A/N: One update down! If you haven't been keeping up with other updates then here: Saturday I leave for a week I'm traveling up to Canada for vacation and for a party at Wattpad HQ..Cool right? I know XD So most likely I won't get any writing done or update anything while I'm gone so I'm trying to get most done now.

Dedicated to @nenegirl13...I agree, Aiden is disgusting! But also essential to the story XD Go follow! x

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Things were silent. Harry had closed in on himself after Louis’ confession, just stopped talking and sobbed into Louis’ chest. Louis held him of course, and even carried him afterwards when he passed out from exhaustion. Harry was gone the next morning when Louis woke up. His Mum said he went to stay with Lucas for a little bit. Louis sighed and went back to his room and texting the curly hair boy.

Lou: Harry, please come home.

Meanwhile Harry was sitting on Lucas bed curled up next to him staring down at the text. Things were silent as his family was visiting a friend for the week and it was just the two of them Harry couldn’t take it anymore. He had packed that morning after texting Lucas and left. As soon as he arrived he broke and ended up telling Lucas everything from the abuse to his and Louis’ fucked up relationship. “You don’t have to answer him if you don’t want to,” Lucas said seeing Harry’s thumb hovering over the reply button, but not hitting it.

“I don’t know what to do anymore Lucas.”

“It’s alright, I wouldn’t expect you to.”

Harry sighed and curled further into Lucas side. “At least school’s done with,” Harry chuckled a bit.

“Yeah, there’s that,” Lucas smiled. “Harry?”

“Hmm?”

“You said you went and saw Aiden right?”

“Y-yeah?”

“Well, what happened?”

Harry didn’t say anything for a minute, just stared off into space. “Nothing,” He said coldly after a moment.

Lucas just reached out and grabbed Harry’s hand intertwining their fingers. “It’ll be our secret Harry, I just want to help.”

“H-he told me he loved me.” Lucas just nodded and squeezed Harry’s hand in reassurance. “But when I told him he didn’t and that I didn’t feel the same he got mad.”

“What happened then?”

Harry turned his face into Lucas’ neck biting his lip. “He hit me and, and-”

Lucas just wrapped his arms around Harry and shushed him. “It’s okay you don’t have to say it, I know.”

Harry took a few minutes to calm down, but when he did he just looked up at Lucas and smiled. “Thanks, for being so nice to me.”

“Of course. That’s what friends are for right?”

Harry tensed for a moment, but got himself under control. “Where’s your bathroom?”

“Down the hall second door on your left.”

Harry nodded before slowly walking off. He went into the bathroom and locked the door. He didn’t really need to go, just needed to get away for a moment. His phone vibrated in his hand and he stared down at the unfamiliar number.

Unknown: You’re mine Harry Styles. I’ll be picking you up at that old cafe we used to go to when we were little later tonight. You better be there.

Harry stared at the message before replying with a simple ‘K’. He knew that was the wrong answer, he knew what he was getting himself back into, but all he could think was that he deserved it, that he was keeping everyone else safe.

“You alright in there Harry?” Lucas asked from the other side of the door.

“Yeah, fine.”

~.~

Harry and Lucas spent the day together watching movies and just talking. Harry really liked it, but when his phone buzzed in his hand his mood dropped. He told Lucas he was going to meet up with Nick for a bit and would be back by 8. Lucas was hesitant, but let him go.

Harry sat in the cafe staring at his tea as he waited. He felt a hand land on his shoulder and he shivered. “Good boy,” Aiden whispered before sitting down across from him.

“I don’t want to do this again.”

“Three years Harry, you obviously know how to handle it,” Aiden smirked at him reaching across the small table to let his hand skim across Harry’s skin. “Plus, your body is so much more, responsive,” He said as his hand brushed Harry’s cheek making him shiver.

“It’s rape Aiden. You could be put away for a long time,” Harry warned.

Aiden’s eyes darken before he stopped up and grabbed Harry’s wrist dragging him out of the cafe and to his truck. He shoved him inside before punching his face. “You wouldn’t do something stupid like that now would you?” Aiden growled.

“N-no,” Harry whimpered.

