8-Embarrassed
I open my eyes and realize I am in the arms of my boss. My heart starts pounding remembering what happened last night. I slowly get out of the bed trying not to wake him. Looking around for all my clothes.
"Crap! What the hell did I do?" I think to myself freaking out ready to cry. I cannot believe I just gave myself to my boss. "Who does that? Oh God, what have I done?" I mumble to myself scrambling to get dressed.
I sneak outside and it's still pretty dark, I pull out my phone to look at the time and its 4am, I have no idea where I'm at and look on my Google maps so I could order a cab.
I stand outside and wait hoping he doesn't wake up and come looking for me. I end up walking out to the end of his driveway so I don't wake him when my ride shows up.
The cab finally shows up, and I ask the driver if he could hurry up. "You running away?" He says with a laugh. "Yea something like that." I sigh.
When I got home I took a long hot shower, at times I would start smiling when I thought about the things he did to me. He made me feel things that nobody has ever done to me. Just thinking about it I started to throb below.
Then I started to get mad at myself for allowing him to cross the line. I was happy and sad at the same time. I hope I just didn't ruin my job, I actually like this job. I get out of the shower and I decide to call Sandy, hoping she's awake.
Sandy answer's the phone and I ask her if she could cover for me today. "What's going on?" She asked. "Im just not feeling well today and I don't think I'll be able to think or do my job to satisfaction." I tell her.
"He will be furious that you're not there you know.." She says. "Let him be furious, I won't be worth a shit today, and it wouldn't be fair to him or his clients."
After I get off the phone with her I call my sister asking if she will be home today. "Everything ok?" She asks. "I don't know, I need to talk to someone though. Can you come get me, or should I take a cab?"
"I'll be there in a while." I smile when she tells me that "Thank you." I tell her.
I get dressed throwing on some leggings and a slouchy shirt. I just feel like dressing comfortable today.
My phone goes off and it's my sister letting me know she's here. I hurry and leave. I get in her car and as she was getting ready to leave I see his car pulling in the lot. "Oh Crap!" I yell slouching down in the seat hiding my face. "What are you doing? Holy shit look at that nice car!" She says excited. "Just go, hurry, please!"
"Alexis, what are you doing, what is your deal?"
"That's my boss... I can't let him see me." I say to her worried.
I sigh "Did he see us?" She looks over at me and chuckles "What is wrong with you, why are you hiding from him?"
"Long story." I say to her as my phone rings "Crap its him." I turn the ringer off and breathe in closing my eyes.
Levi POV:
As I start to wake up I roll over to put my arm around her and my hand feels an empty side of the bed, I open my eyes and look over and see that she isn't there. "She must be in the bathroom" I say quietly.
I lay waiting for her to return and after a while I start wondering where she is, I get out of bed looking around for her calling out her name, I notice her shoes are gone, so I go back in the bedroom and see that her clothes are gone as well.
I try calling her phone and it goes straight to voicemail. I go back in the room and notice that there is some coloring on the sheets so I pull them off and put them in the washer. "Dammit!" I yell slamming the lid down.
"What is her deal?" I yell as I hop in the shower. Thinking about last night gives me smiles, thinking about how perfect she is. And I'm pissed that she would just up and leave, especially without saying anything.
I try calling her again and it still goes to voicemail. "Fuck it I'll just go to her place, she's got to be there." When I get in my car I can still smell her scent inside.
The drive to her apartment I start to worry, wondering if she's ok. I pull into her parking lot and head in to the building. I stand at her door for a good 10 minutes knocking. While trying to call her phone. This time it does go through but she doesn't answer. She's obviously ok.
I head into my office and see that Sandy is there early, I walk past her looking to see if Alexis is with her and don't see her there or any sign of her things at her desk. I walk into my office and try calling her again. She doesn't answer and I throw my phone across the room.
Just as my phone hits the wall by the door, the door opens. "Morning Mr. Matthews" I hear Sandy's voice and look up at her. "Where is Ms. Miller." I ask harshly as she sets my coffee down.
"She called me around 5 this morning asking me to cover for her, said she wasn't feeling well and felt she couldn't do her job well today, that she couldn't think right or something like that."
