Naruto's POV
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It's been a few hours and I've ran into the woods seeking my training spot. It's the only place I can think of since they know where all my usual spots are. My head is spinning so much but I won't stop until I'm there. If they hurt you kill them. Oh no I'm running out of time. If I don't get there soon the real me will take over. I see I'm almost there but I can sense someone's chakra close by. I stop and hide in one of the branches concealing my chakra so whomever can't sense me. "Naruto! It's me iruka, I'm here to help." I'm debating whether I should answer him or not. "...You can't help me, you don't know all the pain I feel inside, you don't know what it's like to be me!" I know iruka can sense where I am now, I let down my guard. I can sense him coming closer and closer until he's standing right below me. "Naruto please come down I won't hurt you I promise." I come out of the branch and jump down facing iruka sensei. "...Naruto why is you eye turning red?" A single tear fell from my eye. "It's begun." " what does that mean?" "The real me is starting to take over, I have to stop it before it's too late and to do that I need to be alone." I walk away knowing that I can't handle it much longer. I'm gonna break soon. I jump back in the trees and i can feel more tears coming down my face like a big rain cloud on a stormy day. A few more minutes and I'll be there. I reach my training spot and fall to the ground knowing that if this goes on any longer, there'd be nothing much left of me. I started focusing on my breathing to calm myself down. I rise up to my knees. Kurama put him back in his cage now! Alright. I can feel it working but the only thing is, I also feel like part of me is missing kinda like there's a whole deep down inside my gut and it's only getting bigger everyday I'm alone. All that rage is gone now only sadness remains. I don't need anyone to be happy because in the end the people who've you let in hurt you in more ways the anyone can imagine. So I'm fine by myself as long as I don't get too close to anyone including the real me.