The ride was silent, Harry had no idea where they were going and he didn’t dare speak up. When they arrived Aiden grabbed Harry by the ear pulling him to the back of the truck again shoving him onto his back. Harry just laid there and tried not to cry as Aiden began to strip himself of his pants and boxers before stroking himself to full hardness. He pulled Harry up into a sitting position roughly. “Suck,” He instructed. Harry shook his head so Aiden shoved him onto his back before hovering over him and forcing his dick into Harry’s mouth pushing it as far back as he could making Harry choke, his arms flinging around trying to get Aiden off him. Aiden fucked himself into Harry’s mouth his dick hitting the back of Harry’s throat roughly every single time. Harry thought he was about to pass out before Aiden finally pulled back stroking himself a few more times before coming all over Harry’s face. “Such a little slut,” Aiden smirked.

Harry let his head fall to the side, tears coming down his cheeks. “C-can I go now?” He asked.

Aiden didn’t answer, just re-dressed himself before grabbing Harry by the shirt and tossing him onto the ground over the side of the truck. “I’ll be in touch,” He grumbled before driving away, once again, leaving Harry in the middle of nowhere.

~.~

He didn’t dare go back to Lucas’ house, he was a mess. Bruises once again covered his body and his had cuts from hitting the ground. The worse part was how dirty he felt. His throat hurt and he could barely speak. His wiped his face the best he could, but he was still sticky and looked disgusting. He walked for hours just trying to find somewhere safe to stay, but nothing came up, so he finally curled himself underneath a park bench shivering and crying. He finally fell asleep, but just to make matters worse, he woke up screaming as he felt hands clawing at his body. “Get off me!” He screamed, although it came out as barely above a whisper, as two men were smirking at him pulling him out from under the bench.

“What do we have here now,” One purred.

“A lost little puppy it seems,” The other said carding his fingers through Harry’s hair making him whimper.

“Please,” Harry croaked out.

“Looks like something’s wrong with his voice, can’t make much noise now can you,” He growled, his fingers digging into Harry’s side as he straddled his waist, his friend holding Harry’s hands down.

Harry cried. He didn’t even bother to fight back because he had no energy left in him and he’s been through this enough to learn to just accept it. Pretty sick huh? He sobbed as he realized this. That’s he’s become so accustomed to rape that he just let’s it happen now. “S-stop,” He tried.

The man straddling his waist just shook his head. “No, you see you’re going to be my little release. I’m going to fuck you while my good friend here helps you along, it’s okay,” He whispered kissing Harry’s temple making him squirm. “Nothing’s wrong with that,” He added.

Harry gave up. “N-nothing’s wrong w-w-with that,” He said his voice cracking even more.

Harry closed his eyes and tried to picture a better place, tried to imagine himself back home, Louis holding him telling him he was okay, that it was all just a dream. When in reality he couldn’t get away as he felt the man pounding roughly into him while the other tugged at his cock making him feel worthless. Harry’s heart broke and he felt all the life drain out of him, he was done.

It lasted what felt like forever, but soon enough the man was coming inside of him. Once he pulled out the other put his mouth around Harry’s sucking him until he sadly came. The two thanked up. They re-dressed him and kissed his head whispering sweet nothings to him for a moment before they left.

Harry felt sick. He turned himself over as he threw up the contents of his stomach. He was weak, he knew this as he was forced to drag himself across the grass until he was under the bench again, and he cried. He cried for how lost and alone he felt, cried for letting this happen to himself, cried for lashing out at everyone, and cried for knowing he couldn’t live like this anymore. He knows he can never be normal, never really fall in love with anyone, never have that sort of physical connection because he’s been too traumatized. What was the point in living if you had no meaning?

~.~

Louis was sitting on the couch anxiously awaiting any sign from Harry when he heard the knock on his door. The girls were still visiting their grandmother and Jay took Anne out for the night to help her calm down. Louis walked to the door opening it up to see the boys there. “Guys?”

“I’m sorry to bother you Louis, but I didn’t know where else to go,” Lucas said Niall holding his hand tightly.

“What happened?”

“He called me up freaking out,” Niall started. “So I called Liam and Zayn to come get us and we came here.”

Louis led them over to the couch and waited for Lucas to speak. “Harry’s been at my place as you probably know. Well, he told me everything and,” Lucas looked up at Louis ready to cry again.

“I know,” Louis mumbled.

“Do they?” Lucas asked.

Louis shook his head. “What?” Liam asked.

Louis sighed and bit his bottom lip. “Harry and I, have sort of been, together I guess?” He said more of a question. “It’s why I called things off with Zayn. I mean we haven’t really done much, but yeah,” He said trailing off.

