3 days later....

Bucky still hadn't talked to me since I told him that I loved him. I didn't leave my room much. I only left to get food and to leave the compound. Other than that, I was always in my room, trying to avoid seeing Bucky. I was sitting at my desk and someone knocked on my door. I didn't feel like getting up so I told them to just come in. I turned around to see Nat standing there with two beers in hand.

"Oh, hey Nat..." I said glumly.

"Expecting someone else?" She replied.

"No just hoping it was someone else." I couldn't bare to say his name or the tears would never stop.

"Wow, thanks Y/n." She replied sarcastically.

"Bucky wont talk to me. It's been three days. I was just hoping it was him." I started to tear up.

"Why wont he talk to you?" She said confused.

"I told him how I felt, and I guess he didn't feel the same way." I started to cry, I couldn't hold it back anymore.

Nat rushed over to me and hugged me. She offered to beat him up for me but I said I was fine. I didn't know Bucky had been standing outside my door, and he heard that whole conversation. He wasn't talking to me but he wanted to. After a few hours, Nat left my room.

I went over to my bed and laid down, covering my head with a pillow. I didn't notice Bucky walking in and sitting on my desk chair until he said something. As soon as I heard his voice I removed the pillow off of my face and sat up to look at him. He was just sitting there, looking at me.

"What do you want James?" I never called him James unless I was really upset at him, or just in general.

"James?" He sounded weirded out.

"Yes, James." I repeated myself making it clear I wasn't in the mood to talk. Even though I wanted to.

"Look I'm sorry about the other day, I was shocked. I didn't know what to say about it." 

"Don't be sorry. I get it, I put myself out there and you don't feel the same. I understand." I tried so hard to keep any signs of sadness buried deep inside me.

"So, you really don't want to talk, do you?" He looked sad.

"No James, I really don't" My eyes started to water and I blinked a few times to get rid of the tears, but it didn't work. The more I blinked the more tears that came. He could tell I was upset and he came over to me and gave me a hug.

He started to leave my room, and I tried so hard to stay where I was, but I let impulse take over. I jumped up and ran to Bucky and stopped in front of him. He looked at me confused but before he had time to say anything I kissed him. I don't know why I kissed him but I just had to know how he felt. He pulled away and I felt my heart sink into my stomach. He looked at me for a few seconds but then he kissed me, wrapping his arms around my waist. 

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." He smiled.

I couldn't string a sentence together so I hugged him instead of talking. All I wanted to do in that moment was stay with him like that forever.