"where are we going?" josh asked, buckling his seat belt. him and Tyler had just left Josh's house. luckily they didnt have to climb out the window cause bill and Laura had went to bed. but Tyler did have to hide under the bed cause Jordan came in asking if Josh was having a nightmare....

"you want me to tell you?" Tyler asked, looking over at the smiling boy.

"yeah!" he giggled.

"we're going down to this place I found when I was driving around with brendon and its perfect I knew I had to take you there." Tyler smiled.

"awww." josh blushed, loving that Tyler was thinking of him.

"I wanna be back by like 3." Josh said.

"no problem." Tyler smiled, grabbing the boys soft hand.

"your ass sore?" Tyler asked.

"yes, very. but it was worth it for sure." josh giggled.

Tyler turned the steering wheel, pulling into a small dirty road.

"please dont murder me." Josh said, Tyler laughing.

"well fuck I guess I should just turn around now." he smiled, looking at Josh.

"actually please kill me that'd be okay with me." Josh said.

"oof same. we're here!" Tyler gasped, Josh looking out the window.

"Tyler this is beautiful." he said with his mouth wide open as he got out of the truck.

"climb in the back." Tyler said, pulling the keys out of his truck and climbing out himself.

"is this a ukelele?" Josh asked, grabbing the instrument that was laying back there.

"it is." Tyler smiled, throwing the pillows he brought up there and climbing in.

Tyler set the pillows up against the cab, sitting next to Josh and grabbing his hand.

"you like it?" he asked, stroking his thumb across Josh's hand. they were at the edge if some lake, and they were set where there wasnt any trees above them so they could see the stars, which there was a lot of them and the moon was super bright.

"it's amazing ty. I love it." he smiled, leaning up and kissing the boy. Tyler brought his hand to cup Josh's jaw and slightly slid his tongue agaisnt Josh's lips. he opened them, allowing Tyler to dominate the kiss.

"I did know you could play." Josh said after the pulled apart.

"theres a lot of things you dont know about me." Tyler smirked.

"kidding but yeah I can play it." he laughed. "ukelele and piano."

"that's hot," Josh smiled. "play me somethin. sing for me."

"want me to sing?" Tyler asked.

"yes, please."

Tyler nodded, a blush forming across his cheeks as he thought of a song to play. he strummed the ukelele a few times before beginning to play a song. his voice started out soft and it was so so beautiful.

"I met you in the dark, you lit me up

Josh smiled. he knew this song and he loved it. Tyler knew that. he feels like it just fits so perfectly with them.

You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up

tyler look up and smiled, josh giggling with watery eyes. there was so much love between the two boys it was crazy.

Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest

I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I know I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Tyler's voice fell beautifully into falsetto, so easily. it was no doubt that singing was one of many many talents of his. Josh was crazy over this boy. everything about him.

I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed
I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head
And I'll take the kids to school
Wave them goodbye
And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night

When you looked over your shoulder
For a minute, I forget that I'm older
I wanna dance with you right now
Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever,

"its true," Tyler quickly added. Josh giggled and blushed, leaning his head on tylers shoulder but making sure and staying clear of his ukelele so he could still play it.

And I swear that everyday'll get better
You make me feel this way somehow

Josh had his phone out now, going to snapchat. he had it on front camera without the flash on, keeping it down and recording this next part without him knowing.

I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

that was Josh's all time favorite verse ever. Tyler sang it perfectly. he stopped recording after that, turning his phone off and setting it down.

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most

I'm gonna love you till
My lungs give out
I promise till death we part like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows
Finally it's just you and me till we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Tyler's voice got so soft. so soft and so beautiful. Josh could listen to him all day. he was crying at this point.

Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go"

"oh my god Tyler. oh my god oh my god." josh said, moving so he was straddling the boy.

"what, what." Tyler slightly chuckled, setting his uke down before unexpectedly getting attacked with a long, passionate kiss.

"I fucking love you." josh said removing his hands from Tyler's face and moving them to around his neck.

"I fucking love you too, baby." Tyler smiled, kissing the boy again.

"so you liked it?" Tyler asked.

"I loved it. it was beautiful."

"I dont know, I was pretty flat on a few parts." Tyler smiled.

"shut the fuck up." josh said, laughing with Tyler.

"when did you learn this?" Josh picked up the expensive looking ukelele.

"back in middle school we had to learn like a song and I really liked it so I made mom buy me one and I tought myself with YouTube videos and stuff." Tyler strummed a bit.

"that's so cool. this and the piano?" Josh said.

"yes. both tought myself." Tyler smiled. tyler blushed a bit, looking down at their hips together.

"I love you." josh said, Tyler looking up with teary eyes.

"hey baby, what's wrong?" Josh asked, cupping Josh's face and stroking his cheek with his thumb.

"nothings wrong, babyboy. literally nothing. everything is perfect," he smiled, a few tears escaping. "I am so fucking lucky to have you Joshua. so fucking lucky. I dont think I understand how lucky I am."

