>24.5.16

- Yoongi's pov

I stared at Taehyung that was jumping up and down as I yawned.

Wasn't a great idea going on a day trip after all.

"Hyung, is it too late now to say I think sleeping is better?" I asked Jin hyung.

He simply hum-ed and I facepalmed.

Why did I even agree on this?

We went into the small van we rented.

The sittings were:

Yoongi | Jin (driver seat)
Jungkook | Taehyung
Jimin | Hoseok | Namjoon

I was about to hit someone when I lose the Rock Paper Scissors to Jungkook and had to sit in the front.

I always sit on the last row because it's the best sleeping spot with my baobei (aka my neck pillow)

I can't sleep in the front seat it's so cold and tight T-T

"Guys is everyone here?" Namjoon asked to make sure.

"Hyung I'm still at home!" Jungkook shouted and got smacked in the head by Namjoon.

"Let's go!" We all said in sync.

We were so happy.. We were.

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A loud screeching was heard.

I opened my eyes but regretted it after.

A Lorry was coming from the opposite direction from us.

The others were asleep, and Jin hyung's face was something I can never forget.

A loud bang.. And suddenly it was so hard to breathe.

I heard the others screaming, shouting, yelling..

All I could think of was you.

Im sorry.

I tried.

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- Yeonji's pov - (2 years later)

It was so hard to breathe, I thought I was dead, but I wasn't.

It hurts so much.

I want to give up.

But I want to live in the same time.

I don't want to make people who I love be disappointed.

Especially them.

They were special to me.

So special.

"Yeonji? Are you okay?" I heard someone said as I badly caught my breath.

"Yeah.." I answered weakly.

It was Bambam, he was with me since last year in America.

Youngjae oppa came as well.

How much I wish they wouldnt, they shouldn't see me like this.

"Tell me, what's bothering you? You know I'll always be here." He asked.

We became closer ever since he started taking care of me.

Mom and appa were always busy and youngjae oppa is busy finding a new work.

They did always visit me, but bambam was here to take care of me.

And he's the only person that I could actually rely on right now.

"Is the next therapy the last?" I asked.

"I guess." He answered.

"Can we go back to Korea after that?" I asked having much hope in me.

I want to meet them again.

"No, it's not good for you to travel right after." He answered and I pouted.

"But.. Can we ask the doctor? If he says yes then we should!" I half shouted and a sudden pain rush through my head as I groaned.

"Omo, gwenchana?"

"I'm totally fine." I chuckled.

"Aish, look at you. Still talking about going to Korea."

"Come on." I frowned.

"Okay okay fine, we'll see what the doctor says! If he says no then that's no." He answered unwillingly.

"Arasseo, bamie can you pass me that recorder over there?" I asked pointing at the recorder on the desk.

He handed it to me and I thanked him.

I plugged in my earphones and pressed play.

"Check one, two, three? Ehem! Oh~ Ah~ can you hear me?"

I giggled, this never gets old does it?

"Hmm.. So we are Bangtan sonyeondan, and right here-- we're going to sing a song to a special someone!"

Why does this get me everytime even if I had replayed it over and over.

"Em so we'll start~ ready? One, two, three!

Yeah, yeah.
Just one day, one night."

After Namjoon and jungkook's part it's finally the part that I've been waiting for.

I closed my eyes and let myself flow in his rap.

"If only I had just one day
I want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated with your sweet scent
If there's a chance in my busy schedule
I want to put my body in your warm and deep eyes
I like that, your long, straight hair
Your breathtaking neck when you put it up and the strands that fall out
Wherever we go, my handbag is your waist
Yo ma honey, whenever I see you, I run out of breath
Like the streets of Myungdong, our BGM is the sound of breathing
Your voice when you say my name
I wanna be locked in you and swim in you, I want to know you more
An explorer venturing through your deep forest of mystery
I appreciate the masterpiece that is you because your existence alone is art
I imagine this all night every day because it's a meaningless dream anyway"

I love this song.. To the moon and back.

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A/N-
Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi it's Yeonji finally