>6.12.16

- Yeonji's pov -

I woke up regretting what I did yesterday.

Why did I even kiss bambam?

I can't believe I made such a huge mistake.

I looked at my clock.

1.35pm

It's so late already.

I quickly got up and got dressed.

I'll be visiting yoongi again, hopefully he remembers something..

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I stared at the door in front of me.

Why do I feel like I've cheated on him?

Did I?

But we didn't do anything more than just a kiss.

I slowly twisted the door knob revealing yoongi sleeping peacefully.

I guess the others haven't arrive yet.

I went and sat down on the chair beside him trying to make as less noise as possible.

I scanned his sleeping face, oh just how much I miss him.

I went closer and kissed his forehead.

"Saranghae.." I whispered into his ears.

Yoongi suddenly widened his eyes and looked at me.

"Oh you've came?" He awkwardly sat up.

"Yeah.."

"I'm sorry about yesterday, I think I was quite mean to you." He said.

"It's okay."

"So.. we used to a couple?" Yoongi asked.

Used to be?

Are we not a couple now?

"Yeah." I answered frustratedly.

He probably didn't mean it that way! Don't think the wrong way yeonji.

He's not.. breaking up with me right?

"Did I frustrate you?" He asked.

"No.. I just, missed talking to you I guess." I said.

"Oh haha, so um, how did we meet?" He asked.

So he really doesn't remember..

"It was raining that night when I first came to Korea and my phone died. I think I got sick because of the airplane ride? So I fainted and you brought me back to your house and turned out we were going to the same high school, that's how we met." I giggled.

"Well that's nice." He answered.

"And also when you got into the accident I was at America having a surgery to cure my brain cancer, but now I'm okay."

"We went to namsan tower together before.. we even brought those couple locks and locked them together and said that we will stay together forever." I told you some of the memories we had.

You seemed so awkward around me and I didn't like it.

As if something bad would happen.

"Um.. I don't know how to tell you this but, I still like Youngmi."

I felt my heart shatter into pieces when he said that.

So is he breaking up with me now?

"But.. she cheated on you yoongi!"

"I know! But I don't think that matters to me, she probably didn't do it on purpose?" He said and I felt myself breaking apart.

"Are you freaking hearing yourself right now?!" I shouted.

"Look, my heart still belongs to youngmi, I don't know why we got together but perhaps it's just a mistake?" He said as if it was nothing.

As if he wasn't breaking my heart.

"Mistake..?" I let my tears fall.

"I'm sorry but I really can't remember being with you.. I guess our relationship ends here then."

For a second I thought I was passing out, hearing those words coming out from your mouth.

Was I dreaming? Is this the end?

But I can't accept this.. this is not what I was expecting after he woke up.

I controlled my tears from rolling down my cheeks.

"Are you breaking up with me?" I asked.

"I mean.. yeah but we can still be friends right?"

Friends?

"I'm sorry i got to go." I said and dashed out of the room letting my tears fully overflowing myself.

as i walked out the other boys came.

"Yeonji! Oh my god what happened?" Taehyung gasped.

I ignored their stares and calls as I walked away.

I rushed back home and was welcomed by bambam.

"Yeonji you're back! What the hell happened?" He asked.

"I don't want to speak now bamie-ah." I said and hugged him tight.

He was frustrated at first but hugged me back afterwards.

"It's okay, I'll always be here for you." He whispered in my ears.

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a/n;
double update !!