Harry was here, but his eyes were unable to really focus on anything. “Y-yeah?”

    “Could you maybe um, kiss me again?”

    Louis was nervous, something in his mind was teling him that they needed to figure out some things first. That Harry needed help, that Louis needed to get his shit together, but the majorirty of Louis just wanted to kiss him, and well do a lot more than that as well, but in time. Louis nodded his head slowly.

    Both boys slide apart until they were lying next to each other face to face. Harry reached out gripping onto the front of Louis’ shirt while Louis reached out and stroke Harry’s cheek. Harry’s eyes drifted closed in contentment and Louis’ did the same as he slowly leaned in. Their lips met and things were frozen for a moment, but then things just kind of happened and soon their lips were moving together in sync and both boys had a few tears running down their cheeks. “Fuck,” Harry said as he pulled back wiping his eyes and climbing off the bed rushing from the room leaving Louis lying there alone and confused.

~.~

    “Nick,” Harry whisper yelled from around th corner. He was poking his head into the kitchen where Nick was sitting with Anne sipping on some tea.

    Nick turned his head at the sound of his name and noticed Harry. Harry motioned for Nick to follow him. “Will you excuse me for just one moment Mama Cox.”

    “Of course darling. Do you mind bringing some tea to Harry?”

    “No problem. Nick grabbed an extra cup before leaving the kitch and following Harry out to the back yard where they sat on the bench swing. “Here you are,” Nick smiled handing the cuppa to Harry.

    “Thanks,” Harry mumbled.

    “What’s wrong?”

    “I don’t know, everything.”

    “Tell me more, what is everything,” Nick asked as he rocked he swing back and forth gently.

    “I think, well, I kissed Louis!” Harry said throwing his head back.”

    Nick stopped the swing and turned to Harry, “I’m sorry, what?”

    “Louis and I, we kissed. Twice now! Fuck Nick I’m pretty sure him and Zayn are together to and just he’s my step brother and I’m fucked up!”

    “Hey, calm down Harry, it’s fine,” Nick reassured.

    “No it’s not, Nick I kissed him!”

    “Yes I know, but it’s not the end of the world.” Harry sighed and stared down at his lap. “Harry look at me.” Harry raised his head peaking up at Nick. “We can’t control who we have feelings for. Sure having feelings for your step brother isn’t normal, but if it’s happening then I would let it.”

    “It’s not that easy Nick. I shouldn’t have any feelings for him and even if I let it happen it would never work because no one could know. It’s wrong.”

    “How? You’re not blood related!” Nick laughed.

    “I know, but that’s not the way society views things. God how am I supposed to face Louis, let alone share a room with him!” Harry buried his face in his hands groaning.

    “Harry, you can’t control everything in your life. You need t just let thing happens.”

    “I’ll think about it, but for right now, I think I need to work a little more on me.”

    Nick smiled and hugged Harry. “That sounds like a pretty good plan. Why don’t we go ask the girls to plan a board game or something?”

    “Okay,” Harry nodded.

    Nick pulled Harry to his feet and the two made their way back into the house. “Everything alright boys?” Jay asked.

    “Perfect. We were just about to see if the girls wanted to play a game,” Nick smiled.

    “That’s a great idea. Anne and I thought we could all go out for some ice cream later as well. Does that sounds good?”

    Nick nudged Harry and he nodded. “Yeah, sounds nice.”

    Jay smiled at them before returning to her breakfast and the boys left. “I’ll go pick a few games out if you want to get the girls?” Nick offered.

    “Sure.” Harry left Nick and went upstairs stopping at Lottie’s room first. “Lottie?” He knocked.

    Lottie opened her door and smiled, “What’s up Harry?”

    “Would you like to come play a game with Nick and I?”

    “What game?”

    “We aren’t sure yet. He’s going to pick a few out.”

    “Sure. I’ll be down in a few,” She smiled.

    “Kay.” He went to Fizz’s room next. “Felicity?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Woud you like to come play a game with Nick, Lottie, and I?”

    “Um,” She thought for a moment as she stopped brushing her dolls hair. “Why not.” She tossed the doll onto her bed and walked out.

    “Go ahead downstiars, I’m going to ask the twins.”

    “Okay.” She said makingher way down to Nick.

    “Daisy, Phoebe?” Harr asked poking his head into their bedroom.

    “Daisy went to go see Louis,” Phoebe answered.

    “Okay. Did you want to come play a game?”

    “As long as I can go first,” She smiled as she walked past Harry towards the stairs.

    Harry just smiled before walking back to his and Louis’ room. He opened the door to see Louis sitting there with his head down and Daisy hugging him. “Um, Daisy?”

    She looked up at Harry along with Louis who’s eyes were red. “Yeah Harry?”

    “We’re all going to play a game if you wanted to come down.”

    Diasy turned to her older brother who offered her a smile, “Go ahead Flower. I need to talk to Harry anyways.”

    Harry froze. Shit shit shit, no! “Okay,” She smiled back before climbing off the bed and heading out of the room.

    Harry stood there awkwardly for a moment. “Um, what did you need?”

    “Answers.”