"aw tyyyy. you're gonna make me cry now." josh sniffed, Tyler laughing.

"I'm sorry, I just- i love you so damn much. and you make me so so so happy josh."

"you make me happy too ty. the happiest guy ever. you're my soulmate and I cant wait to get married and get our dogs." Josh giggled.

"I can't wait either." Tyler wrapped both arms around Josh, pulling him closer and hugging him tightly before breaking the hug and capturing him in a kiss.

"you should sing me another song." Josh smiled.

"you want me to?" he asked.

"yes, please." josh smiled, scooting off his lap and back beside him with his head on his shoulder. Tyler thought for a bit before strumming random things still he found the melody.

"ready?" Tyler smiled.

Josh nodded with a toothy grin, Tyler clearing his throat before singing.

On my mind, I passed my bedtime
No rest at the kingdom
Alone in the place, my heart is away
All that I can think of is
We should get married, we should get married
Let's stop holding back on this
And let's get carried away

"I love this song!" josh gasped loudly, humming along quietly.

Stop making a big deal out of the little things
Cause I got big deals, and I got little things
I've got everything I'm asking for but you
Stop making a big deal out of the little things
Let's get carried away
Come right now, you know where I stay

I just wanna say you're mine, you're mine
I just wanna say that you're mine, you're mine
Fuck what you heard your mine, your mine
All I'm really asking for is you

Tyler kept moving and doing little hand motions and getting really into the song and Josh thought it was the absolute cutest thing ever.

You're mine, you're mine
I just wanna say that you're mine, you're mine
Fuck what you heard you're mine, you're mine
As long as you know who you belong to

"and that's me babyboy, you know that." Tyler said quickly and Josh couldnt see him, but was 99 percent sure he winked. he followed with a giggle

From 8 until late I think about you
You own my nights, don't know what to do
I can't get no rest, I can't get no sleep
This whole thing's gone way too deep
And we should

Stop making a big deal out of the little things
Cause I got big deals, and I got little things
I've got everything I'm asking for but you
Stop making a big deal out of the little things
Let's get carried away
Come right now, you know where I stay

I just wanna say you're mine, you're mine
I just wanna say you're mine, you're mine
Fuck what you heard you're mine, you're mine
All I'm really asking for is you
You're mine, you're mine
I just wanna say that you're mine, you're mine
Fuck what you heard you're mine, you're mine
As long as you know who you belong to

I gotta pull up on you

Tyler started rapping slightly to this part, josh loving every second of it.

You're gonna make me have to pull up on you
Don't go ghost on me I'm gonna go thriller on you
I'm just I'm gonna let my hands do the talking when I see you
Baby boy I miss feeling on you
I miss everything that's real about you
And that's everything about you
That's just how I feel about you
I've been about you and I'm still about you
But we ain't finished talking
I believe it's true

All I'm really asking for is you

Tyler drug out the last part, playing a bit of the ending on his ukelele.

"yay!" Josh started clapping, Tyler laughing.

"you did so good ty! you got so into it and your little hand motions were so cute and-" Tyler cut Josh off with a kiss, pushing josh so he was laying on his back horizontal across the truck bed. Josh fit fine but Tyler had to bend his legs a bit so he could be comfortable.

Tyler pinned josh down and let his hands roam Josh's body as they made out sweetly. sounds of their kiss echoed through the trees.

Tyler had on hand running through Josh's curls, the other on his hip. Josh's hands were around Tyler's neck and was playing with the hair on the back of his head and his legs were spread so tyler could easily slot himself in between them.

Tyler finally pulled away, kissing at his neck with an occasional bite and suck.

"tyler.." Josh said, Tyler stopping immediately and looking up at Josh.

"I kinda, uhm, kinda...uh." josh stuttered out with a red face.

"what baby? what's wrong?" Tyler asked quickly.

"I'm kinda uh h-hard again...."

"I know baby." Tyler chuckled.

"can you um, help me?" he said embarrassed.

"calm down, dont be embarrassed." Tyler said softly. "what do you want me to do?"

"I wanna uh-"

"fuck?" Tyler filled in for him.

"yes, but soft. soft."

"of course. soft." Tyler nodded, smiling.

"I need to stretch you again?"

"no I'm good. just s-slow."  he said. Tyler didn't answer and started kissing Josh's neck again, joshs insecurities taking over of course.

"unless you dont wanna go slow. we can go hard if you want. or we dont have to at all-"

"shhhhh baby," Tyler cut him off. "we're gonna go slow. I want this as long as you do." Tyler said softly, kissing the boys cheek.

Josh nodded, shaky hands leading up to Tyler's pants. he played with the waistband of his pants, sliding it in and cupping his crotch.

he was cut off by his phone alarm going off, both boys jumping.

"what's that alarm for?"

"....its 4:20"

A/N:  sorry most of this is song lyrics I apologize

first song was 'say you wont let go' by James Arthur and the second was is linked up top and its 'mine' beyonce cover by third eye blind