“You broke up with me to sleep with your step brother?” Zayn asked.

“Shut up. I’m not sleeping with him! And yes technically I guess that’s what happened,” Louis said. “You guys hate me don’t you?” He asked looking up at them.

Zayn laughed. “Louis, we could never be mad at you. I wish you would’ve told us though. Especially me so I didn’t make things so awkward for you guys!”

Liam smiled, but shook his head at the same time. “I never thought you of all people would do the weird thing and fall for your step brother.”

Louis rolled his eyes. “Whatever.”

“He is pretty good looking,” Niall shrugged.

Lucas slapped him. “Jerk.”

“You know I only have eyes for you though….PowderPuff,” He smiled.

Lucas rolled his eyes before remembering why they came here. “So we were talking and then he went to the bathroom and was in there and bit and when he came back out, he was quiet. We hung out for a bit before he said he had to go meet Nick, but he had told me that he and Nick had just recently had a fight. I-I let him go though,” Lucas said looking down guiltily.

“Hey, it’s not your fault,” Louis assured.

“Well, when he didn’t show up by 10 I got worried. I found Nick’s number and called him to make sure Harry was okay, but he said he hasn’t spoken to Harry since the fight. He was worried and said he would be down. I tried calling Harry, but he won’t answer. I’ve been out looking for him all night and I just don’t know what happened to him,” Lucas cried.

Louis stood up pacing around. What happened? “When did he leave?”

“He left around maybe 6. He’s been gone for almost 12 hours,” Lucas said.

Another knock sounded and Nick came walking in. “Where is he?!” He asked frantically.

“I don’t know. I just finished talking to Lucas,” Louis answered.

“Louis?” Lucas said staring up at him wide eyed.

“What?”

“After their fight...Harry told me he went to go see Aiden, and that...that Aiden, he… Oh God what if Harry went to see him again,” Lucas cried.

“Shit,” Louis swore.

“We should split up and try to find him,” Liam supplied. “Zayn and I will check around town, Lucas and Niall can check around Harry’s old house and Louis, you and Nick can head towards Aiden’s.”

They boys nodded all heading out. Nick drove as Louis was bouncing in his seat crying. “What if something’s happened Nick? W-why didn’t I realize it when I picked him up in the first place.”

“It’s not your fault Louis,” Nick assured grabbing his hand. “Honestly, Harry breaking like this was a long time coming. I knew someday he was going to reach out to Aiden.”

Louis closed his eyes turning away before his phone started ringing. “Oh God,” He hit the green button quickly also putting it on speaker so Nick could hear. “Harry!” He cried. “Harry baby where are you?”

“I’m s-s-sorry Louis,” Harry said his voice sounded weak and frail.

“Harry it’s alright, I’m n-not mad. Just please tell me where you are I’m coming to get you.”

“No,” Harry whispered. “I-I’m tired Louis.”

“Ha-”

“The water,” He choked out. “It-it looks nice Louis.”

Louis choked on a sob and Nick grabbed the phone. “Harry you listen to me, I want you to tell me where you are right now!”

“N-nick?”

“It’s me Harry. Don’t let Aiden win, please. Just tell me where you are.”

Things were silent for a moment. “N-no. I can’t do it anymore Nick. Three years, and on top of that, I was stupid enough to go back, twice.” Louis had his head turned crying and begging that this would all just be one fucked up nightmare. “Two, two guys even had their way with me afterwards. Don’t even know who they were.”

“P-please Harry!” Louis wailed. “Where are you?”

“G-go home Louis, I don’t want to be saved.”

Nick covered the speaker. “Text the boys to meet us at Silver Stone Pier, it’s the only place someone could jump.” Louis nodded pulling out his phone. “Harry it’s okay, we can help you.”

“No one can help me.”

Nick pulled up to the side of the pier him and Louis jumping out. “HARRY!” Louis yelled.

Harry’s head turned around seeing the two. “Don’t!” He cried.

The boys pulled up and all running over to Louis and Nick. “No,” Lucas cried.

“Harry please, I-I love you,” Louis begged.

“I-I deserve this,” Harry said, his hands coming gently off the railing.

“HARRY!” Louis screamed, arms wrapping around him to hold him back as Harry’s body disappeared.

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A/N2: Sooo yeah...probably going to have to update within the next two days aren't I? Can't live over a week without knowing what happened! What do you think will happen next?

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