A/N: Whoo! Been over at my mom's this weekend so I figured I;d bust out the other part of this chapter.

Oh guess what Soliders?! You're Cult Leader has finally finished high school! I officially graduate May 31st!!  Yeah buddy!

Dedicated to my sister @JustahJew97 because she is finally commenting on my work and this has her favorite thing in it ;)

ALSO! I know I said no warnings in this book but there really has been anything to warn you about yet so yes this is a warning, it doesn't really get graphic, but the idea is implied so yeah.

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“Harry!” Louis called out as he walked around the neighborhood. He has been walking for quite some time now and it’s getting dark, only making him worry more. Louis pulled his phone out dialing Harry’s number. “Come on, come on. Answer your damn phone….Shit!” Louis growled when it went to voicemail again. Louis continued to walk until he just didn’t know where to go anymore. Just as Louis was about to give up and head home his phone rang. “Hello? Harry?!” Louis answered frantically.

“Hi Lou,” Harry said slowly.

“Oh thank God. Where the hell are you Harry?”

“I um, I don’t know Louis,” Harry said sounding on the verge of tears.

Louis sighed rubbing a hand over his face. “Okay. What’s around you, come on Harry I can’t come get you if I don’t know where you are.” Harry stayed silent. “Harry, where did you go tonight?” Louis finally asked.

“Home.”

“Do you know how to get back there?”

“No, I wasn’t even awake.”

Louis was confused now. “Okay, what do you see?”

Louis could hear Harry sniffle as he patiently waited for a response. “I’m in a park, and there’s a lake at the bottom of the hill.”

“What about buildings?”

“There’s a pizza parlor down the street and a grocery store. Lots of apartment buildings.”

“I think I know where you are. I’m going to go get the car and I’ll be there, don’t move.”

“Please don’t hang up,” Harry cried.

“I won’t. I promise,” Louis said as he started running back towards the house. “What happened?”

“I can’t tell you.”

“Why not?”

“I’m not allowed to. And you broke my trust.”

Louis didn’t answer, instead just kept running until he reached the front door. He grabbed the keys off the wall before hopping into his car and making his way to the park. “I’m on my way now Harry.”

“Okay, please hurry.”

Louis nodded even though Harry couldn’t see him and continued to drive for 20 minutes before he finally arrived. Harry was sitting on the side of the curb and Louis instantly felt like he was going to throw up. His clothes were torn and barely hanging on. What really go Louis was the bruises and blood that covered his body. “Harry,” Louis whined rushing to his side. “Harry what happened?” Louis asked frantically grabbing Harry’s cheeks gently and making him look at him.

Harry just closed his eyes and turned away.

Flashback

Harry sat on the front lawn of his familiar old house and waited. It only took a few minutes before the black truck rolled up in front of him. Harry looked away, he felt horrible. “Long time no see Styles.”

Harry finally looked up. Aiden hadn’t changed one bit. He was slightly shorter than Harry now, his brown hair was cut short, and his blue eyes were dark with anger and lust. He still intimidated Harry, made him feel weak and small, defenseless. “Hi Aiden.”

“Why don’t we go for a ride?”

Harry nodded before standing up and following Aiden to the truck. Aiden opened Harry’s door for him before slamming it shut and running around to his side. “How have you been?” Harry asked quietly.

“Fine. I heard you didn’t rat me out that day. Said it was only once,” He said.

Harry sighed and glanced at him, taking a moment to really look at him. “Despite everything you were still my friend, I couldn’t do that to you.”

Aiden sighed and reached over grabbing Harry’s hand. “Thank you.” Harry turned his head, eyes wide, not understanding what was happening. “You know, I’m really sorry. Well, no I’m not. I just, I don’t really even know myself. You were...are my friend Harry. I guess I just kind of lost control of my feelings for you.”

“Feelings? For me?”

“Yeah,” Aiden admitted smiling slightly. “After learning about relationships and love and crushes, I don’t know. I guess I just realized why we never really drifted apart over the years, I just, I loved you.”

Harry swallowed the lump in his throat. “If you loved me you wouldn’t’ve done that,” Harry growled pulling his hand away.

“I know, I just lost control. I wanted you to feel the same way and I just got so angry with myself, especially after I learned about sexuality and how everything was wrong. I was mad at you for making me that way,” Aiden explained.

“Whatever. I’m happy with someone else right now anyways.”

That made Aiden flip. Harry stuck his hands out as Aiden slammed on the breaks making Harry’s head hit the dashboard before slamming back into the seat. “Excuse me? Happy? With someone else?”

Harry slide back in his seat. “Yes. Just, just stop!”

“I don’t think so. You see, I’ve been good. I’ve kept away, better myself as a person. I think I deserve a little treat for that, don’t you think?”

“N-no. Aiden, you’re scaring me,” Harry whined.

“Good. You need to know. You need to learn.”

Harry nodded. “I-I need to learn.”

Aiden pushed things around before folding seats down. “Out back.”

Harry crawled into the back of the truck and waited. Aiden came over before pushing him down onto his back, straddling his waist. “P-please,” Harry choked out. Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.

“Shut up!” Aiden screaming slapping Harry. Harry just laid there, didn’t bother to fight at all.

“Don’t do this Aiden please, I’m sorry,” He tried.

“You deserve it Harry,” Aiden said before leaning down to whisper in his ear. “But don’t worry, you’ll get use to it again. I love you Harry.”

Harry cried. He laid there and cried as Aiden tore at his clothes. He sobbed and tried not to scream as Aiden pushed into him, pounding into him hard and fast, showing no mercy. He gave up as Aiden hit and beat on him yelling at him for being useless, making him gay, and for not loving him in return. Harry let his body be used however. And when Aiden rolled up to the random park and pushed him out of the side of the truck and told him this wouldn’t be the end of it, Harry curled into a ball and wept.

End Flashback

When they returned home Harry turned back to Louis. “Please don’t tell my Mum.”

Louis sighed. “Harry, someone obviously hurt you, I can’t just let this go.”

Harry’s bottom lip quivered before he reached for the door handle. “Kay. I see how it is.”

Louis banged his head against the steering wheel in frustration as Harry climbed out of the car and walked off heading for the house. He quickly climbed out of the car before rushing after him. “Harry come on please don’t do this. I’m sorry!” He exclaimed before grabbing Harry’s wrist before he entered the house.

Harry tense before turning towards Louis and yanking his arm away. “Don’t you dare fucking touch me. You told them. You ratted me out to everyone Louis, I thought I could trust you. I let you in, and you just turned on me,” Harry growled before sinking back in on himself. “But I understand. I mean I actually let myself believe you cared about me,” He mumbled starting to cry. “I guess I was wrong, but then again when am I not. I let myself get raped and abused for 3 years so I must be stupid right? I’m weak, I’m pathetic, I’m useless,” He ranted. “I’m just a fucking piece of sh-” Harry was cut off by Louis grabbing his cheeks and crashing their lips together. Harry could feel Louis’ tears and just melted into the touch as Louis held him tightly, afraid to let go.

“Don’t you dare say that,” Louis said once he finally pulled back. “Harry you are amazing. You’re wonderful and smart and perfect. Fuck,” Louis said letting out a shaky laugh. “Harry you are so beautiful and perfect to me.”

Harry just stared at Louis with wide eyes. “W-what?”

Louis smiled. “Harry for fuck’s sake I think I might even love you!”

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A/N2: Whoo! Lot's going on there. Harry met up with Aiden and got raped, and Louis said he might love Harry! What do you think will happen next? Will Harry tell Louis about Aiden? Will Harry say I love you back? Bum bum bum!

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