    “Louis, you have Zayn,” Harry started. “What the two of you have is nice and I don’t want to ruin that. Also, Louis we’re fucking step brothers!” Harry said sitting on his bed. “You can’t honestly think that something could happen between us.”

    Louis looked down at his feet. “I was willing to try.”

    “I can’t Louis. I’m sorry.” Harry said standing up and leaving the room without another word.

~.~

    “I know it was Mr.Green, in the dining room, with the knife,” Harry smiled triumphantly. He reached forward grabbing the convidential envelope and peaking inside. “Yes!” He cheered throwing the cards down. “Winner.”

    The girls groaned and Nick rolled his eyes. “You only chose this game because you always win.”

    “I should have won!” Fizz whined.

    “Can we play something else, preferably something Harry can’t win at,” She mumbled.

    They have already played sorry, life, and now clue and Harry has won each game. “He’s very clumsy, maybe we should just walk around the living room and see who trips over nothing first,” Nick laughed.

    “Oh shut it. I have long limbs!” Harry defended.

    “No time for another game girls, we’re going to get ice cream,” Anne smiled walking in with Jay holding her hand.

    “Ice cream!” The girls cheered rushing to get their shoes on.

    “Louis!” Jay called.

    “Coming Mum!” Louis cam trudging down the stairs in blue skinny jeans and a black t-shirt.

    Harry stared at him confused. “What are you wearing Louis?” Jay asked.

    “What I like to wear,” Louis simply shrugged.

    Jay didn’t question it any further and just told him to ge his shoes on.

    The all set out walking down the street. The girls chatted away with each other, Anne and Jay talked, and Harry awkwardly walked inbetween Nick and Louis. “So Haz,” Nick started.

    “Yeah?”

    “My friend Ed has been asking about you,” He smiled.

    Harry blushed, “What do you mean?”

    “He said he thinks you’re really cool and wants to see you again. I texted him earlier letting him know you’d be around Thanksgiving break probably.”

    “Cool.”

    “Who’s Ed?” Louis said butting in.

    “One of my Uni friends. He met Harry the first weekend I was down there and they realy kind of hit it off as friends, but I think Ed might be digging Harry.”

    “Oh. I see. Well I think Harry would be happier with someone close to him rather than someone father away and older.”

    Harry glanced over at Louis, “What is that supposed to mean?”

    “Just think that there is someone closer to you that could make you happy. That might not just have a silly little cursh on you, that is willing to call things off with other people for you.”

    Harry and Louis just stared at each other for a moment before Harry finally broke it as they continued to walk. It was only a few more minutes of walking until they were at the little ice cream stand. The girls got simple flavors not wanting to try something new, Jay and Anne got random picks, Nick got his usual vanilla chocolate twist and Harry and Louis got smurk cotton candy wih rainbow sprinkles.

    Jay and Anne sat the picnik table while the girls say in the grass. Nick got a phone call from his mate and Uni that he had to take and walked away. Louis and Harry were standing under a tree out in the field more. “So, you’d call things off with Zayn for me?” Harry asked.

    “Yeah, I would. God I don’t know what the hell is happening either Harry and it’s scaring the shit out of me knowing that something is going on, but I’m willing to try.”

    “I just, it’s wrong Louis.”

    “So what, fuck what society thinks, how are we supposed to know anything if we don’t try. What if our Mum’s got together to bring us together. What if we were meant to be together. Sure things are a little fucked up, but no one has to know for now. I promise.”

    “I don’t know Louis. I like you, but I just, I don’t know.”

    The two boys became silent again as they continued to each their ice cream. Louis smiled before dipping his finger in it and plopping some on Harry’s nose. “You’re my smurf now,” He laughed.

    Harry went crosseyed trying to see the ice cream. “Twat.” Harry stuck his tongue out trying hard to lick it off, but faling. He finally just wped his nose with the napkin.

    “We’re step brothers, I’m supposed to be obnoxious,” Louis shrugged smiling.

    “Whatever.” Harry laughed. Louis finished his ice cream off while Harry was still barely started. Louis reached over pushing the cone up getting ice crea all over Harry’s mouth. “Louis!” Harry said trying to be serious, but failing and just laughing.

    “Let me get it,” Louis smirked leaning in and kissing Harry’s lips. He swiped his tongue across them before pulling back. “Mmm, tasty.”

    Harry just stared at Louis frozen for a moment. Louis’ eyes locked with Harry’s and his smiled faded. Louis leaned in slowly as Harry backed up against the tree thankfl they were on the other side where no one could see. Their lips hovered over each other’s before Louis connected them. It was soft and slow, just a few pecks, but soon picked up. Harry dropped his cone before wrapping his arms around Louis’ neck. Lois grabbed Harry’s waist as he pushing himself up against Harry. The kiss became desperated and heated both boys pulling the other closer. “Guys!” Nick called. Harry and Louis broke apart from one another and just stared. Louis backed up a bit before hopping up and climbing the tree as Nick rounded the corner. “Miss me?”

    Harry just stared up a Louis thinking how badly he wanted to feel Louis’ touch more. Shit, he thinks he might want to do inapporpriate things with him now.

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