"Thank you."
"No problem." She says as she walks away stopping at the door leaning down and picking up my phone. "Would you like your phone?" She asks walking back towards me. I nod and pick up the office phone and returning phone calls from when I was away.
Alexis POV:
We get to Jillian's place and her 2 kids come running up to me. "Gosh I can't believe it's been a couple months since I've seen them, they are getting so big."
"Kevin said he seen Dustin the other day."
"That's nice. Let me guess on Monday?"
"Yea why?
"He showed up at my place, demanding I take him back, still calling me his fiance. He told me he paid good money to find me. Was it your husband that told him where I was?"
"I'd hope not.. so are you going to tell me what was going on earlier?"
"Oh God Jillian I don't know what I'm doing right now. I'm so confused and I hope I just didn't make the biggest mistake of my life."
"Coffee?"
"Yes, please.."
"Your phone is going off by the way."
"I don't care let it ring." I tell her as I drink some coffee.
"What is going on Alexis?"
I sigh and take a deep breath "You're going to kill me when you hear what I have to say... I'm so embarrassed right now."
She sits down across from me staring at me wide eyed "Go on."
My eyes get wide "Here we gooo." I whisper
"Well, I don't know where to start, first off I started this new job, my boss was an asshole, jerk, you name it. He had me go to Paris with him last week for a few days for work." She cuts me off "Your boss took you to Paris?"
"Yes, it was beautiful, I helped him sell some land. He showed a different side to him while we were there, he's not really an asshole though. He just comes across like that at work."
"What did you do there?" She asks excited. "Did you take a lot of pictures?" I laugh "Actually I did. Grab my phone and look through them."
"He showed me around, took me to this billionaires dinner and dance at the Palace of Versailles, he also took me to The Louvre, Eiffel Tower & the Notre-Dame de Paris, It's just beautiful there, we were only there for a couple days and had to get back here so we didn't get to do too much there."
"We also kissed a couple times there." I say hesitantly. She looks up from my phone "You what? Is that who this is?" I look at the picture and my heart drops "Yes that's him, and yes we kissed." She looks back at the picture "Alexis, he's hot! Very sexy."
"I know but he's my boss.."
"So?" She laughs.
"Well here's where I'm embarrassed, so last night things got a little hot between us, after I kept insisting that he's my boss and that there can't be anything more between us. Things got steamy and I let my guard down."
She hands me my phone "That same number keeps calling you." I reject the call and hand her my phone back.
"How did you let your guard down, what's wrong with a kiss?"
"It wasn't just a kiss Jillian! Oh god, I'm so embarrassed it's killing me."
I finish my coffee and then I blurt it out. "We had sex Jillian!" She chokes on her coffee "I thought you were still a virgin?" I raise my eyebrows "I was until last night." I say to her covering my face and feeling flushed.
"I also sorta bolted out of his house this morning when I woke up at 4 and realized what happened."
"Were you drunk?"
"No! Didn't have any alcohol. I woke up and it hit me, so I snuck out and called a cab to bring me home. So I called in and had someone take over for me for today."
"That's why he was at your place today, he was looking for you, he was probably worried about you, is that him that keeps calling?"
"Yes...."
"I'm so confused right now. I like him a lot, I like my job, but the problem is he's my boss, who sleeps with their boss?
"You." She laughs.
"You're not helping me, seriously though. What should I do?"
"Well if you both like each other what the hell is the big deal?"
"I can't believe you gave it up to your boss though."
"Boss - owner..." I correct her.
"Who drives a Ferrari! You should call him, he's probably worried that he did something wrong and that you don't want to see him." I put my arms on the table resting my head on my arms "I don't want to see him, I'm embarrassed."
"That's not fair to him." She says making me sigh.
"Crap... maybe I am being hard on him, but still... it wasn't right, even though it felt right at the time, He was so gentle and caring about the whole thing. Making sure he wasn't hurting me, He did make me feel things that I have never felt before it felt so amazing."
"You need to go to him and talk to him about all of this." She insists. "You do work with him and have to see him everyday, if you don't talk to him it will make everything harder."
"I know..."
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